Chapter 63: Unable To Resist

I had no idea what happened. First, he was looking for some clothes and in the next minute, his lips were on mine. What exactly is going on.

Gerard's kisses were more demanding than the other times and his hands, where on Earth is his hands going to and why was he being so... lustful today?

His hands went further down until he was grabbing her butt cheek. I gasped and felt shivers run down my spine when he did this and instantly, I tried to push him away but he moved further to the bed and I fell on it with him on top of me.

He placed his hand on the bed so that he wouldn't put all his weight on me.

I knew where this was advancing to and in all honesty, I didn't want to go there but something was making me powerless against him.

Somehow, I wanted him even though I didn't want him. This didn't make sense. What was this feeling? How can I want someone and at the same time, not want them?

My towel got loose and I wasn't wearing anything inside. Before it could get fully exposed, I hit his chest lightly and he reduced his pace.

He didn't move and only broke the kiss. I pursed my lips when I realized that his eyes were closed as though he was fighting his urges.

"Can... Can we not go any further? I..." I wanted to make him understand that I wasn't in the right frame of mind and certainly, I'm not ready for whatever is about to happen but before I could continue, he stopped me.

He opened his eyes and responded. "Sh... I understand." I wasn't expecting him to just say that because I knew he had long wanted to consummate our marriage but I was glad that he wasn't arguing this with me.

The circumstances surrounding our marriage was not the most pleasant and although I have gotten to know him better and appreciate him more as a person, I still knew very little about him and I didn't want to be the type to rush into something I wasn't very sure of.

Gerard sat up and I quietly got up and tied my towel properly. "It is already late. I'll get you some clothes tomorrow." his voice was calm but I knew he didn't want to look at me because of what just happened.

I nodded and almost immediately, my stomach grumbled. "There is a shirt in my bag. You can wear that since it most likely would get hot in that towel."

He stood up and walked to the door. "I ordered food. When your done, come to the dining room."

He didn't look at me even once before leaving making everything so awkward. I sighed and got out of the bed then checked his bag for the top which I found almost instantly.

When I wore it, it was so big that it could pass for a gown. I nodded. This is better than walking around the house in that coat.

I walked out of the room and went straight to the dining room. I behaved as though nothing was off and just walked up to him with my face holding no emotions.

Seeing the food, I could feel my stomach rejoicing in anticipation. It is clear that this food would get devoured mercilessly.

I smiled and took my cutlery without looking at him even once. I began to eat happily not minding if I was being stared at or not.

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There is only one thing in this world that I am never going to play with and that was food. No one can separate me from my love for food.

Gerard sat majestically and ate his food as slowly as a snail. "Did someone die in your school?" he asked and that caused me to stop eating momentarily. Who randomly asks if someone died?

I shrugged and continued eating. "I guess so. The police came today and requested our fingerprints." for all I knew, this had nothing to do with me and if the person who died was that bully, then it still had nothing to do with me because the cops said the victim was getting better until he got poisoned in the morning.

I dropped my spoon and looked at him quizzically. "Are you following me?" before I accepted to continue schooling, he promised that he wouldn't get me guards so how in heavens did he find this out?

Gerard paused for a second then shrugged. "I didn't follow you it is just that your school has cameras."

I finally understood what he was saying and nodded. Of course, that's how he found out. Mr Jarek has his eyes everywhere.

I recalled something and asked "Did you pay for my feeding expenses?" he dropped his spoon and cleaned the sides of his mouth with the napkin on the table.

"Umm..." was all he said and I nodded. I knew he would be the one, I just wanted to be sure.

My phone beeped and it was a new notification. You have been added to this group chat.

I opened the app and checked the group. It was the school group and I dropped the phone again. I wasn't interested in being in a group where I knew no one but I wasn't going g to leave either.

Gerard was checking something on his phone and I was tempted to ask him something important.

"What is it?" he asked and I looked at him sceptically. How did he know that I wanted to say something?

He placed his phone down and looked at me. "What do you want to ask?" I blinked twice. Is this man a psychic or what?

I hesitated for a second but asked anyway. "I... Well, the thing is, granny said Anastasia has a ch..."

"That's a lie. She doesn't know what she's saying." I didn't even finish what I was saying before he cut me short but what I did not understand was why he wouldn't just explain further.

"Then why did she say so?" I asked in the hopes of getting something out of him.

"I do have a child, but not in the way you think." when he said this, he looked at me straight in the eyes and I didn't know why this broke my heart. It's not like I was planning to have a future with him in that manner not did I plan on even making a child with him.

So why did I feel hurt?

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