Chapter 1: Chapter 1: I hope this day is a nightmare

My name is Sebastian Damian, I am a completely ordinary 15-year-old boy with a height of 1.65m, and brown hair. Black eyes, a Skinny body, and a delicate face make some people confuse me with a woman. 

Right now, I am confessing to my childhood friend named Salome.

She has black hair and eyes, just not a very dark shade. Her hair is down to below her neck and is exquisite, along with her delicate-looking face, she is wearing casual clothing that consists of a black blouse and blue pants that make her look much more beautiful than the man. the uniform that I usually see her in at school.

We are in my house. I invited her to a movie today because I don't want to be embarrassed about being rejected in a public place and decided to confess after we watch a romantic movie.

"Salome. I've always wanted to tell you this." She directed her gaze in my direction.

"I like you!" You can be my girlfriend?" When I screamed, I felt my heart beat faster by the second. The expectations I have for your response make me feel a lot of anticipation.

"No." Her simple answer made my chest ache as if it were being squeezed and made me want to cry on the spot.

I cannot accept your answer without knowing the reason for your rejection.

"Can you tell me why you rejected me?" I am afraid of the answer he will give me, but if I do not receive a clear answer of the reason why he rejected me, I feel that I will not be able to overcome this situation. 

"You are a great person and someone very nice" Just hearing that part made me feel the pain in my chest become stronger and stronger.

"But I don't like men" That part left my mind blank. We've been together since we were kids and I never noticed that she liked women. I never saw her interacting with many people outside of our small circle of friends.

"So, you like women?" I feel a little better now because at least his rejection wasn't because of something like I only see you as a friend or I already have a crush on someone else.

“Actually… I don't like women either…” That just left my mind full of doubts and I needed answers.

“Maybe you are… Asexual?” Now I feel a little sorry for her.

“No” Now I don't know what to think and I have no idea what is going on with this conversation.

"Already. You don't want to start a relationship with anyone yet and that's why you're making these kinds of excuses… If you just don't like me, tell me directly and don't beat around the bush… or maybe you like Alex and you don't want to say it so that our friendship doesn’t break…” I know it sounded very desperate, but for some reason, I have a feeling that something bad is going to happen.

"I didn't lie to you!" She yelled at me and I wanted to keep talking, but her next response left me in shock.

“You are a good person and a great company… But I already have someone I love… and that someone is the motorcycle my parents gave me” I feel like I want to go up to a five-story building and jump off the terrace. My school has 4 floors and I think it will still serve to end my life.

"It's okay., I said while still feeling pain in my chest and I pointed to the door for her to leave my house.

"I'm sorry!... I hope we stay friends and that you don't start to drift away like the other people I tell my secret to." When she finished saying that she ran out of my house, w could see that some tears were starting to come out and that made me feel very guilty and in a bad mood.

After pondering for a few minutes, I came to consider what she said and I think I acted very stupidly and I owe her an apology. I was going to go to her and apologize for my behavior. but I heard someone knock on the door

knock... knock... knock...

"I'm coming!"

I peeked through the lens of the door and saw that it was Alex.

 I started to open the door and when I finished opening it I saw that Alex was a little agitated as if he was running or exercising

. He is a year older than Salome and me, but we are in the same class. He has blonde hair with blue eyes and is very handsome. Even though his body is slim, he has a lot of muscle and that makes me a bit envious when I compare him to me, if I had a body like his, getting a partner would be much easier and I wouldn't be single anymore.

“You seem very tired. Do you want to sit on the sofa?"

He seems a bit tired so I told him to follow me to the sofa where I was watching the movie with Salome.

When he walked through the door he did something I couldn't even imagine in my wildest dreams.

"I like you!" He said while making me a kabe-don next to the wall.

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It took me a moment to process what just happened and when I finally realized what happened I couldn't help but yell

“Hhhhaaaaaaa!”

I started to get nervous and kneed him in the balls.

"OW!" He screamed and then began to grab his balls, while he curled up on the ground and you could see that he was hurting a lot from that blow.

"Sorry, I didn't mean to hit you. It only took me by surprise how sudden your confession was.” I told him and I started to feel a little guilty. I know how painful it is to get hit by my Royal Jewels so I regret it a bit.

I went to the kitchen and gave him a glass of orange juice and waited until he got over the pain.

After a minute he stopped growling and started drinking from the glass I handed him.

"I'm really sorry for hitting you."

"Forget it. Instead of hearing your apology, I want to hear your response." He seemed determined as he spoke. It's unfortunate, but I must tell you the truth.

"Nope. I'm sorry, but I can't accept your confession.” He made a sad look when he heard my answer.

"Can you tell me why you rejected me?" I feel a feeling of deja vu, but I didn't pay attention to it. Right now I just want to go to my bed, sleep, and wake up as if everything that happened today was a nightmare

"I like Salome and besides I'm not interested in men" I hope you don't take what I said the wrong way. Although Salomé has rejected me, I cannot simply deny that I like her and it took me time to overcome this love that I feel for her that developed over the years.

I was surprised at what happened next. I saw Alex sigh and his next words left my mind totally blank.

"It's okay. I'm not going to lose to Salome, so I'll do my best to become the woman you want" When he said those words I felt a chill go through my whole body, it's not possible that he made such an insane decision just because of this 

"Wait Alex, don't go making rash decisions and try to become a woman."

"That's not something that should be decided just because." I hope he doesn't do that crazy thing just because I reject him, many gay people would be happy to be with him.

"Besides, you should talk to your family first." Every second I start to worry more.

"Do not worry about it. My parents agreed to this. I told them that I would become a woman in case you rejected me for saying that I was a man.” When he said that he walked out the door and left my mind full of existential doubts.

I closed the door and started crying

. What did I do to deserve this? Today was the perfect day, I took advantage of the fact that we didn't have classes today to invite Salomé to see a movie and confess. Just for him to tell me he's not interested in humans.

Then my best friend visited me and I thought that he found out about my failed confession with Salomé and came to comfort me because he always finds out what happens to me after a short time. Now that I think about it. It's kind of suspicious.

When I was beginning to doubt what was happening, I heard a

knock… knock… knock sound.

I didn't feel like getting up off the ground and opening the door, but...

 knock… knock… knock.

The person who was knocking on the door kept doing it and I got up from the floor with some anger and opened the door. Just to see Estefany.

I sighed and greeted her, "Estefany, good afternoon."

"Sebastian. Please come out with me!" When I heard his confession my heart started beating like crazy and I wanted to accept, but his next words left me lifeless.

“I've liked Alex since we were kids. But I noticed that he likes you and I want to go out with you so that he notices me."

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