There are sadness and anger, but there is nothing else.
Not even disappointed.
Qiao Lan thought for a long time why she was not even disappointed. After thinking for a long time, Qiao Lan found out that for Tan Mo, she was born with certain emotions.
She thought for a long time, thought a lot, and wondered why Tan Mo lied to her, why only lied to her, she could actually ask Tan Mo directly to question him, but Qiao Lan gave up as long as she thought about the scene.
She couldn't bear it.
She was reluctant to show that Tan Mo was in a panic but pretended to be calm when being questioned by her, and even more reluctant to make him feel worse because of his own emotions.
She clearly just wanted to make him happy.
In fact, the reason here is not difficult to guess. It can maintain the most primitive and true appearance in front of other people, but pretend to be another appearance in front of her.
Because I don’t care about other people, they don’t care about their opinions and what they think in their hearts, so there is no need to hide it. Even if they are disgusted and hated, he doesn’t care at all; but because he cares about her, he always suppresses himself and has the most real things. Hide it, pretend to look like he thinks she will like it.
Yes, he thought Qiao Lan would like it.
For example, hiding one's terrible possessiveness, and pretending to be calm and gentle in front of her; another example is not wanting her to think too much, pretending to be happy without any haze.
Does Qiao Lan like Tan Mo like this?
dislike.
Qiao Lan never cared about behaviors that seemed "weird" and "sick" to others. She felt sorry for his tragic past and pityed his low self-esteem because of being different from others.
I met Tan Mo when he was the most desolate, so Qiao Lan has seen his darkest side; I have known him more than a thousand days and nights, so Qiao Lan likes his most original and true side.
From the very beginning when he liked Tan Mo, he was a different person. At that time, he still had Asperger's disease, he could not even stand up, moody and suspicious, and sometimes there was no way to communicate, but Qiao Lan just liked it. He likes it more and more.
The name Tan Mo had already been carved into the flesh and blood, and she would accept all of him if he was good and he was bad, because it wanted all of this to be true.
So why would Tan Mo think that this perfect look he disguised would make her like it more?
Because this is what Qiao Lan hopes.
Tan Mo didn't pretend in front of other people because he didn't care, but he still stayed at school, still maintaining the appearance of a normal person. All the reasons were because Qiao Lan cared.
Because she let him live on campus, let him contact classmates, let him know friends, let him be a so-called "normal person", because of her clever propositions, Tan Mo thinks she wants him to be that perfect.
He wants to become what she likes better, so that he can stay with her forever.
You already knew that he had Asperger's disease, didn't you? You already knew that this disease could never be cured, didn't you? Then why force him to change. Until now, Qiao Lan realized that she had walked into a misunderstanding. She wanted other people to like Tan Mo to identify with Tan Mo. She wanted those people to know that he was excellent, but she used the wrong way, and the wrong one was even worse. Outrageous, this is not what Tan Mo wanted.
The reason why Tan Mo has become like this is that she is the source of all evil.
At the moment when all the sources were clear, Qiao Lan's heart ached and it was difficult to breathe.
Qiao Lan, do you know what you did?
Qiao Lan took out her mobile phone and clicked on Tan Mo's WeChat box. She probably wanted to say something, but when she saw the chat log above, she flipped it over.
Turning over, Qiao Lan's hand stopped.
This Wednesday, on the 9th, Xie Hongyi said that after that day, Tan Mo became very irritable. The reason was so obvious.
That day, she and Tan Mo had a lot of chats, and they were text messages. They had been discussing how to give Tan Mo a perfect eighteenth birthday, and then because she received a message from the group, she wanted to go on the 18th. After telling Tan Mo about the club gathering, Tan Mo was silent for a long time.
There was a blank space for nearly ten minutes, after which Tan Mo replied that he was discussing issues with his roommate, so he delayed for a while and let her have fun on the 18th.
Why didn't she notice such an obvious error?
After Tan Mo gave a simple explanation, and the sentence "let her have fun", she actually believed it, if it was before Qiao Lan would definitely find it.
Is Tan Mo's acting ability getting better, or is she becoming dull?
There are both, but maybe there are more reasons for the latter.
She vaguely remembered the evening a few days ago, when she was kissing Tan Mo, at that moment she realized that they hadn’t kissed for a long time, and now I think about how long she hasn’t been as habitually as in high school. Said to him that I like you so much.
She did become dull, but Tan Mo was such a sensitive person.
The senior sister in charge of club activities received Qiao Lan’s WeChat. Qiao Lan said that she was sorry, but there was no way she could not come for dinner that day.
Eating in a club is not a formal club work, and it’s not a big deal if it doesn’t come, but if it’s Qiao Lan...
After all, this kind of schoolgirl-level beauty can still mobilize everyone's enthusiasm, although they all know that they have boyfriends.
So the senior sister tried to persuade Qiao Lan, but Qiao Lan bluntly said that it was a very important thing, so she couldn't go.
Okay, the senior sister couldn't help it. After speaking a few more words with Qiao Lan, she turned around and said to Ji Su, that the number of students determined before has changed, and one of the senior students can't come.
You don't actually need to talk to Ji Su about this kind of thing, but Ji Su is almost a treat this time, so Pei Beijia still talked to Ji Su.
It took a long time for Ji Su to reply, [which]
[Qiao Lan], Pei Beijia said, I was afraid that Ji Su didn’t know who it was and described it again, [just that very beautiful school girl]
Ji Su is back soon this time.
[the reason]
[I didn’t say it, I said something could not come]
[Go to ask clearly]
Pei Beijia stared at the line for a long time.
It’s just that the club eats together. Everyone says something is going on. It’s not about asking the teacher for leave and asking the bottom line. It’s a matter of coming when you want to come and you don’t want to come. The clubs have eaten together many times before. I didn't see Ji Su and wanted to ask why the others didn't come.
If it was someone else, he would probably ask obediently after hearing Ji Su's words, but Pei Beijia wasn't. With her understanding of Ji Su, this was another abnormal thing.
The last time it was abnormal, Ji Su was inexplicably pulling her to watch the freshman interview. This time she asked her why the little girl didn't come.
When the two contacted, Pei Beijia's expression changed slightly, and he hesitated for a while before sending a message to Ji Su.
[Do you like this elementary school girl? ]
Ji Su dared to show these abnormalities in front of her, so he didn't expect to conceal Pei Beijia. Now Pei Beijia finally asked, Ji Su answered simply, that's right.
Pei Beijia was silent for a while and then typed, "I have a boyfriend, Ji Su I don't believe you don't know. ]
[I know], Ji Su said, [I didn't get Roman in here. ]
Pei Beijia didn't react for the first time. Qiao Lan had a boyfriend who had something to do with Roman. After she figured it all out, she suddenly broke into a cold sweat.
Of course, Ji Su knows that Qiao Lan has a boyfriend, not only does he have, but he is also an exceptionally good boy. Some seniors have expressed a good impression on Qiao Lan before, so Qiao Lan bluntly said that she has a boyfriend, and alienated those who think about her. Boys.
That's why Ji Su got Roman into the psychology club.
As long as he didn't treat it differently, no one would find his thoughts on Qiao Lan. If Ji Su hadn't deliberately let her know, she would have never thought of this level.
No one can find out, so Qiao Lan will naturally not find out, Qiao Lan will not find out, and that will not be alienated.
Pei Beijia felt that her hands were shaking, she typed one by one, [Ji Su, don't be like a lunatic, okay? ]
[Why be so excited] Ji Su is at ease, [I don't want to do anything yet. ]
Pei Beijia looked at the calmness of this popularity, and was really a little angry. [Ji Su, I advise you not to be so confident. Tan Mo won't lose you at all. Be careful one day the ship overturns in the gutter. ]
In fact, she wanted to say something more. She wanted to say that I now feel that you and your parents are like a lunatic with a mental illness, but the words still haven't come out.
She still can't do things like poke scars.
On the other side, Qiao Lan, after rebuffing the senior sister, re-planned this weekend.
With one more day left, Qiao Lan instantly felt that she had plenty of time, and with hindsight she discovered that compared to hanging out with Tan Mo on the weekend, eating with alumni was really not attractive at all.
What are you playing?
Qiao Lan opened the dating memorial site, House of Horror, wanted to go, amusement park, also wanted to go, Aquarium, well, still wanted to go.
Go if you want!
In two days, I can go to several places.
Qiao Lan spent more than an hour checking when these places had the most traffic and avoiding the most crowded time, and finally compiled a dating plan.
After Qiao Lan looked at the plan back and forth twice with satisfaction, after the two of them finished dinner in the afternoon, Qiao Lan took out her own notebooks.
Tan Mo took a look at Qiao Lan and took the notebook.
Although Qiao Lan didn't say what it was, Tan Mo could still see it. Tan Mo stared at the six o'clock on Saturday afternoon for a long time, "Isn't it about dinner?"
Tan Mo swears that he has controlled his tone as much as possible so that he doesn't look too happy.
"I thought about it, and I was sitting with a group of people I don't know very well for dinner, where is it interesting to date with my boyfriend."
Tan Mo couldn't bear it this time. No one knew how happy he was after hearing this sentence after so many days of loss.
Qiao Lan looked at the smile on Tan Mo's lips and squeezed Tan Mo's handsome face.
It should have been like this a long time ago. If you are happy, you will not laugh if you are not happy. This is true and full of her youth, and she really likes her so much.
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