Chapter 1: ¿Where am I?

I don't know when but I happen to be in a space where only darkness resides here and for some reason, it seems that I am floating in the air, in my opinion, the strangest of this situation is that I can't seem to remember when, why, how long and ¿who am I? no matter how much I try, I can't recall any information that helps me with my current situation. I've been walking well floating, to be honest, but that's not what's important right now, since I feel like it's been an eternity in this place. I've tried yelling for help. The result is that I can only hear the echo of my voice, feeling defeated. I decided that the best thing to do is to wait if anything happens.

If I am being sincere I feel like I will die of boredom at any time now, every minute that passes by, I am getting more anxious, '¿How long am I going to stay in this place?' However, their thoughts were broken by a sudden voice, ''Push…'', Immediately the person raised their head looking for the cause of the noise, ''THERE'S LIGHT'' I thought, without caring about anything, I dashed towards it, I know am being reckless but one thing is for sure I can't stay here any longer the closer I get, voices are appearing to get louder and annoying but I continue even then, I raise my hand trying to touch the light, suddenly my vision blanked…

''Wah…wah'', '¿Baby cries?

Slowly I open my eyes, and the first thing I see is a plain-looking woman, her expression was cold, and suddenly, memories poured into my head, making me feel a horrible sense of pain which made me cry louder, a frown appear in the woman's face, she said in a low voice, ''It's a girl'' and passes me to another person, feeling a pair of cold but delicate hands that hold me in an embrace, this time a beautiful woman comes in view, she has pale skin as snow, long black hair which is dark as a raven and red eyes that shine every now and then, she too has a chilly expression but if you look more carefully you can see a slight tenderness in them, "It's nice to meet you" was the first thing that person said to me, who I assumed was my mother, by then I already knew, I was reincarnated, after saying those words my mother gives a stiff smile like she wasn't used to it, it looks so weird and the fact that she’s speaking too formal at a baby, it immediately made me stop crying, seeing me stop crying she hand me to the other woman saying "Bath her, later I will come to feed her" after the last word has been said, the woman gives me a warm bath and put me in, what I asumed is a crib, I wanted to think about my future plans but being a baby was so tireing that without knowing I went to sleep.

Once again I open my eyes this time, carefully observing my surroundings, currently, I am in a big room, windows are slightly open and I can see the moon which tells me that is dark, it's impossible to see more because I am still a newborn baby that can't turn around yet, but remembering about the past event I can easily tell that I am not in the Modern World, ' That's disappointing' I thought. The language they were using I think is ¿japanese?, strange because I don't remember ever speaking it, another problem to solve even tho I regain some of my memory, I still don't remember who am I, of course I know what is a smartphone, cars, electricity, Internet and other things but when it comes to me, I don't remember my name, my parents, friends or what I do for a living, 'SHIT'  I don't even know if I was a girl or a boy which worries me, knowing that maybe I was a boy in my past life, now I turn into girl in this life, just thinking about it, gives me the creeps, 'calm down' taking a deep breath I remember that my mom has, what I supposed is a maid, so it means that my family isn't poor which I consider good, of course I won't lower my vigilance just because of that, thinking about what am I going to do in the future, I hear a creak, I stop what I was doing, trying to discern the noise '¿Am I being too paranoid?', I try listening again, I don't hear anything this time, 'Maybe I am reading too much about it', thinking that I am imagining things, I hear it again, 'okay this is real', hearing more carefully, it seems they are footsteps, at first I thought it belong to my new mother, I completely reject that theory, because there is a heavy smell of blood, 'I must be a really lucky person to encounter this situation at this age', the footsteps are getting closer, I am getting more desperate I can’t do anything with this body, I shut my eyes so tight, wishing that everything is a dream. The door opens, and in this silent night you can hear the rapid breathing of a person, footsteps are getting closer, and they stop in front of the crib, my heart is beating so fast and the blood in my veins are screaming like crazy, without a choice I open my eyes, when I did, I immediately regret it.

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