Chapter 42: Chapter 41

After the light dissipated, Bing Ying walked into the cave followed by Xie Yuya. As soon as Xie Yuya saw Feng Zhijiu sleeping on the bamboo bed, he rushed forward to check. 

 

Bing Ying's cold voice came from behind. "Don't worry, I can take good care of my Shizun. Please sit down on the stool and wait for me to wake up my Shizun."

 

Then he walked to the bamboo bed and pushed Xie Yuya away. Xie Yuya, who was pushed away, could only glared at Bing Ying, but couldn't hit him. He clenched his hands, walked to the bamboo table, and sat down on the stool.

 

Bing Ying sat by the bed, holding Feng Zhijiu's hand. His voice was soft when he called her. "Shizun, wake up, a guest is coming to visit you."

 

Xie Yuya, the guest, really wants to punch this damn kid to death now.

 

‘See how I deal with you later, you damn kid!’

 

Feng Zhijiu moved, and slowly opened her eyes. She saw her disciple and smiled lightly. Her voice was soft and sounded a little hoarse. "Ying'er? What's wrong?"

 

Bing Ying took out a cup of spring water and fed her to moisten her throat. After she took a few sips, Bing Ying turned his head to glance at Xie Yuya, and said coldly: "That guest wants to talk to Shizun."

 

Feng Zhijiu looked in the direction Bing Ying pointed with his head just now, and saw Xie Yuya sitting there staring at her.

 

‘He looked haggard. There was even a black shadow under his eyes. Guess he's not resting properly and taking good care of himself.’

 

"Help me to sit up." She said calmly.

 

Bing Ying hurriedly helped her to sit on the bed, and put a few soft cushions on her back for her to lean on. She patted Bing Ying's head gently, as her voice became clearer. "Wait outside."

 

Bing Ying looked into the eyes of his Shizun, pouted his lips, got up and bowed, and then walked out. When he walked past Xie Yuya, Bing Ying gave him a warning look.

 

After Bing Ying left the cave, Feng Zhijiu looked at the silent and haggard Xie Yuya. She smiled and waved to him. She patted the edge of the bed and motioned for him to sit there. Xie Yuya went to the bed and sat down, looking at her all the time.

 

He opened his mouth, but couldn't speak, and closed it again. His body tensed, and his jaw clenched tightly. She could even see his veins moving. She reached out and took Xie Yuya's hand, then she looked at his tired face and sighed.

 

She caressed his cheek lightly and stroked his touted eyebrows. Finally, her voice softened, and she said, "Why don't you take good care of yourself?"

 

Xie Yuya lowered his eyes. After a long silence, he finally spoke.

 

"I can't sleep without you by my side. When you were still in a coma, that kid took you away. I'm afraid I won't be able to see you again, and I'm afraid you will leave me again. Leaving like that, I don't know if you're awake, I don't know if you're alright… I..."

 

He closed his lips and clenched his hand tightly. She saw his clenched hand and white fingers, and gently opened his clenched hands.

 

"Don't clench your hand like that. You will bleed." She said softly while caressing his bleeding hands.

 

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She sighed, looked at his pale face, and said, "Yuya, Ying’er said that you already have a fiancée, and I heard about it before we met in that border town."

 

He quickly raised his head and said anxiously: "No! This is not true, that kid misunderstood me. Jiu'er, please believe me."

 

He took her hand and looked at her eyes, hoping she wouldn't believe those false rumors. She looked at his anxious expressions with a smile and said, "I believe in you."

 

Xie Yuya's heart finally returned to its original position, as he let out his trembling breaths slowly. Feng Zhijiu tilted her head and looked at him.

 

"Yu Ya, I have a message from Xinghe for you." Her soft voice shocked him greatly.

 

His body was tense, and his low voice was stiff when he asked, "Have you seen her?"

 

She nodded and continued to say: "We chatted a lot. Xinghe and I, she told me a lot of things, and before she disappeared, she left a message for you."

 

There was a trace of sadness in Xie Yuya's eyes. He knew that Xinghe was gone, and now she and Feng Zhijiu had merged into one.

 

"... What is her message?"

 

Feng Zhijiu's voice came out softly like a whisper. "She wants me to tell you that she loves you more than you love me."

 

Hearing Xinghe's last words, his eyes flickered and he lowered his head. She could feel his complicated emotions, and patted his hand gently.

 

"When I was unconscious, I actually lived her life for billions of years. Her pain, her joy, her sorrow, her hatred, her love, her responsibility, her despairs, and her wishes. All of her emotions and life experiences."

 

Xie Yuya looked at her face and didn't speak, but his eyes showed his true feelings. He really loves Xinghe. But she is just a soul fragment, and the one he loves is not her, but the owner of her soul.

 

"Yuya... The one who exists as Xinghe is me. It's just that the time is unpredictable. Xinghe didn't exist in the first place. After all my soul fragments come back, I know Xinghe is me. So, the one who loves you more than me, It's actually me, not Xinghe."

 

Xie Yuya looked at her and suddenly understood the truth. After a long silence, his hoarse voice came out. "I'm sorry... I'm really sorry for all the things I forced you to do as Xinghe..."

 

She hugged him and patted his back gently. She smiled when she looked up at his handsome face. After a moment, she said in a cheerful voice.

 

"Let's go back, we still have a wedding to do."

 

Xie Yuya looked at her lovingly, as a smile finally appeared on his handsome face. He nodded and said "Um, let's have our wedding night quickly."

 

She pinched his waist, and he just grinned at her.

 

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