I have a lot to say, but I don’t know if there really is much. It felt like the tank in my heart was full of water, but when I looked into it, it felt as if there was nothing.
My untidy hair was swaying in the wind.
I felt a glimmer of light from Ricdorian. From the moment I saw him, it continued to turn softly.
Red light.
It was the light that removed the magic from me. It was also the power of the rose he had.
Marshmel has already said it.
The power of magic and roses is like water and oil, they will repel it.
Thinking about it, it seems that the reason why Jair cast a spell on Ricdorian 4 years ago was aimed at repulsing the magic and Ricdorian’s power in an attempt to stabilize the power.
In fact, after the magic, didn’t he suffer side effects all the way back and forth as a young man?
Thinking about it now, I wonder if this is also a way for a person who thought of Ricdorian to do it. The reason why so many thoughts came to me in such a brief moment was because the Ricdorian I had seen had something deep and unrecognizable altogether.
I never thought this man would have such dark, wet eyes.
“Ricdorian.”
Rather, I thought that even though he would be hurt, he would just be shining.
Because you were that kind of person.
“Are you calling me now?”
I thought that even the cruel chains of the prison would not be able to bind his splendor and nobility in the future.
My mouth clenched.
But I realized it was already too late. The blue magic circle that spread under my feet was revealing its existence.
I’ve already seen it once.
‘What Chaser wrote…?’
It had a similar shape. The detailed shape looks a little different, but in the context of a certain function.
Before I could say anything, a strong wind blew.
Instinctively, I closed my eyes and raised my hand. The last thing I saw was Ricdorian’s white and blue cloak flying wildly.
“Ugh…”
When I opened my eyes and lowered the back of my hand that covered my face, I was in a completely different space.
It was a room I had never seen before.
It was very tiring. Huff huff. Only breathing was heard.
I slowly raised my head.
“Iana.”
A subtle yet low voice called out to me.
“Welcome to my castle.”
It was in a quiet room, but as if the window was open, the air was shaking.
I knew the identity of this room by his voice, but there were no words to say.
“I… kidnapped you.”
A voice full of love.
His eyes seemed to be asking, ‘What are you thinking now?’.
Darkened eyes, swaying silver hair.
What can I say to you?
To this man who seems to have become completely different.
The wind blew constantly.
I feel sorry and sad at the same time. I came to regret rejecting Ricdorian’s hand.
“Iana.”
But I knew.
Even if I went back to that situation, I would have acted like that.
It seemed meaningless to say that I acted that way for you.
Nevertheless, at this moment, I spoke frankly.
I glanced at his hand holding me. Ironically, the way he held me was the same as four years ago.
If I touch it, will it fly away?
If I hold it, will it break?
His hands are so careful.
While his face was as cold as a tree branch in the middle of winter.
I slowly opened my mouth.
“It doesn’t matter.”
This may not be the answer Ricdorian wanted. Unsurprisingly, his cold expression faded.
“If I could go back to that moment.”
My words didn’t stop.
“I will do the same over and over again.”
I will not go to see you, I will shake off your hand.
“For you.”
I didn’t expect much because I did it regardless of whether he will believe it or not.
However, I expected that there would not be a good response.
Unsurprisingly, his face was terribly contorted.
“For me?”
It wasn’t enough that the face was getting fiercer, the voice got even lower.
Now, as if a quiet sound was buzzing in a cave, the voice that had become more hoarse continued.
“Don’t be ridiculous.”
He talked as if he was going to devour me.
“If you really thought of me, you knew the best way.”
Even at this moment, shining in the moonlight, the beautiful blue eyes darkening was so enchanting.