Surprised, Ignis flew next to her and cawed, “Isabella. What’s wrong with you? Your face looked so scary.”
Ignis asked nervously when he noticed that she wasn’t acting like herself.
Isabella went past Ignis and approached the window.
“Argh!”
Isabella screamed as soon as she opened the window.
She thought that she would be relieved of her anger by doing this.
Archduke Kyar didn’t seem to be the type to play with people’s feelings.
She didn’t understand how the Duke could change his mind quickly after telling her that she didn’t have to pay it back.
“Isabella, grades are not everything! Maybe he had done it because I had received poor results during the archery competition. It would be better if I calm down and breathe.”
It wasn’t unfair if she got a bad grade.
She felt bad for losing the first prize after holding it in her hands.
Isabella shouldn’t have been greedy in the first place.
She knew it was a mistake to give Duke Kyar the love potion, but she also had to take responsibility for it.
If he hadn’t told her that she didn’t have to pay them back in the first place, she wouldn’t have been this upset.
Isabella sat on the bed meditatively and took a deep breath.
“It wasn’t mine in the first place.”
Ignis flew next to Isabella, who had her eyes closed, and asked, “Isabella, what are you doing?”
She ignored Ignis and focused more on her meditation.
“Let’s not covet anything that’s not mine,” Isabella said as she inhaled and exhaled.
Then, she opened her eyes and got up from the bed.
“No. When did I ask for it? I told him I’d pay him back! He said he didn’t need it. What’s wrong with him? If I had no expectations, then I shouldn’t be disappointed. It was the first time I came across this huge amount of money ever since I had arrived in this world. They don’t help. They don’t help.”
Ignis watched Isabella mutter and continue her breathing exercises, and spoke quietly, “Isabella, I think you have gone mad.”
“I don’t know. I have to finish creating the cure and leave this place as soon as possible. I can’t stand it anymore. I feel so cheap and dirty.”
Isabella’s eyes burned with tears as she sat in front of the desk.
Ignis bit his cheek and stared at Isabella’s back.
Her sad eyes lit up when she started reading a book about herbs.
**
Time had quickly passed by.
She only had ten days left before the promised date of the antidote.
Now, she only needed to find that one herb for the nervous system, but it wasn’t as easy as she thought.
Isabella became even more nervous after noticing that she only had a few of Duke Kyar’s books.