The computer operation made a slight sound, “di-di-di” the sound neatly beat the rhythm, the whole room was very quiet.
Zhao Rui looked at the blue-green screen, put down the detector, took off the mask, and entered data into the computer without raising his head, and said, “Now the child is in good condition, very healthy, and can already see the human form, you see. It has roughly five features now, does it look as ugly as your family?”
His teasing sound was only replaced by a moment of silence, Zhao Rui turned his head and saw Xu Cinian lying on the bed, his eyes were straight Looking out of the window in a trance, he looked a little distracted.
“Hey, what are you thinking?”
Zhao Rui pushed his arm, Xu Cinian blinked his eyes and came back to his senses, and turned his head to reveal a slender neck with several distinct marks on it. (kiss mark.)
“Yo, Xu Cinian, you are powerful enough, let you not impatiently go to bed with your man, but don’t listen, last night was intense enough, look at your neck, is the child really that guy’s? You can’t fucking do that kind of thing, he’s so hungry and thirsty, does he have to take a shot at you?”
As soon as Zhao Rui saw those red marks, he immediately showed a sarcastic smile. Xu Cinian smiled wryly and twitched the corners of his mouth, “I’m sorry, I made you worry… I regret it now.”
“What do you regret? I regret not fucking. You stabbed the child into a blood clot and fell off?”
Xu Cinian knew that Zhao Rui’s mouth was poisonous, so he didn’t say anything.
Zhao Rui saw that his expression was not right, and his tone softened a little, “Okay, just pay attention next time, it’s okay to exercise occasionally, it’s all done, the child is fine, go back and kick your man a few times.”
Xu Cinian smiled, “It’s not what you think, yesterday…”
He paused, thinking of the chaos in the kitchen with Qu Cheng last night, the feeling of panic and regret came up again. He stroked his forehead and sighed, “I just regret that I didn’t take the opportunity to talk about this yesterday, so… I made it like this, and now I think about it, I seem to have messed up everything.”
Zhao Rui didn’t understand what he meant, after thinking about it for a long time, he suddenly opened his eyes, “Xu Cinian, don’t tell me that you haven’t told your man that he wants to be a father again!?”
Xu Cinian sighed regretfully, Scratching his hair, he nodded weakly, and smiled self-deprecatingly.
“Do you think I’m crazy?”
“You still have some self-knowledge, that’s good.” Zhao Rui sneered and glanced at Xu Cinian, wanting to pry open his head to take a look, but after thinking about it, he felt that he’s not an indecisive person.
“Why didn’t you tell me? Because the two of you are not in a stable relationship, or he doesn’t like children?”
“Neither.” Xu Cinian scratched his hair vigorously, feeling that he had no one to talk to except Zhao Rui, so he simply told him everything.
He spoke very slowly, from how he was persecuted by the Xu family and put in prison eight years ago, to how he later got out of prison and met Qu Cheng again, to how he has achieved a successful career now, and that his great revenge is about to be avenged.
“You also saw what the hell I looked like when I had the little guy. At that time, I didn’t dare to go out at all. I waited like an empty shell every day for ten months, I couldn’t go anywhere, and I couldn’t do anything, except breathing, I’m no different from a cripple, this feeling is painful and long, and it’s bloody at the end, you know that when your grandfather died, there was blood all over the floor, so I think about it now… I still feel a little scared.”
Xu Cinian laughed at himself and felt very ashamed. He was used to being tough and was unwilling to share these shameful fears with others. After all, he had already had a child and was afraid of giving birth. Would anyone believe it if he said it?
Zhao Rui listened silently, the expression on his face also fluctuated, and he suddenly felt some sympathy for Xu Cinian.
This man is usually as hard as a steel plate, but after all, he is also a person. Because a man has experienced the fear of having a child once, he should completely become a woman’s mentality in the future, accept the second child without any qualms, abandon his career and hatred, obediently be a “good wife and good mother” at home to give birth?
Some fears are irresistible, just like people who are afraid of ghosts will still be afraid the second time even if they have seen a ghost.
“If you really don’t want it, it’s still not too late to get rid of it now. Although your physique is special, it’s not impossible at all. I can help you do it yourself.” Zhao Rui sighed and suggested very calmly.
Xu Cinian smiled and shook his head firmly, “No, I’m not that vulnerable, because I’m afraid I will kill my precious son, Qu Cheng and I both like children, and Wowo is looking forward to being a big brother every day. I’ll keep him.”
“Then why are you dragging on like this? It’s been three months now, and you can’t cover it at all.”
Xu Cinian pursed his lips, thought for a while before slowly opening his mouth, “At first I dragged, I just want to buy a little more time. It is best to solve Xu Jianguo and Xu Xinnian completely before the stomach can’t cover it completely, and bring Xu’s back on the right track. It can be regarded as an explanation for grandfather. He have to avenge this revenge himself. Now he have managed to hold the Xu family in his hands. If he delay it any longer, it will only allow Xu Jianguo to recharge and find a way to bring him down. This time is too precious. The child will destroy the oath promised to grandpa.”
“I was thinking before that, I only need a month, as long as this month I will make a quick decision, quickly deal with the funeral of the Xu family, and cultivate them in the breeding farm and the noble family. A helper who can carry the beam, so that he can be worthy of his grandfather and the trust that Qu Cheng gave him. He will stop immediately, tell him about the pea, and then find a comfortable place to live a good life, even if that guy doesn’t come with me, I will tie him up.”
Zhao Rui, who had not spoken, was completely shocked after hearing what Xu Cinian said.
At first, he couldn’t understand what he was doing, and even thought he was being hypocritical, but after hearing these words, this idea was completely subverted.
If a person doesn’t want to drag you down, even if she is pregnant, she is willing to work like a workaholic to wash away her hatred and burden, just to be able to focus on being with you in the future. This tactful affection, How many people can do it?
It’s a pity that this guy Xu Cinian is really stubborn and tough. He have such a heavy friendship in his heart but don’t say it himself. Even a man will misunderstand it, right?
Zhao Rui laughed lightly, took off the stethoscope and said, “Now, why do you regret not telling him?”
Xu Cinian, who was poked at the pain point, helplessly curled the corners of his mouth, lowered his eyelashes, and laughed out of nowhere, “Yesterday he came to my house to cook for me, obviously he couldn’t do anything, and he had to learn clumsily, that look made me feel very sorry for him. I thought about it all night last night. After all, this is a matter of two people. I made the decision alone. If I drag it on, it will only cause misunderstanding. Compared with him, revenge and career It doesn’t seem to be that important anymore.”
Zhao Rui laughed, “Why didn’t you say anything yesterday, you came to me and sighed?”
Xu Cinian rubbed his forehead, “Because when I almost blurted out, you called me, then he seemed to be angry, and he didn’t say a word to me, my guts are turning green now.”
A thunder struck Zhao Rui’s head, causing the smile on his face to freeze, “You…you What did you say about your man?”
Xu Cinian wanted to laugh but didn’t dare to laugh, “Uh…he’s the head of the QingLong Gang, you don’t have to be afraid, he’s very good.”
For the first time, Zhao Rui felt that as a urologist, he had to shoulder the mission of helping men give birth, which was really stressful.
After seeing Xu Cinian away, and after ranting about a series of precautions, Zhao Rui took a long breath and raised his hand to look at his watch. It was past nine o’clock in the evening. He closed the door of the ultrasound room and stuffed the stethoscope into his pocket. , turned around and walked downstairs, pushing open the urology clinic.
In the originally empty room, he don’t know when there was another person. He leaned heavily on the table with an unlit cigarette in his mouth.
When he saw Zhao Rui push the door open, he looked up and down, half-squinted his eyes and evoked a smirk, “Dr. Zhao, right?”
Zhao Rui was stunned for a while, but he didn’t react.
The man raised his eyebrows, “Hello, my name is Qu Cheng.”
Hearing the last two words, Zhao Rui put up his glasses subconsciously, and suddenly felt a cold wind digging into his back, which is really bad…
***
Xu Cinian was driving aimlessly on the street, when he was thinking about things, the more he became absent-minded, the car was going around on the road, and he didn’t know where the destination was for a while.
In the past few days, Qu Cheng has given himself a holiday and has been living in the courtyard.
For so many years, he has almost forgotten what it feels like to feel uneasy, but at this moment, his mood seems to be back to the time of seventeen or eighteen-year-old boy. Because he did something wrong, he wanted to apologize but didn’t know how to say it. Wanting to get close, but being afraid to meet is another cold war.
How could it be like this…
Xu Cinian scratched his hair vigorously, and now he can’t wait to slap himself twice.
Luo Xiaomao has said that he is an arbitrary person, even if he has good intentions, he should keep it in his heart, and he will not discuss with others when he decides anything.
Thinking about it, this evaluation is really objective. If he hadn’t set a one-month deadline for himself at the beginning, he would not have done that yesterday.
When a man is in love, he doesn’t interrupt for any reason, and he answers other people’s phone calls and walks away. No one can forgive this, right?
“Xu Cinian, you idiot!” He rubbed his face hard and kept scolding himself in his heart. When he thought of Qu Cheng’s deep eyes and cold face last night, his heart ached with guilt.
It was because he thought too much and had many worries. He thought that all the bad things in the past could be settled in a month’s time.
Just a word, why bother?
Xu Cinian rubbed his messy hair, took a deep breath, stopped the car with a crunch, looked at a small alley not far away, and already had an idea in his mind.
He opened the car door with his wallet and mobile phone, and walked out along the small alley. When he turned a corner, he saw an imported food supermarket.
The last time he remembered passing by with Qu Cheng, the guy said that the white wine from this shop is delicious, and he must bring all the wine from this shop home when he has time, so as to relieve his cravings every day.
Xu Cinian smiled, pushed the door and went in after a long time, and finally found the white wine that Qu Cheng said, holding the dark green wine bottle, he thought about it, and took out his mobile phone.
“Cinian.” The phone rang quickly, and Qu Cheng’s low voice came.
The two of them haven’t said a word from last night to today.
Xu Cinian is rarely nervous, “Are you at home?”
Holding the white wine, pursed his lips and said, “Qu Cheng, what happened yesterday… I’m sorry.”
Qu Cheng didn’t speak, and the sound of breathing came from the receiver. Seeing that he didn’t respond, Xu Cinian continued to speak, “I bought your favorite white wine, and I’ll be home in a while. I have something important to tell you today, can you wait for me at home?”
He had never spoken to Qu Cheng in such a low voice. When he put down his posture, there was a bit of tension in his voice, and the sound of electric current was transmitted to the opposite earpiece, with a little softness, clear and somewhat pleasing.
“Well, it just so happens that I have something to tell you, I hope we are talking about one thing.”
Qu Cheng answered without any hesitation, and then hung up the phone.
But compared to his indifferent voice, the expression on his face at the moment was extremely intriguing, and the corners of his mouth raised and his flying expression couldn’t be concealed. He looked at the inspection report in his hand, and the small ball of meat on the B-ultrasound image, which seemed to have touched Cinian’s body temperature.
Zhao Rui, who was on the opposite side, couldn’t see it, so he looked away silently and mourned for Xu Cinian for three minutes. At this time, Qu Cheng asked, “Dr. Zhao, is it a boy or a girl?”
Xu Cinian held the phone in the original, stood there for a while, and for the first time he felt left out by Qu Cheng. To be honest, he felt bad.
Look, retribution always comes so fast, he really has to reflect on it. After being spoiled by Qu Cheng, he even forgot that he is not a loyal dog who was kneaded and flattened by himself, but has been growing all the time. The fangs are also temperamental leopards.
Xu Cinian’s heart was full of guilt, and he subconsciously touched his belly… idiot, will you still be angry if I confess now?
He bought the last bottle of white wine and walked out of the supermarket. It was already past ten o’clock in the evening. The street lights on both sides were flickering.
Xu Cinian was in a hurry to go home, took a short cut with the wine bottle and walked back, through the narrow alley just now, where he parked.
At this time, the alley was dark, and a building next to it was faintly lit up, and there was a rustling voice. Xu Cinian didn’t have time to deal with this.