What is the experience of marriage with an ex-boyfriend?
Jiang Zhao: thank you for inviting me. People are at the wedding you shouldn’t ask such thing.
The resplendent wedding hall, the rose balloon cake is colorful and lively.
As the protagonist of the wedding banquet, Jiang Zhao had to stand at the center, the champagne glass in his hand was stiff and shaking, and showed a flawless smile when listening to his parents’ greetings with other guests.
Standing for a long time, he raised his hand and pinched his numb shoulders, and the afterlight inadvertently glanced at a shadow not far away.
When the man was about to turn back, he quickly turned his eyes back.
……. What the fuck is going on?
Speaking of the former fate with Xiao Siye, we still have to trace back a long time ago. When he think of it now, it is just the family of two adolescent children who like each other and their hearts beat wildly. Later, before he could develop anything, the man surnamed Xiao did not tell him he would go abroad, and the feeling that was still in his infancy was as fragile as water vapor in the sun and dissipated without a word.
In retrospect, he even feels that there is nothing to talk about.
But his puppy love left him and now he needs to marry him, saying that he doesn’t mind and it’s impossible. Jiang Zhao is not so magnanimous.
So Jiang Zhao did not say a word to him after the marriage object was discovered to be Xiao Siye at the wedding reception.
It wasn’t long before the wedding officially began, both of them were of the same sex, and there was not so much red tape at the wedding, so both of them stood beside the priest at the beginning.
The two bridegrooms are both handsome and their temperament of standing side by side also complements each other, but the priest always thinks that the two are more hypocritical than the other. He doesn’t know if it’s an illusion.
Jiang Zhao stood face to face with his predecessor, nothing could be seen in the amber eyes that had been around for years, like he was facing a piece of wood. When the priest asked, “would you like to marry him,?” he said yes, but in his heart, he scolded him and secretly speculated that his ex, whom he had not seen in ten years, must have scolded himself the same way.
So when Xiao Siye, “I do,” he always felt that Xiao Siye laughed a little sarcastically and wanted to be taught a lesson.
……. It’s the same as before.
This is not the right time to recall the past, but there is nothing good about the past. Jiang Zhao only hopes that the ceremony will be over so that he can leave office and run away.
However, after exchanging rings, there was still a process of kissing. Jiang Zhao looked up at him.
Raising his chin, he took the initiative to tilt his cheek, which was a slight move so that the people off the stage could not see clearly what they were doing.
Jiang Zhao had a good plan in mind, but the person in front of him did not followed his actions and without waiting for Jiang Zhao to step back, he bowed his head and kissed him.
Jiang Zhao: “.”
Fuck!
In his mind, he greeted his ex for eighteen generations, and as soon as he got off the stage, he hurried to say hello to his parents and turned to the hotel room on the floor.
Young Master Jiang has acted arbitrarily since he was born, and being able to agree to this marriage is an unprecedented exception in his life. It is impossible to let him go through the process to accompany his relatives at the wedding banquet to finish their drinks.
He changed his clothes in his room, went downstairs and drove to the bar, called a group of friends out to hang out during the day until the middle of the night, and asked him to drive home in the wee hours of the morning.
Just when he reported the address to the driver, Jiang Zhao habitually said the address of Jiang’s house, and Qin Youyou, who smelled of alcohol beside him, patted him on the shoulder and shouted, “you go back to your mother’s house on your first day of marriage! That’s my brother! ”
Jiang Zhao: “.”
He resisted the impulse to throw the hairpin out of the car and finally changed the address to his new house with Xiao Siye.
After all, he still has to make a gesture. if he really goes straight back to Jiang’s house, his grandfather will probably need to know that he not only didn’t go back to sleep on his first day of marriage, but also went out all night with his friends. He may be so angry that he can be directly ascended to the immortal.
Jiang Zhao promised that the original cause of the marriage was his grandfather, and the old man found out he had pancreatic cancer, only a few months later. Before he left, he wanted to see that he could start a family.
The older generation’s wishes were stubborn and simple. Jiang Zhao had no intention of getting married, but he was still privately looking for his parents to help him find a suitable marriage partner.
It’s just that he didn’t think that Old Jiang and Ms. Xu would act so fast that he was suddenly informed that he was going to pack up and get married tomorrow.
Jiang Zhao didn’t even know whether he was married to a man or a dog, before he was sent to the wedding scene.
Of course, it would have been better to find a dog if I had known it was such a bad situation.
Jiang Zhao sent Qin Youyou home, and was filled with complexity to the so-called new house.
Walking at the door of the villa, he suddenly remembered something.
…… He doesn’t even have a key.
It doesn’t sound moral to knock at the door in the morning, but when he think it’s his scum ex who is asleep inside, Jiang Zhao rings the electronic doorbell more than ten times without any psychological burden.
Two minutes later, the door opened.
Xiao Siye is neatly dressed and conscious, his shirt is meticulously buttoned at the neckline, and his face is not half sleepy at all.
Jiang Zhaowas startled: “You didn’t sleep?”
Xiao Siye: “I just woke up.”
Jiang Zhao: “…”
I don’t believe it.
After a few seconds of relative silence, Xiao Siye said, “Come in.”
Jiang Zhao walked in without hesitation, took a pair of disposable slippers and put them on. On the way to the living room, an idea loomed in his heart. Xiao Siye didn’t had ta habit of sleeping so late. Was he waiting for him?
However, this idea was deleted by Jiang Zhao directly in his mind after only 0.0001s.
He found the second bedroom on the first floor according to the schematic diagram given by Ms. Xu in memory. Just as he pushed the door open, he heard a wait sound.
The guest bedroom is obviously occupied by someone, the quilt is lifted, the wardrobe is replaced with a suit, a warm lamp is on at the head of the bed, and there is a fox doll with an old coat beside it.
When animated films were all the rage in, pirated copies of the main characters, rabbits and foxes, were all over the streets. The first one was obviously not genuine, bit was vaguely the quality of a pair of ten dollars in roadside stalls or night markets, but it could be seen that it was carefully preserved.
Jiang Zhao almost immediately closed the room door, and paused, casually turning around, “Where am I going to sleep?”
Xiao Siye studied his look for a few seconds before saying, “Master bedroom.”
Jiang Zhao, turn to the next door.
It’s two o’clock in the afternoon when he wake up. It’s naturally impossible for him to have any work after he get married. Jiang Zhao simply uses his mobile phone in bed before washing and bathing and walking out of the bedroom.
He was too lazy to blow his hair, and his semi-wet forehead hung so untidy, but when he pushed the door, he saw Xiao Siye sitting on the sofa reading a document.
For a moment, Jiang Zhao remembered that he had lost his happiness.
When he woke up, his mind was clear. He simply came to sit on the other sofa and said to Xiao Siye, “Let me tell you something first.”
Xiao Siye raised his eyebrows slightly and looked at him.
This man has been studying finance abroad over the years, and in recent years, he has returned to China and started to accept the family business. At a young age, he is already the heir of such a large group, and his muddy temperament is totally different from before.
Jiang Zhao paused before continuing, “I don’t know why you promised to marry me, but I’m doing it for our old man, and I have to reassure him.”
Xiao Siye: “I know about your grandfather.”
Jiang nodded: “That saves me an explanation. In short, after a few months, if you want a divorce, let’s go through the formalities directly. ”
Xiao Siye stared at him strangely: “Why would I want a divorce?”
Jiang Zhao: “?”
Jiang Zhao: “We have no feelings for each other.”
He thought, is it because of what Old Jiang promised and Xiao Siye’s group can benefit?
“but don’t worry,” Jiang Zhao immediately added. “even if we get divorced, the Jiang family will continue to cooperate with you.”
Xiao Siye looked at him for a moment, suddenly showing a gentle and flawless smile:
“Yes, I know.”
He doesn’t know why, Jiang Zhao thought it was weird.
Instead of figuring it out, he simply got up and went to the kitchen bar to look for something to eat. There was a lot of food in the fridge. He took out a bag of toast and was ready to eat, but not far away, Xiao Siye stood up and said, “wait a minute.”
Jiang Zhao was alert: “what are you doing?”
Xiao Siye did not speak, but came forward to remove the toast from his hand, and then skillfully opened fire to put the hot oil in the pan. Under Jiang Zhao’s dumbfounded gaze, the steaming bacon fried eggs were soon brought to the table, and the toast and milk were heated and handed to Jiang Zhao.
Jiang Zhao took a bite in hindsight. He remembered that Xiao Siye was just like him when he was in high school. He also can’t cook, but now he cooks so skillfully.
He took a sip of milk and asked him without thinking: “is that how you used to take care of other people?”
After saying this, he regretted it– how could this sentence be as sour and jealous as spying on the history of his ex? He swore he didn’t mean it!
Not far away Xiao Siye’s hand that washed the pot paused, and turned to look at him:
“No.”
Then he turned back, and his voice was more casual: “If you stay alone abroad for a long time, you will learn.”
Jiang Zhao took a sip of milk and choked in his throat.
Xiao Siye explained this sentence … whether it was an explanation. He had no messy history when he was abroad.
To Jiang Zhao’s shock, he actually felt a little dark.
…… Probably, he have been widowed for so many years, and he found his ex as miserable as himself, so he is so happy.
Jiang Zhao ate this meal in a complicated way, and the dishes were sent to the dishwasher after the meal. In order not to be embarrassed by his ex, he chose to run again.
Jiang Zhao picked a clear night. The folk singers on the stage sang unknown tunes in hoarse voices. Jiang Zhao looked at Qin Youyou, who was struggling against Tiramisu across the table, and said, “I … a friend.”
Qin Youyou took a leisurely meal: “Huh?”
Jiang Zhao: “… He found his ex and kept he the pirated dolls caught in the previous doll machine for ten years. What does his ex meant?”
Qin Youyou: “That may mean that he is so poor that he can’t even buy a genuine one.”
“or is it because his ex was still thinking about the person who gave him the doll that he left it behind for so long?” Qin Youyou turned around and looked at Jiang Zhao excitedly. “which answer do you like better?”
He bowed his head and filled half of the wine in the quilt, avoiding the question with a motionless look.
Qin Youyou saw that he didn’t want to continue, so he asked for a strawberry mousse. By the way, he chatted with the new bartender and handsome boy. After exchanging contact information, she found that Jiang Zhao had already been drunk on the table.
Qin Youyou couldn’t carry him, and was about to call a driver, only to see Jiang Zhao’s cell phone light up with a call with no remarks.
She helped to get through: “Hello? Looking for Jiang Zhao? He drank too much to answer the phone … ”
“Qin Youyou?”
The low voice sounded, Qin Youyou was stunned, subconsciously looking at the unconscious Master Jiang, and his mind turned: “So Xiao Siye, we are at puppy love Bar.”
After that, she hung up the phone and kept an eye on the door of the bar for the rest of the time. After ten minutes, she saw a slender shadow walk in. He didn’t hesitate to rush to Jiang Zhao’s direction. When he dragged people into his arms, Qin Youyou clearly saw the young man many years ago.
Xiao Siye, a young man, who always likes to quarrel with Jiang Zhao, but everyone can see that Jiang Zhao is the only one in his eyes.
Today’s Xiao Siye is more mature, calm, and restrained, but it still only reflects that shadow.
Qin Youyou has a complicated heart, and when Xiao Siye wants to take people away, she said, “If there is a misunderstanding, explain it clearly. You know that he doesn’t like this vague feeling the most.”
Xiao Siye’s pace paused: “Well, I know.”
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Jiang Zhao slept in a chaotic sleep, and when he woke up, he found it was noon again.
He pushed the door and went out sleepily, with a head of loose hair, and made eye contact with his ex who was warming milk.
Jiang Zhao: “…”
It suddenly occurred to him that he was drunk and staggering last night, but Xiao Siye gave him honey water, changed his pajamas and helped him to go to bed.
It seems that he is going to pull Xiao Siye and show him a set of drunken fists.
Before Jiang Zhao turned back to his room, Xiao Siye took the first step: “It’s time to go back to see your grandfather.”
…… They really can’t hide.
The two men ate a meal in silence. This time, Xiao Siye’s cooking skills were used to the fullest. Jiang Zhao dismissed his ex again, but he had to admit that the his soup was very mesmerizing, and even made him lose his self-control and made him ate a bowl of rice.
He change clothes and went Jiang’s old house, and to Jiang Zhao’s surprise, Xiao Siyeprepared all kinds of visiting gifts, which were obviously prepared with painstaking effort.
According to the standard of marriage object, Xiao Siye is simply a good lover with a lot filial piety. Speaking out can envy a group of married people who are widowed after marriage in the business circle. If it were someone else, Jiang Zhao might really be moved so simply.
Unfortunately, no matter how good he is, he still can’t change his ex’s share.
Back to the old house, Jiang Zhao opened the door and saw his grandfather in a wheelchair. There was a urine bag hanging on the old man, but he insisted on getting out of bed to see his grandson-in-law.
Jiang Zhao immediately pushed people back to his room: “What are you doing running out for? Can’t stop for two more days! ”
“What are you yelling for so loudly!” Jiang Zhao was very dissatisfied. “I want to talk to my son-in-law!”
“Grandpa.” Xiao Siye called out in time, and his elders’ favorite gentle smile hung on his face.
The old man immediately beamed, and a thick red envelope popped up in his arms. Xiao SIye held it in his hand, and said in a garrulous voice, “Good boy, you can stay with Zhao in the future, so Grandpa can rest assured …”
The old man grabbed Xiao Siye’s hand and said many words. Jiang Zhao remained silent for a long time, and finally went to the balcony.
When he went back to the living room, he found that his grandfather had been pushed back to the room, and Xiao Siye was talking with his parents.
Jiang Zhao immediately went to Grandpa’s room, softly thinking that the old man was sleeping. As a result, the door had just opened a crack, and he heard a sound:
“Nine cylinders!”
Jiang Zhao: “…”
As soon as he entered the door, he saw the old man pointing fingers at the mahjong game in the nanny’s hand, and that little touch in his heart suddenly vanished.
Grandpa Jiang won mahjong, turned to see his grandson, and said, “Tell me, if old man Huo hadn’t come out, you and Xiao Siye wouldn’t have been together long ago? Maybe you can get married when you graduate in, but it’s fate to go for a ride … ”
Jiang Zhao: “What old man Huo?”
Grandpa Jiang said curiously, “You don’t know?”
“Xiao Siye went abroad because his grandfather threatened his mother, who was in the nursing home, to give all his possessions to his brother if he didn’t fight. When he and his mother didn’t know what would happen,” Mr. Jiang shook his head. “in fact, the old man had already appointed him as his heir, but it was a pity that he also suffered abroad, and guns could not be banned there. I heard that he went directly to the intensive care unit before… ”
Jiang Zhao gradually became silent.
For a moment, he felt that things were absurd, and on the way back, he, “I didn’t get a response from him.” after being silent for a long time, Jiang Zhao suddenly asked, “Didn’t you say goodbye for years, because you want to go abroad for further study and get rid of the burden?”
Xiao Siye suddenly slammed on the brakes.
Jiang Zhao almost hit his head on the window, turned angrily, and froze at Xiao Siye, who was also serious.
“I never thought of it that way,” said Xiao Siye, frowning. “it’s all in me, and it’s none of your business.”
Jiang Zhao: “I also think that breaking up with Laozi is obviously your loss.”
Xiao Siye: “Well, it is my loss. So even after all these years, I still regret it. ”
Jiang Zhao froze again.
He was hammered directly into the seat by the straight ball, and even Xiao Siye came close to his face without him noticing it.
He heard Xiao Siye sigh in a low voice: “at that time, I was very scared.”
Jiang Zhao felt a little dry and hoarse in his voice, “What are you afraid of? ”
He clearly remembers that he and Xiao Siye were obviously the most fearless at that time. They would study late and go to the night market to play video games. They would grab a bunch of dolls and go back to class to enjoy the attention of the people they loved. They would also walk side by side in school fair and aboveboard. They would never let go of each other’s hands when they met a teacher, and they would open their arms when they hit the line of the Games and meet each other after a goal on the basketball court. So passionate, so fearless.
He still remembers feeling out of his desk a letter full of vicious curses from Xiao Siye’s admirer who thought he had worked hard to be with him.
The next day, Xiao Siye shouted on the rooftop of the student president’s office. Xiao Siye was also the last person to go up. In the busiest moment of the crowd, he unfolded a thousand-word confession of love to the person he loved.
It was the first time that Jiang Zhao blushed in front of so many people.
…….
There are still a lot of such things.
But Xiao Siye said that he was afraid of the indomitable teenager, who hesitated to stop for the first time.
“I’m afraid I won’t come back if I leave,” Xiao Siye whispered, ” I can’t keep you waiting for someone who will never come back. ”
Jiang Zhao didn’t make a sound.
He doesn’t know how long it took him to whisper, “I know.”
Xiao Siye looked down at him.
“I mean, I accept your explanation,” Jiang Zhao turned his head, “but don’t expect me to forgive you so simply.”
Xiao Siye keenly captured a message, and followed wisely: “can I get an early pardon?”
Jiang Zhao said with a straight face, “I’ll look at your future performance.”
Xiao Siye: “then can you give me a hug first? For the sake of not recording your drunken video last night. ”
Jiang Zhao: ” If you did record it, I’ll get a fucking divorce! ”
Xiao Siye finally lowered his head and smiled. Jiang Zhao stared at his smile, but suddenly realized that this seemed to be the first sincere smile he had seen on his face since he and Xiao Siye were reunited.
The next moment, he was hugged into a broad and warm bosom, the tip of his nose smelling the familiar scent of soap.
“so, is it possible to forget about divorce in the future?”
If you can talk about it , it means that Jiang Zhao has no “idea of divorce.”
Jiang Zhaotsk snorted: “not necessarily, what if we are not compatible with each other? I’m not old yet, but I haven’t done anything, and now I still have to think about some things ”
He looked vibrant, but Xiao Siye was silent for a few seconds and said, “I know.”
Jiang Zhao: “?”
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One night a month later, when Jiang Zhao returned home, he saw a large sea of roses when he opened the door.
Jiang Zhao: “.”
All of a sudden, he had a bad feeling.
Then he was clutched by his lover and held in his arms:
“Now we can try to see if we are compatible.”
Late in the evening, Jiang Zhao’s tears gushed so much for the first time, but as soon as he wanted to run, he would be dragged back by a man, and he would bite the soft flesh of his earlobe and ask him again and again, are they sexually compatible?
Jiang Zhao was tortured almost to collapse, saying again and again, to stop, they are just a fucking perfect match!
However, he intermittently said, so many, but only ushered in a smiling, more violent response.
…….
A long time later, Qin Youyou found that Jiang Zhao had not called her to a bar for a long time.
Qin Youyou took the initiative to make a phone call, which was also answered by Xiao Siye.
Qin Youyou: “come out to have a barbecue with beer?”
Xiao Siye : “I will do it next time.”
Qin Youyou: “Why not today? What about Jiang Zhao? ”
Xiao Siye looked at the bathroom not far away: “he’s taking a bath.”