A small piece of wicker came off between his fingers, lying quietly in the palm of his hand.
So he still shouldn't have extravagant hopes, it is impossible to have these longer-term things, you see, but a small ring, only a minute, has been broken.
Tan Mo didn't want to think about it like this. It was too sad and painful, but once he had such a thought, more similar thoughts began to erode his mind continuously. For ordinary people, it was just because of too much effort and the willows were too brittle. So it cut off naturally, but Tan Mo always thought of something extra.
The broken willows are like a symbol, just as they will come to an abrupt end one day...
Tan Mo grabbed the thin willow twigs, and Qiao Lan next to him was taken aback by Tan Mo.
The high school seniors were all stacked with a stack of books on their desks, and a little lowered their heads could almost block their own figure. The teacher on the podium was still giving lectures. Thinking of the previous experience of being criticized by the class teacher, Qiao Lan should be in class properly, but looking at Tan Mo's situation, Qiao Lan could not manage that much for the time being.
"What's wrong?" Qiao Lan lowered her head and whispered, but Tan Mo stared at her without speaking. Qiao Lan looked at Tan Mo's trembling eyes, and then at Tan Mo's clenched left hand.
Quietly reached out and grabbed Tan Mo's wrist, pulled Tan Mo's hand strongly, and then broke off the fingers one by one, and finally saw the crooked twist that had been pinched [笔趣岛] www.biqudao.vip] the small wicker that has spread out.
Qiao Lan was angry and distressed.
Asperger's disease not only makes people unable to understand other people's thoughts, but also makes them think too much about what they don't have, and Tan Mo has no sense of security.
Qiao Lan sighed, took out the wicker from Tan Mo's palm, grasped his stiff hand and squeezed Tan Mo's fingers and said in a low voice, "This is a wicker woven casually and not a real ring. I made it. It's not very tight, it's normal to break, stretch out your hand."
Tan Mo hesitated and stretched out his hand, Qiao Lan wrapped the wicker around Tan Mo's fingers again. This time Qiao Lan made it very seriously, especially in the interface.
"It's fine if we reattach it if it is broken." Qiao Lan finally re-arranged the little finger ring. "Okay, our Momo fingers are really beautiful."
Tan Mo lowered his head and stared at the ring that he put on his fingers again. The feeling of stagnant heartbeat finally disappeared a little bit, and his heartbeat returned to normal again. This time he didn't dare to move his fingers, for fear of breaking it again. Even if Qiao Lan said it was nothing, Tan Mo still attached great importance to it. Even if it is made of willows, it is in the shape of a ring, so it still has a special meaning.
The teacher standing on the podium giving a lecture, as soon as he lowered his head, he saw Qiao Lan and Tan Mo with their heads together.
These students! I thought that there was a stack of books blocking the teacher and I couldn't see anything. In fact, the teacher could see everything clearly while standing on it!
The teacher opened one eye and closed the other for a long time. When he turned his head to see that the two of them were still getting together and didn't know what they were doing, they were about to mention something, just to see Qiao Lan finally sitting upright.
Okay, forget it, just give it another chance.
Qiao Lan started to listen to the class seriously again. Tan Mo stared at the ring on his hand for a while, then carefully removed the ring from his finger. Finally, after taking it down completely, Tan Mo breathed a sigh of relief and opened it. This thick paper has the ring in the book.
That's it.
No matter what, it will never disconnect again.
Finally it's the weekend. Qiao Lan usually goes to Tan Mo's house during the weekend, but this week it happened that a dormitory roommate had her birthday.
Although the eight girls in Qiao Lan’s dormitory usually have their own small groups, the overall relationship with them except Xiang Xiaohan is very good.
The third birthday of high school is usually the coming-of-age birthday of 18 years old. Girls always pay attention to the sense of ritual, so this birthday still needs to be celebrated. Even Bai Yu deliberately stayed on weekends and did not go home.
A dozen girls went to eat together, and finally Bai Yu suggested to sing again, so Qiao Lan, who was planning to go home, failed to go to Cheng Tan Mo's house.
After finally waiting for Tan Mo on the weekend, I didn't even see my girlfriend.
When he practiced free combat that day, Tan Mo was as irritable as he was.
The coach entangled for a long time and asked him tentatively, "What's the matter, what about the girl you like and others?"
As soon as the voice fell, he received a murderous look at Tan Mo.
Coach: "...I'm sorry that I'm so mean."
The coach instantly acknowledged that it is not that your expression is too horrible. Combined with what Tan Mo said before, the coach first thought of this.
Tan Mo took a deep breath and said hard, "We are together."
Coach: "Oh, congratulations...????? Together???"
Didn’t you say that you can never be together for a lifetime? Doesn’t it mean that it’s impossible to catch up in a lifetime?
And since they're already together, why are they so expressions?
But the coach didn’t have the courage to ask again. Tan Mo didn’t seem to say anything. When Bo Chen came to pick up someone in the evening, Bo Chen happily went gossiping with the coach, "The little girl went with her roommate on her birthday and didn’t accompany him. , Awkward."
Already nearly 30 years old, I can't realize how speechless and speechless the sticky coach between young couples is. When I look at Tan Mo, his mentality changes instantly. I thought Tan Mo was coldly like an overly mature boss every day, but because of this reason, he was awkward. The coach sighed from the bottom of his heart that he was actually a teenager.
Tan Mo, who was "uncomfortable", had a particularly unhappy weekend, and he didn't feel much better when he resumed classes on Monday.
The countdown in front of the classroom is decreasing every day. The head teacher points to the countdown every day and yells that time is running out. The students are also lamenting that time is passing too fast. Only Tan Mo hopes that time can be faster.
Graduation quickly, and there is a three-month holiday after graduation. Tan Mo feels very yearning after thinking about it.
The uncomfortable campus life continues, occasionally mixed with things that make him feel a little better, such as his stock trading.
Tan Mo came into contact with the stock market because of Qiao Lan. After the contact, I found that there are many secrets and very interesting, and the more I study, the more interesting. Tan Mo, who is particularly talented and interested in mathematics, found some ordinary people here. Something less than.
When I first started playing, I lost a little bit, and Tan Mo almost didn't lose much money behind.
He also bought a small share with Qiao Lan's money. At that time, he promised that Qiao Lan earned Qiao Lan's money and lost his share. Instead, he bought this small share with Qiao Lan's money. The recent momentum Not so good. Tan Mo spent nearly 10,000 yuan on Qiao Lan, and now there is an extra zero.
Tan Mo decided not to tell Qiao Lan the good news for the time being. After all, this stock still has potential. After graduation, everything stabilizes before giving her a small surprise.
Emotionally, Tan Mo’s unilateral temporary dissatisfaction caused Tan Mo to have to shift his mind a little bit in order to feel better, such as his stock trading, such as boxing, but despite this, Tan Mo’s night sleep was not particularly good. .
Tan Mo told himself again and again in his heart that this is not Qiao Lan’s problem, but because of his own psychological problems, because he is always different from others. He cannot use his pathological needs and desires to demand Qiao Lan, Qiao Lan Wouldn't like him like this.
Qiao Lan would not like him like this, Qiao Lan would not like him like that, and Qiao Lan would certainly not like his many behaviors.
The more he thought about it, the more desperate he became. He couldn't find any good places in himself that he liked.
Tan Mo suffered from insomnia for two consecutive nights. As a result, Tan Mo, who had always been in good spirits, fell asleep during class.
The teacher never cares about Tan Mo, but Qiao Lan does. Qiao Lan has never seen Tan Mo sleep in class.
Qiao Lan stretched out and shook Tan Mo's hand while the teacher was not paying attention.
It is cold, not hot.
No fever or sickness.
Tan Mo woke up and grabbed Qiao Lan's hand with her backhand. Qiao Lan Yu Guang glanced at the teacher and asked him in a low voice, "What's wrong with you? Are you uncomfortable."
No, Tan Mo shook his head.
I miss you very much.
Even if you sit by my side and hold my hand, I still think I miss you very much.
Qiao Lan looked at Tan Mo like this, and suddenly wanted to reach out and touch his face, but her hand was still being held by Tan Mo. Qiao Lan was about to pull her hand out, but she was grasped tighter by Tan Mo, and Tan Mo died. I caught her, stared at her for a long time and suddenly said,
"Qiao Lan."
"Ok?"
Qiao Lan was taken aback, because Tan Mo had never directly called her name so seriously.
"What's wrong," Qiao Lan said softly.
I have always wanted to ask you a question. I wanted to ask it since we were together, but at that time he didn't dare, because he finally got together, he was afraid that Qiao Lan might regret it if he asked it clearly.
They started out too dreamy, because he kissed uncontrollably, so everything became out of control, they didn’t say anything, he didn’t say like to Qiao Lan, and Qiao Lan never said why he kissed back. Why would he be with him, just like that naturally. He sometimes thought that Qiao Lan might have been confused for a while and didn't think clearly, and the moment she finally thought about it, it would be the time when they separated.
Therefore, Tan Mo always hopes that she can continue to be so confused, always like this, don't think about why.
When I first got together, I obviously thought that way. It doesn't matter if I have been confused, as long as we are together.
But after only a few days, he became dissatisfied, and he became bold and wanted to ask why.
Tan Mo, aren’t you afraid? He asked himself this way in his heart, why do you want to ask, why can’t you pretend that nothing has happened? Why are you still dissatisfied after being together? Why are those so-called Is it that important?
It turns out that there is always.
In love, everyone likes to ask why, like to ask the bottom line, sometimes even if the answer is not so good, always want to ask a clear question.
Therefore, Tan Mo firmly grasped Qiao Lan's hand, suppressed the frantic beating heartbeat, and spoke heavily.
"Why are you..."
Tan Mo paused, and finally finished the sentence with difficulty.
"Why stay with me."
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