“Umm, I’m sorry about two years ago. I took it out on you and hurt you.”
Even though I had my doubts back then, I told her the words I hadn’t been able to say before.
I hadn’t been able to say it for a long time, but the fact that I could say it so easily now might mean that something inside me had changed.
As I was thinking this, I heard a gentle laugh from over the phone.
《Fufu… so you were still concerned about it huh. Don’t worry, I don’t care about it anymore.》
She didn’t care.
I’m a little relieved to hear that.
―But I still remember the expression on her face right after I took it out on her.
The person who usually never stopped smiling turned pale and broke down in tears as if her blood had been drained, so even an idiot can understand how much I hurt her.
To say that she didn’t care about it was just a plain lie to keep me from caring.
“I’d appreciate it if you told me the truth, instead of deceiving me. I’d like to start all over again with you.”
When I said this, Charlotte-san’s expression, who had been staring at me, tightened.
So I hurriedly shook my head from side to side and patted Charlotte-san on the head while I waited for Kanon-san’s reply, telling her that it was a misunderstanding.
《Don’t you think that you should be a little more careful with your words and actions, Akito?》
Apparently, Kanon-san can understand our situation even if she can’t see it.
She got angry with me in a rather cold voice.
“I’m sorry…”
《Well, that’s fine now. Back to the topic at hand, to tell you the truth, I was indeed hurt.》
I breathed a sigh of relief that she seemed to have let her bitterness end there.
And then I made up my mind to face Kanon-san’s heart instead of running away from it.
“Yes, I understand.”
《But it’s not as bad as you think.》
“Eh?”
《No, it’s a little different. I have been hurt by your words, but I have never thought of blaming you for it.》
“That’s…”
I swallowed the words, “Isn’t that because Kanon-san is that kind of person?”
Kanon-san doesn’t like it when people make assumptions about her personality.
However, there’s still a part of her that never blames others because she’s a kind hearted person.
That’s why I thought that she wasn’t blaming me this time either.
《It’s true that Akito hurt me, but before that, I hurt you. So that was a deserved retribution.》
“No, that’s not what I’m talking about… Besides, it’s not like Kanon-san did anything to me…”
《It’s the same since I was blind to my father’s intentions because I got carried away.》
You got carried away…?
What do you mean?
《I’m sorry too, for taking away something important from Akito.》
“N-No, please don’t apologize! I’m the one who brought it up to apologize!”
《Fufu, then let’s end this conversation here.》
Oh, she got me…
When I heard Kanon-san’s laughter, I realized that I had been led astray by her.
Now I can’t apologize to Kanon-san anymore.
If I continue to talk to her and try to apologize, she will probably try to apologize to me again.
If I don’t end the conversation here, she will try to apologize again, implying that it will be a pointless and repetitive back-and-forth.
“I understand… Now, let’s get to the point.”
I decided that it was pointless to continue the conversation.
Having made that decision, and knowing that Kanon-san was not angry, I decided to get to the point.