Hearing her saying something about pain, Feng Shufen at once pulled her away to look at her face with his brows tugged with concern. "What happened? Are you in pain? Let me call a doctor for you." He said with some hurry in his voice, ready to get up to leave first but was held back the other moment.
"I am in pain obviously. But what I mean is not the pain but the torture you are doing on me? What are you waiting for?" Somehow with all her strength, Li Xue went to hold him. But she never expected that with just one light tug of hers, the man would stop. Definitely, she can't praise her strength for this, but the man's dotingness for hers.
Something that always gave her the courage around him. She blinked her eyes at him. At the moment, he looked like an enchantment to her. She removed the duvet that was covering her with one swift move. Then getting on her knees on the bed, she turned to look at the man, wrapping her arms staggeringly around his neck. But even with all her might, she couldn't help but stagger on her footing.
But before she would have taken the fall, Feng Shufen held her. His brows still tugged in concern, looking at her while hands holding on her waist, preventing her from falling. Li Xue couldn't help but smile at his help. "I know out of my stupidity I have said something about liking Edward as an old book but in reality, it would be a torture to see you become like one. Your beauty would be wasted and so would my luck. So, let's not hold on to it anymore."
She said and Feng Shufen looked at her. He could understand her meaning and he could also feel the torture she is talking about. But was she saying all this in her consciousness and not under the effect of the drug? That was something important to know.
"I …" He thought to encourage her to clear her heart and relax first. But he was doubtful if, in such a situation like this, it was even possible?
Seeing him speak, Li Xue hushed him first before getting a scooting ahead to kiss him on his lips. She remained kissing him for a moment, but the man didn't respond, making her stop as well in disappointment. But that disappointment was not on him but she felt disappointed in herself.
Maybe she didn't have the skill to impress him. Or else how do others say that a woman could turn a man weak with their charms. If that's possible, then her charms weren't impressive enough to charm him, or else he would have responded.
She was already sensitive from inside, and when thought it that way she couldn't help herself from tearing up. Tears rolled down her cheeks as she looked at the man. Her complexion was already holding a hue of redness over her porcelain texture, so when she cried like that, Feng Shufen couldn't control his heart from thumping with some pain.
"I am sorry." She apologized and her apology like that only made the man frown.
"You aren't in the condition to think properly." He said.
But Li Xue shook her head to tell her own story. It could be blamed on her state. She was truly not in the right mind. "It's okay. I know you don't have to give me hope. I know I am not good enough for you. Or else in such a state, you would not have been able to resist me. I have read that in books and have also seen it in movies." She said and her words only made Feng Shufen frown more.
Does she really think that? Has she not seen him taking the torture himself.
Saying her upsetness, Li Xue looked away. She was tearing up and she didn't want the man to look at her crying over such a stupid thing. But Feng Shufen made her look back at him. His hands cupped her face on the side to make her stare at him.
"Look at my condition and think about it again." He said and it was then Li Xue said. Her eyes blinked at him with some thought. Her eyes stared at him, looking at the details he asked for. And only now looking at him like that, she realized.
His throat was moving while not just her but he also looked sweaty all over. His lips were getting dry as well, while his eyes looked a bit hungry …
Finding him like that, her brows knitted in concern as she asked with a scared voice, "Are you also drugged? Why does your condition look no less than me?"
At her conclusion, Feng Shufen didn't know whether to laugh or cry.
Shaking his head internally, he looked at her face. "That's your effect on me, sweetheart. I don't need any drug to get aroused like that. Just a glimpse of your face is enough for it. Do you still think your charms are not capable of making me weak? It's enough to cause me death." He said and his confession only made Li Xue freeze at the spot for some time.
After a few more dwellings, she asked, "Then why are you resisting me? Are you a sadist and want to torture me till death? Or are you still concerned about my career? If it's a career, don't worry, we can use protections. I won't mind." She said, getting all courageous. But she also knew well that remembering all this courage the next day, she would be regretting more than anything in her life.
Feng Shufen looked at her. And his gaze turned hot. He asked for the last time as desire consuming his persistence became evident in his eyes. "Do you really want it?"
Li Xue looked at him and meekly nodded. And her meek gaze screamed – I want it more than anything right now.
And that was all Feng Shufen needed to free the suppressed self inside him.