Chapter 65: We Might Regret

I looked up at Gerard to see his expression at least to know while he reacted that way but when I looked up at him, his face was expressionless as though his body was reacting on its own.

I then realized that he never really spoke about his parents. But then again, he never really spoke about anything concerning himself.

I knew very little about him asides from the fact that he had a grandmother, a cousin and of course, a child.

How could I possibly forget the fact that he had a child and wouldn't even say anything about it as though I'm just supposed to be cool with it?

Suddenly, he took the remote control and paused the movie catching me unaware.

"Huh? Are you going somewhere?" he dropped the remote but didn't look at me.

"What bothers you?" although his face held no expression, his voice revealed a lot. And besides, how did he know that something was bothering me?

"Huh? Did I mention anything of that sort? I should be the one asking you." immediately I completed the last line, he took the remote control and resumed the movie.

"Let us just watch." this was so like Gerard. He never says much nor does he explain his actions.

Maybe to him, this was a way to avoid unnecessary drama but to me, this was just like drawing a borderline between the two of us.

I sighed and tore my gaze from him then continued watching the movie. Moments later, I removed my hand which was hugging him and leaned my head back against the upper part of the couch.

He didn't say a word nor did he move a muscle after removing his hands around my waist.

This act of mine could be considered childish and naive but if there is one thing I didn't like, it was these secrets that tear us away from each other.

I hated that I felt like he had to share his burdens with me as if mine weren't already enough for me to handle.

I hated the way I felt toward this man and I hated the fact that my walls were slowly crumbling because of him.

Yet, this man doesn't feel the need to confide in me.

As I lay against the couch, I sighed and closed my eyes. After a long silence, I heard his voice.

"The child is a female and she's adopted." my eyes remained closed and I said nothing. It gets to a point where someone just doesn't want to know anymore and you can just keep the secrets to yourself.

Gerard turned and saw my eyes closed. I could hear him sigh and pick the remote control up from the table then, the volume was reduced and the remote control was dropped again.

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I felt his hand around my back and the other by my legs as he lifted me and began to walk away.

I didn't open my eye nor did I behave as though I was aware of my surrounding.

I was carefully placed on the bed and I could hear the door gently open and close.

It was only then that I opened my eyes and sighed. I placed my hand under my head and stared into space. And that was the position I stayed in till I slept off but I was awoken by the sound of broken glass.

When I checked the time on the stool by my bedside I realized it was just 2 am. Mindfully, I walked out of the room and saw the darkroom. I searched for the switch to turn on the light when I saw a pair of bright red eyes.

Worried that this might be a monster trailing me, I hurriedly searched for the switch but it was all to no avail and the monster began to chase me and finally caught up with me.

Wait, I knew this scent like the back of my hand. Gerard?

He pinned me to the wall and his red eyes closed. He began to kiss my neck passionately but by his breath, I could perceive the stench of alcohol.

He wasn't in his right senses and he would regret this once he regains his sense. I have to stop him. This can't happen when he is under the influence of alcohol... I can't let it happen.

I heard the sound of my clothes being torn as he made me straddle him and one of his hands caressed my exposed thigh.

"Stop it Gerard, your not in the right frame of mind." I tried to convince him but he would stop and when he finally stopped, he yelled.

"When will you learn to accept the fact that you're mine?" He yelled at me in frustration. And I knew that this was not happy talking back t the alcohol

He opened his eyes and they were screaming with anger and lust. I knew it was because I had not allowed him to consummate our marriage. But this wasn't the right time and he is drunk for God's sake.

"Gerard..." I wanted to say something but it stuck in my throat. It was getting harder for me to control myself as his hands were touching my bare skin.

I remained quiet and watched him go crazy. "Ayla, don't make me do something we would both regret."

I didn't fully understand what he was saying because in the end, what he was doing was the thing that we would both regret.

His gaze softened, he then leans in and begins to kiss my neck leaving small traces of red marks here and there but I remained fixed in the same spot telling myself to stop him but didn't have to power to.

I felt powerless under him and no matter how much I tried to tell myself to stop him, my willpower became weaker and weaker.

My eyes were closed and my mouth was letting out different sounds.. I bit my lips to control my emotions and abruptly opened my eyes then raised my hand and snapped his neck rendering him unconscious.

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