Chapter 3: Money & Trading

The older I am, the more I aware how precious time is. 

I ever hear that 

" Life is like a trade, You can gain profit or nah " 

Others said

" Time is money "

It's funny on it own way. 

Cuz, only I know for sure how I use my time. 

How much I waste and throw away that precious money called time. 

How unwise I am managing that money called time. 

How much loss i would gain in the future cuz my current habbit using my money called time. 

Cuz of that,...

I begin to think... 

What can I do?

There are many hobbies and habbits that are only "wasting my time" for sure. 

But, I like that... I am happy with that...

And I do aware how stupid and unwise I am at this moment. 

Many people close to me even go as much as giving me soft to hard-to-accept advice. 

And each of them has their own truth and fact.

And so, I read a sentence today

" Others advice is one of much ways how God warn and guide you "

And so... I am thinking again...

Deeper than before...

And try, 

even it hasn't been practiced maximally, 

To hold my self from every thing I like... And thinking about it's bad side that can make angry. 

Ya know, such when gaming. 

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Today games forced us to have good Internet connection. 

But, there is no perfect and 100% stable connection.

In critical moment, that unperfect connection can bring a fatal result to my game play.

Lagging...

A stuck...

Etc... 

And so I lose.

I Will angry for sure cuz my skills can't be shown 100% because of that very short problem that appear in "perfect moment"

Plus, a chanc of the enemies arrogance and online fake allies which resulting in bad-mouthing me make it worse. 

There is no Happiness at that very moment and the chance of that happen is quite high. 

As if the God said to me.

" See? Is that a happiness that you are looking for? "

No, 

at that very moment, I won't feel happy at all. 

I have failed to gain the happiness with the money, a.k.a, The time, I have invest to play game. 

That's no more than wasting my time. 

That's my loss.

My stupid addictive losses in my life. 

I do hope

My self and whoever reading this Will be wiser and better in using our very limited "Time"

Aameen.

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