Chapter 1: 1 – Any other day

It was a morning like any other, I got up early, dressed half-tiredly, had a quick bite, and went on my way.

I reached the train station and waited. Like any other day.

But then, something different happened, something that didn’t happen any other day.

A body rammed into me from behind. I stumbled forward, not alert enough to withstand it or grab something to hold on to.

 

And when I found myself above the train tracks, the blinding headlights of the train in my eyes, that’s when I truly woke up.

Adrenaline pumped through my veins, a split second felt like a year, yet there was nothing I could do anymore. I could not even turn my head to see who I should curse when I inevitably turn into a ghost.

I should have had many regrets, I know I did, but I didn’t at this moment. I felt peace because I knew that I couldn’t do anything to change my fate, but instead of angering me that somehow comforted me.

 

My name is Sato, and today, on a day like any other, I die.

 

 

 

*Chirp* *Chirp* *Chirp*

 

 

 

“What?!” I exclaimed.

I sprang up from the ground, my heart beating in panic.

I know I died, but why do I still feel? Was it a dream? Am I in heaven?

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Looking around I found myself not sitting on a stairway within the clouds, not at a fiery gate, and certainly not as an ethereal form above my corpse.

Around me, a lush forest covered in moss and vines blocked my vision.

“No way!”, excitedly I ran into the forest, looking for any landmark that could help me orient myself, and hoping that my conjecture was spot on.

If I really am in an Isekai wouldn’t that mean that I would get another chance? I thought to myself.

 

With arms stretched towards the sky, still wandering through the lush green, I almost screamed: “I can lose my virginity!”

Instead of power, money, or fame, my virginity was my true regret. Even though I had 18 years to accomplish that goal, I never did.

Even though I could’ve bought a prostitute as soon as I turned 18, even though I could’ve asked a hundred girls for their number and at least ten of them would’ve given theirs to me. I never had the confidence to do so.

I always hid behind excuses, building up barriers between myself and my desire.

For one, I always thought that my appearance would drive them away. For a boy I was pretty short at 5’8’’, and even though I was handsome, it wasn’t in a masculine way, nor in an androgynous way. I was feminine all the way through.

My face was that of a girl's, even my female classmates would try makeup out on me and become jealous after. The reason guys in high school never hit on me was probably that I didn’t have boobs and always wore a male uniform.

Another thing was that I was socially awkward and didn’t have the confidence to ask girls out.

 

But now, … now I have the chance to reinvent myself! I’ll just fake it till I make it. And someday, I’ll find a girl that likes me, and I can finally become a man.

 

I could not help but look toward the future with expectation and ambition.

 

With surety in my step, I went on my way to find civilization.

Who knows? Maybe I’ll get a cheat since I’m in an Isekai.

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