Ji Su Yue Qiaolan went to the cafe opposite the school to sit down, Qiao Lan refused, "Is there anything I can't say clearly on the phone?"
"I think it's better to meet and talk," Ji Su said.
"Oh", Qiao Lan's voice was cold, "Let's talk on the phone, my boyfriend doesn't like me meeting other boys privately."
Qiao Lan really didn't give him any chance. Even if she kept her distance from other sexes because she had a boyfriend, as Qiao Lan said, girls other than Qiao Lan, even if they had a boyfriend, would not do what Qiao Lan did. Kind of.
Tan Mo is really that good?
Ji Su was sitting on the sofa. His face, which was always smiling, didn't see the slightest smile at this moment. The hand holding the phone tightened unconsciously, and he whispered after a long silence.
"Then what if I say I like you."
Qiao Lan was quiet for a moment, and after a while, Qiao Lan's indifferent voice came out of the receiver, "That has nothing to do with me."
If she had to worry about every one-sided like, then she would have lost her ability.
Listening to Qiao Lan’s indifferent voice, Ji Su suddenly felt an indescribable sense of powerlessness. His love for him seemed worthless in front of Qiao Lan, and his good patience seemed to have begun to become in front of Qiao Lan. Uncontrollable, Ji Su couldn't help asking her,
"You have nothing to say?"
"What I want to say is true," Qiao Lan said.
The corner of Ji Su’s lips was about to say something, but he heard Qiao Lan continue.
"Although someone reminded me before, I still don’t believe it. After all, I already have a boyfriend and we are in a very good relationship, so as long as the character is decent, I will never get involved in other people’s feelings. And I always think that seniors are both in school and I am very good at being a human being, and now it seems that I was wrong."
Ji Su was a little angry. He clearly wanted to help her, but now it was Qiao Lan's turn to question his character here.
It is indeed wrong to intervene in the feelings of other people, but Qiao Lan and Tan Mo are only in love now. His pursuit of Qiao Lan is just a fair competition. Besides, people like Tan Mo...
"Qiao Lan", Ji Su calmly called Qiao Lan, "It doesn't need to be so bad, don't you think I am helping you?"
No matter how clever Qiao Lan was, she really didn't understand what Ji Su's words meant. She deliberately undermined their feelings by insinuation, that she was helping her?
She didn't think, and she didn't understand.
Ji Su said slowly, "You said that you applied for psychology because you were alone, and it was because of your boyfriend."
Qiao Lan was stagnant, Ji Su really knew.
So the debate that day was indeed deliberate!
Ji Su didn’t hear Qiao Lan’s reply, so he continued, “If I didn’t guess wrong, your boyfriend should be a patient with Asperger’s disease. Don’t be surprised how I know, before talking about you and your boyfriend , How about I tell you a story first?"
Qiao Lan sneered silently. She wanted to hear what Ji Su was going to tell.
The story of Ji Su, you can guess the ending from the beginning.
A beautiful young girl who met the same handsome and gentle boy in her best grade. She had never seen the opposite **** who cared about her so much, tolerant and generous, just like the perfect boyfriend in a TV novel. The two quickly fell in love. And married soon after.
But after the girl got married, she realized that everything she had always thought of as a perfect boyfriend was fake before. He would never love people like a normal person. His love is paranoid and extreme, and cannibalize all of her step by step. Life cut all the connections between her and her relatives and friends, leaving her world with only one person.
Only then did she understand that there was a disease called Asperger's disease.
People with this disease either don't have love, or the most extreme love, but it's a pity that she knew it too late.
Even if you live a rich life without worrying about food and clothing, you never need to work hard, but life is like a prison.
They had a child a year later, and she was full of joy when she learned that such a new life was about to happen. Her life was too boring. The arrival of a new life was like a light in her life. She thought to herself that even if he did not allow her to make friends and contact relatives, but the child belonged to both of them, he would still like the child.
But everything later proved that she was wrong again.
He didn't like this child, and even hated him, because he distracted her.
"So I'm saving you, Qiao Lan," Ji Su's voice became soft.
"I have a father with Asperger's disease. I have lived under the same roof with him for 18 years. No one knows how terrible an Asperger's patient is. It is rare for my mother to laugh. He will not laugh in front of my father, nor will he laugh in front of me, because she laughs at me and my father will be angry. My parents finally divorced when she graduated from high school. My mother used suicide in exchange for suicide. Come to freedom, although rescued, but the root of the disease has fallen."
Ji Su’s tone became a little gloomy because of what he said, “This kind of people don’t understand love at all, let alone have love. Such people shouldn’t pull innocent people into the water. No one should be theirs. Be responsible for buying it crazy, Qiao Lan",
Ji Su paused before continuing, “I naturally know that it’s wrong to destroy other people’s feelings, but by chance, I learned about Tan Mo’s illness. I should have seen it with my own eyes, so I don’t look forward to it. I also want to warn you early. Some leave Tanmo, I do like you so I don’t want you to be ruined by an abnormal person in the future."
Qiao Lan held the phone without speaking.
She remembered a saying that people often say, the poor must have something to hate, and the hateful must have misery.
From the story of Ji Su, Ji Su and Ji Su’s mother are undoubtedly pitiful, especially Ji Su himself. Because of such a father, he hates people with Asperger’s disease.
Qiao Lan could understand his thoughts.
But it's just understanding.
This is not a reason to allow him to destroy the feelings of others.
Even if Tan Mo really had any problems, it would be impossible for an outsider like Ji Su to do anything. It was a matter between her and Tan Mo.
Qiao Lan didn’t speak here. Ji Su thought that Qiao Lan was finally touched after listening, so she softened her voice and continued, “I know that you are in deep feelings now, and it is difficult for you to break up, but I still advise you to get out early. , So as not to be like my mother who wants to get out but it is difficult to get out and ruin the whole life."
Qiao Lan closed her eyes, and finally spoke after a long while, "Senior, I still said that. This is a matter between Tan Mo and me. It has nothing to do with you. No matter what your reason, you destroy our relationship. Doubtful facts."
"I said I was helping you!"
Ji Su feels that he has a good temper, but Qiao Lan is really incapable of making him feel angry.
"I don't need it, not to mention that I don't need your self-righteous help," Qiao Lan decisively interrupted Ji Su's words, "and you ask yourself that you are really just to help me?"
Qiao Lan had no patience. He felt that Ji Su was a bit pitiful a moment ago, and now even the slightest pity just disappeared without a trace.
"You said that you know your parents understand Asperger's disease. I can't refute this, but you understand that I understand Tanmo? There are too many patients with Asperger's disease in the world. Each of them? Why do you judge other people's lives and make choices for other people's lives because of your own short life experience?"
Ji Su took a deep breath, "You are still young, just as deceived as my mother back then..."
"I have not been deceived. Don't always compare me with your mother. I don't know your mother and I'm not the same as her." Qiao Lan now feels that Ji Su is wrong, and she can't listen to what others are saying. What? His parents' tragic love has always been compared with her, but this is totally different.
"Mo Mo is different from your father, and I am also different from your mother," Qiao Lan said every word.
"Your father deceived your mother's likes with false acting skills. He hid his true side and tricked your mother back home. The tragedy of your parents’ feelings is not because your father has Asperger’s disease, but because they The love of each other was a scam from the beginning. The person your mother liked was not your father at all but an illusion created by your father!"
"Because of your father's deception, because your mother has never loved your father as he is. This is the reason for their tragedy, and I am different from Tan Mo."
The silence on Ji Su's phone suddenly fell, Qiao Lan probably remembered the scene when she met Tan Mo just now, and her eyes became much warmer.
"When he and I first met him, we saw him in the worst and most abnormal side. Unlike your mother, I didn’t like each other because of perfect appearance. I liked him since he was in despair. A little bit to be better. I will only like him more, so don’t use your parents’ tragic experience to compare me and Tan Mo. I am not as naive as your mother and cannot see the true appearance of the person I like, and Tan Mo does not. Your father is so timid and weak to show his true colors, so don’t come to save me with your own self-righteousness. I think you need to be saved more."
"Ji Su, I have said everything. I have handed you the application for withdrawal. I will not participate in future club activities. I will delete all contact information later. I hope that the seniors will be cleaned up soon."
"What if I disagree," Ji Su took a deep breath and said slowly.
"The school doesn't have any regulations for members not to quit the club, right?" Qiao Lan smiled and said, "And in everyone's eyes, the seniors are always perfect people. I probably don't want people to know the real reason for my quitting. After all, I got involved with others. Feelings...it doesn’t match your usual image."
Qiao Lan clearly threatened him.
But Ji Su was still threatened.
Qiao Lan hung up the phone, sitting on the sofa alone, not knowing what she was thinking, while Qiao Lan on the other side waited for Tan Mo after class and suddenly jumped into Tan Mo's arms.
Tan Mo didn't know, but he was still very thin and hugged the person. Xie Hongyi and others who passed by quickly slipped away to avoid being abused by the dog.
Tan Mo touched Qiao Lan's hair, "What's wrong."
Qiao Lan hugged Tan Mo.
Tan Mo was very hostile to Ji Su at the beginning, but she didn't believe it at that time.
After a long while, Qiao Lan sighed long, then raised her head and only smiles remained on the two of them, "I officially withdrew from the psychology society. I celebrate my successful withdrawal from the group. Let's go out for dinner!"