Chapter 13: The Water Goddess’s Sorrows

You told me it would be all right but it didn't turn out that way.

 

I trusted you until the end but it failed.

 

You said you had the strength to protect me­

 

But you couldn't even save yourself.

 

Death befalls us all and you're no exception.

 

It's not like I could predict the future but I believed your words so deeply that it left a permeant scar.

 

Now, I have to be alone in this harsh world without a soul to hear me cry.

 

What is the point in living now that you're gone?

 

I was meant to be with you!

 

Now you're gone so far away from me, I can't even find you.

 

Even if I looked, you would never reappear.

 

If you hear me cry, could you hold me? I think not...

 

How would you know that I was in pain if I called out your name?

 

Or would you think it's nothing to worry about?

 

That it was all a lie and not true?

 

Look into my eyes

 

Don't you see the tears?

 

My eyes are filled with grief but you can't see.

 

You don't look at me anymore, your eyes don't meet mine anymore.

 

Now, I have to stand on my own,

 

I have to live all alone without you.

 

Once upon a time you said I was your world!

 

You promised me protection and safety

 

But you went ahead and died without me.

 

You left me behind, you traitor!

 

Nothing is the same,

 

Nothing will ever be same,

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Because you threw me away.

 

You said I was the one but you lied to me.

 

How could you leave me all alone?

 

One life in not enough!

 

You said it was okay but how can I live knowing you're not here?

 

I'm just an empty soul now...

 

There is nothing left.

 

Life has torn me apart, it’s painful.

 

I'm not who I used to be. 

 

I'm in pain.

 

I ache all over my body.

 

My heart is bleeding dreadfully.

 

Tears rolling down my eyes endlessly, it makes me crazy.

 

My soulmate has gone away yet my body decays, heart is hollow, numbed and yearns for death.

 

Now, what can I do?

 

Is there anything more that I can live for?

 

What does it mean to live without you here?

 

You left me all alone.

 

And now I'm hopeless.

 

I can't even think because I am no longer myself!

 

Nothing will ever be the way it was!

 

I've reached the end.

 

I can't breathe anymore.

 

I wish this pain would ease.

 

I've already given up on the hopes of seeing you again.

 

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