Chapter 1: The Reason for my depression.

Grey. Thats my world now... I Used to have friends, Family that cared, And a bright, Sunny disposition... Now, i Don't ever leave my room, Aside from trips to the Psychiatrist. I cry a lot, but try not to be heard... I don't want to be a bother... My parents gave up after the first six months, my sister two months afterward... i Sigh, plopping back onto my bed...  So, you may be wondering, what exactly happened to me, why so glum? It all started two years ago.

I woke up, excited for my first day of Actual Highschool! I wasn't expecting to suddenly be popular or anything, being As Average as i am, but who knows what could happen. 

Average i said, and i meant it. Taking a look at my reflection i grimaced... Dark-ish Skin, Green Eyes, Freckles, lips too thin, Cheekbones too low and undefined. Skinny and unathletic, All topped off with Red Hair kept short to avoid the mess of curls it inevitably became. Put simply, i looked Very Irish, But For all that i was still just your Average Fourteen year old Girl... more or less... The thing is, I'd realized recently that i was only attracted to other girls... one in particular... And Telling my parents such was the reason i had a psychiatrist to begin with, they thought i could be, as they put it 'Fixed'. Whats my name, you Ask? Coleen Willow. 

It was a special day, as I'd worked up my courage to confess to the girl i liked. 

Nessie MacLeod. A cute Scottish Lass, It was as if Id been Enspelled the moment i first laid eyes on her...  Pale, Black hair, lovely Brown eyes, She was beautiful.

It was after Classes when i met Nessie on the school  grounds...i was so nervous i stuttered like crazy, but finally manage To choke out "I like you, will you go out witg me?"

She locked her eyes with mine, looked at me with pity and said "Sorry, Colin or whatever, I dont date boys." I ran away crying... Left school, and haven't been back since... Did i really look like a boy? i mean, sure my hair is cut short, and i don't have very large breasts, but still... It HURT... It hurt bad... 

Thats why im depressed... 

Thats me. Coleen Wilow, Depressed Lesbian with Anti-Gay Parents.

tbc?

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