"Did I ever say that I want someone better that's not you?" Feng Shufen's words came and before Li Xue could even give a response to them or register the meaning, she was thrown back on the bed.
The action might have looked harsh to onlookers if it had been seen but at that moment, she was so engrossed in the things around, that she didn't pay any heed. All she felt was like she was once again laid back on the bed all gently but with greater intensity than before.
"Shufen … I …"
"I feel like my restraints and self-control all this time served another meaning to you." He murmured slowly before giving a slow but tempestuous bite on her ear, making her breath hitch in another instant. That was her s.e.n.s.i.t.i.v.e spot, he knew.
"I … I was just …"
"You just thought that since I could be so controllable around you, you could think to push me to any other woman and I will be fine with that! Will be fine with that abandonment! Haven't you grown too audacious to think that, darling?" His words became softer, brushing her skin softly along with his lips on her collarbones. Though it was softer and gentler than anything she has felt in this world, those words had the warning beneath that couldn't help but bring to the edge of the confusion.
Abandon him? Wasn't it in her thoughts it was the other way round?
Before she could think about it any further, her bones stiffened and her breath paused as she felt his hands reaching between her t.h.i.g.hs to c.a.r.e.s.s and then to separate it to make some room for himself.
A shiver crept up her spine when she understood what exactly his words earlier meant. That was the warning that the man was giving to her about the things coming up next.
"You …"
Feng Shufen's lips tugged into a slow smirk when he saw her expression. Though her eyes were innocent for a second, beneath that innocence the d.e.s.i.r.e didn't remain hidden from his gaze.
Though the look she was giving him now was of surprise, he didn't miss the beat of anticipation her heart was giving to him all this time.
"You are the only one in this world who is proper for me. No matter what happens, never think otherwise, because …" He said but then without completing his words, he dipped down again to take her lips onto his, before trailing its way sensually down her jaws, then to the neck before reaching her cleavage.
Li Xue's eyes went closed at that first instant itself. She didn't know when it actually happened but now, she was not feeling hesitant even a bit. The self doubts that she had moments ago were already out of the window. Her hands that were left at her sides instinctively moved up to hold him close while her fingers weave into his hair, feeling its silkiness in her hands.
"Mr. Beelzebub, are you sure this is your first experience?" Suddenly she couldn't help but ask, making the man lift his head with a frown. To which she continued, "Because to your service at the moment, it doesn't feel like that. You feel quite experienced".
Feng Shufen stared at her playful pair of amber for a second. The seriousness in his expression didn't dissipate as he said, "Some things work just with heart". He said before settling down his hardened member close to her female region giving her a feel of what's waiting to unfold.
Li Xue could no longer define that feeling. With just that one thing, she was feeling her insides getting into a mess. Something down there felt clenching in anticipation but at the same time giving her a fright. Her heart warns her regarding something but at the same time doubling the p.l.e.a.s.u.r.e in her senses reckoning to look forward to it.
"M-Mr. Beelzebub, I think you were right earlier. You should go and take a shower first. It's already late and I need to go and check on … Sister Margaret and Li Wei" Li Xue panicked, not understanding from where she was coming and to where she was going. She only knew that there was a typhoon going on within her that she needed to calm. Her fingers that were previously into his hair were now holding him on his shoulders, in a way that neither was letting him away nor pulling him close.
Feng Shufen's expressions were unreadable at the moment. But he was very well aware of the emotions the woman was going through beneath him. It was all written on her face that he could read. "Shhh … we can take it slow. Don't panic. Just believe me" He said, slowly moving to calm her nerves down. His fingers, moving to c.a.r.e.s.s the features of her face.
Li Xue felt her breathing getting louder. But staring at him at the moment brought her some peace that she was yearning for. In those soothing greys for a moment, she forgot about everything else apart. Something struck her and before she knew what it was, she found her face raising on its own to get him on herself, tearing apart all the fear and restraints she was holding on to.
Seeing her like that, Feng Shufen didn't interrupt. He gave her time and let her continue with whatever she was up to. Her moves were slow, causing immense agony to him but then too, he knew to remove her remaining self-doubts, it was important.
It might not be perfect but to him, nothing could be more perfect than her. To him, she was the only saintess and the only seductress in the whole world. No one else stands a chance, but her.