Tan Mo clearly remembered that on his birthday two years ago, he quietly made a birthday wish.
At that time, he was still a handicapped person who couldn't stand up. For the first time, he was tempted by a person. The first heartbeat and the resulting inferiority complex filled his heart day and night. At that time, Qiao Lan asked him what birthday he wanted. As a gift, he shared a headset with Qiao Lan in self-study class, listening to Yang Zongwei’s "Just One Time"
I want to see you laugh, I want to see you making trouble, I want to hold you into my arms.
He listened to the song and made a birthday wish. He wanted a hug, a hug from Qiao Lan.
But Tan Mo didn't dare to tell Qiao Lan such a simple birthday wish.
That year’s birthday passed, and another year’s birthday arrived, and now it has been a long time. Two years have passed since that wish. Tan Mo finally realized the feeling of holding Qiao Lan in his arms.
The girl's body was thinner and softer than he had imagined. The scent of her hair was faintly wrapped around the tip of her nose, and her thin hands hugged his waist tightly.
Tan Mo did not dare to move.
He remembered that when he was very young, there were people who often wanted to hug him, but the feeling of hug made him stiff, and the feeling of falling on his body made him intolerable.
He refused to approach people, refused to embrace this kind of intimacy, but after getting to know Qiao Lan, he began to look forward to it again and again.
Qiao Lan’s hug still made him stiff, but it was totally different from all the feelings he had ever felt before, because he was at a loss, because he could not believe it, and because of excitement, Tan Mo even unconsciously hoped in his heart, Qiao Lan held his hand You can work harder and make them more encrypted and inseparable.
Tan Mo's hand slowly covered Qiao Lan's back, bit by bit, pressing the person tightly against his chest inch by inch, he lowered his head, and pressed his chin against Qiao Lan cautiously but involuntarily. Shoulders.
This is when he was closest to Qiao Lan in his life.
As long as you turn your head, Tan Mo's nose can even rub Qiao Lan's neck, and as long as you lower your head, your lips can kiss her white shoulders and neck, and the skin between the two of them is burning hot.
Qiao Lan's voice was as soft as a muttering to herself, but Tan Mo could still hear it.
Qiao Lan said Tan Mo, how can you do this.
Tan Mo held her waist tightly, thinking that Qiao Lan was blaming him at a loss, but Qiao Lan continued, "You are like this, what should I do in the future, what if I can't do without you. .."
While talking, the girl rubbed her cheeks buried between his neck, and the cold skin touched Tan Mo's hot body. Tan Mo only felt that all her tight self-control was wiped out for a moment. 'S clean, blurted out in an instant,
"Then never leave."
How can it be, you don’t know what I’m thinking, you don’t know what I’m thinking, you will always grow up, and you will meet someone you really like when you grow up... Qiao Lan subconsciously wants to say that, but Stopped at the moment of speaking.
Qiao Lan shook Tan Mo's fingertips gently, as if she was ashamed because of the evil thoughts that germinated in her heart at this moment, but she couldn't help thinking about it.
Tan Mo will always grow up and will understand. When he grows up, he will meet people who want to spend his life together.
but...
If if there must be such a person...
Why can't this person be her.
If he is still young, can she grow up with him slowly? He doesn't know if she can teach him little by little. He can't be alone forever, right? He said, "Then never leave." Explain that he also wants her to be with him forever, doesn't it?
Although Tan Mo’s feelings are different from her, but the idea of wanting to be with each other and not wanting to be separated is the same. Tan Mo said that they want to test a city and a university together, and they can still be like this for many days in the future. Everything is possible, isn't it?
Even if he was able to do his job well in front of other people, he would always be at a loss in front of Qiao Lan. He regretted his stubborn likes, but couldn't help but expect Qiao Lan's response. Tan Mo's real thoughts blurted out, making him suddenly sober, but after a long while, he couldn't wait for Qiao Lan's response, and it made Tan Mo's nervous heart more and more.
But at this moment, Tan Mo heard the girl's soft answer in her ear, she said,
"it is good."
Tan Mo said then never leave, Qiao Lan said, good.
Qiao Lan could feel that after uttering the word "good", the hand around her waist was tight, and it even hurt her a little.
Tan Mo pressed against the boy's chest, and only then realized that his hands holding Tan Mo were numb with cold.
She went downstairs in a hurry. She was wearing a thin coat that she had worn in the dormitory. Snow is floating in the sky now. She was too excited before noticing it, and now she feels that her whole body is frozen.
Qiao Lan subconsciously wanted to release Tan Mo and let Tan Mo go back earlier as usual, but her mood was different from before. With the unspeakable sense of shame and guilt to deceive the children, Qiao Lan suddenly whispered.
"Momo, I'm cold."
Tan Mo felt that it was because of Qiao Lan's response that he was so excited that he had an illusion, or how could he hear a hint of aegyo in Qiao Lan's "Mo Mo".
The second batch of self-study students came back one after another. Everyone inevitably took a look at Qiao Lan and Tan Mo when they passed by.
Tan Mo used his body to block the sight of others, and he carefully distinguished Qiao Lan's phrase I am cold.
Qiao Lan said that she was cold, so should he let her go and let her go upstairs to rest earlier, but Tan Mo was reluctant to give such a hug, I don't know when he would get it next time.
Tan Mo suddenly remembered the movie clips that he hadn't seen where he had seen. He was guilty of Qiao Lan's "good" sentence. He pulled off his coat and covered Qiao Lan in, and held the girl across the jacket. His hands are wrapped around his waist more intimately this time.
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