Chapter 174: 174 Can't Stand Up to Tormen

Qin Feng had finally spoken. He continued by saying, "He died in the Golden Triangle, and his corpse was cut into pieces by a group of brutes and then was eaten by a dog. I can't forget the scene when he pushed me away and blocked me from a bullet. I often dream of him. But he'll never come back."

Qin Feng's eyes flashed with a trace of tears. He couldn’t remember how many times he’d cried for Xiao he. Such grief in his heart swelled over and over again, squeezing his fragile nerves.

"Well, that's not what a real warrior should think. Don't be so indecisive. If you dwell in nostalgia, you're the next one to die. As a special combat player, if you want to be good enough, let yourself become cold-blooded, like a bloodthirsty wolf, with nothing to think about other than defeating the opponent!"

Qin Wannian continued scolded Qin Feng. "Get rid of your softness. From now on, you need to be a cold-blooded killer."

"Killer?"

Qin Feng hated that his father was so rational and never trapped by his feelings. Anyone available to him was a prop, which included his son.

"Qin Feng, I know that you have not had an easy time these years. Since childhood, you have been thrown into the wild mountains to train. When you joined the military, you were trained by the most demanding program in the world. Your combat effectiveness is already rare in the whole of China, but it’s still not enough. Not your force, but your heart.

It’s not firm enough, not bold enough, not cold enough! This is a weakness that can be exploited by the enemy at any time. Once they approach you and try to win your sympathy through bitter measures, you are too easily fooled. Someday it’ll be fatal.

I am your father, and in this world, except your dead mother, no one loves you more than me. You are no longer young and you have your own mind. You have experienced so many missions so you should know, to survive in that complex, harsh environment, you don’t only need to rely on your military training, but more often on your mind and reactions, as well as on your ability to not be influenced.

I don't care if you agree or disagree. You may think I'm not human, but this is the environment and the people you're facing. You're facing an army of tigers and wolves, the toughest and most vicious opponents in the world. When they can't conquer you, they will think of other ways to achieve their goal. Once your character is known to them, the simplest and most direct way to knock you down is to use your kindness to kill you!"

Qin Wannian had been watching his son's development. He had been a special war star throughout China over the past few years. He had dazzling achievements under his belt, and very few people would be able to match him.

But the more his reputation grew, the more valuable a pawn he was. He didn’t know how many enemies were waiting to take him down and what they were willing to pay to do it. Throughout history, cruel examples of this kind of defeat were endless.

Hearing such a speech from Qin Wannian, Qin Feng felt surprisingly warm. He was moved, and the corners of his eyes filled with tears. He pretended that he had something in them as he wiped the tears away. Then he simply said, “Dad.”

It had been a long time since he’d called his father such a title. In fact, it had been more than ten years.

And Qin Wannian had been waiting all that time.

Qin Wannian owed Qin Feng. Qin Feng had no mother since childhood, and her death was precisely because of Qin Wannian's profession. He had provoked enemies, but he also had to carry out urgent tasks away from home.

Before he left home on that fateful trip, Qin Wannian had a premonition of what might happen, but he still left home without turning back.

When his wife entered their empty home, she was killed and dumped in a pool of blood. Before she was attacked, she hid Qin Feng under the bed and he survived.

At that time, Qin Feng was still a baby. He didn't understand anything or know enough to feel his mother’s loss at the time. However, Qin Wannian's character changed a lot when he lost his wife and even more when he found out how.

The mission he’d gone on was originally given to his best brother, Ma Heguang. However, he’d given a reason he was unable to complete the task and passed it to Qin Wannian. After Qin Wannian left, Ma Heguang secretly revealed the news of his departure to Qin Wannian's enemies. Then Ma Heguang watched Qin Wannian's home and family be destroyed.

After finding out the truth, Qin Wannian ignored the law and destroyed Ma Heguang, but nothing could change what had happened.

When Qin Feng was a few years old, he was taken to the mountains by Qin Wannian in order to protect him from enemies and at the same time train him to grow up strong.

These were his father’s good intentions. He had his own way of expressing love, and although a bit harsh, his intentions were good. He wanted to protect Qin Feng so that he would not be bullied in the future or slaughtered.

Now he had new problems.

Qin Feng's combat capacity was close to perfection. His IQ was also extremely high, but his personality problems needed to be fixed.

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If he was still like Qin Wannian that year, so easily hurt, so easily made to believe his brothers, in the end, he would be injured beyond repair.

Because they were engaged in this profession, they were all responsible for protecting interests of a region or even a country. If the leader of the special combat team was controlled, it would be great news for their opponents. Therefore, with the rise of Qin Feng's fame at home and abroad, Qin Wannian began to pay attention to this problem.

"Qin Feng, don't blame Dad for treated you hard all these years. The deeper I love you, the harder I will treat you. You should understand that in a family like ours, under the professional background of you and me, I can't treat you like the father of an ordinary family treats his son. I know that you lost your mother, and you have lost the fatherly love that I should have given you. You hate me very much. Your childhood was grey, and you grew up lacking the love that everyone else has. But I can only hone you so, so that you can better live in the future."

Qin Wannian seriously said, "I do want to take you to an amusement park, on a trip to Versailles, to a party, and proudly tell my old comrades that this is my son, a famous special combat player in the military region, Qin Feng. But no, the people in the army who know that we are father and son are no more than five.

Over the years, I have felt more pain than you. Joining the special forces meant giving up everything, not just for your life, but for the next generation as well. If your identity is exposed in the military, I do not know how many of my enemies will target you. Of course, you will also be praised by others because of my honor. Everyone will praise you, praise you, praise you, and praise you for the sake of your old lieutenant general.

But you think that's good for you? It's harming you. The more arrogant you feel, the worse you fall and the weaker your skills are, and the more fragile your life will be. This is the law of eternal reincarnation. I must break this cycle. Only in this way can you rely on you own efforts to go on improving step by step at a time.

I know that you have been aggrieved in the military over the years. When you fought with the chief’s children in the compound, you must have wanted to give them my name countless times, but because of the situation, you forced yourself to withdraw what you wanted to say. It wasn’t easy for you to do that.

You have survived vanity. In the aspect of the mind alone, those men cannot compare with you. This is the purpose of my painstaking efforts to build you. You must leave my shadow. Only in this way, can you really grow up.

What you are facing now is that you have to step over the bottleneck of the past. In the past, I taught you loyalty and filial piety and patriotism. These big truths certainly do not need to change. But you will also marry and have children, and you will also have to build your own family.

You are not afraid to die, but if you make this list public, do you think their descendants will let your descendants go freely? In the past, I did not expect you and your mother to such a tragedy. No one is to blame. That is fate. But I do not want to make your fate coincide with me. May your fate be better than this."

Qin Wannian's words were very reasonable and very deep, given from various angles to help Qin Feng analyze the series of consequences that this incident would bring. Hearing this analysis, Qin Feng was relieved to understand the situation more.

For a long time, he looked at his father, then he opened his lips and said, "Dad, our Qin family has given enough to the country. The value of property we have saved for the country is immeasurable. We’ve rescued more than 100 senior officials and scientific and technological personnel in the country...”

When Qin Feng said this, he choked up. "But I never thought that one day I would abandon it. I was born here, grew up here. Every inch of land under my feet is full of my love. I was thrown into the wild mountains by you when I was a child. Nature helped me grow. Everything I have is here. I told myself in childhood I would never give up this. Because I do not have a mother and my father exists in name only, my only love will be scattered to the earth."

Several times, Qin Wannian cried. For many years, he had a firm face and pretended to be cold-blooded. How badly he wanted to hug Qin Feng, his only flesh and blood in the world, but he could not. He had to preach and teach him to appreciate the cruelty of the world.

Qin Wannian was often harassed by enemies in the past, but in recent years those past enemies disappeared. But how many people still hated him to the bone? Had it not been for a few visits by the goddess of fortune, he was afraid he or his son would have been finished long ago.

Qin Feng had done everything he could, but this time, he had to consider his own future.

The list involved more than a hundred important people. Each one who was singled out could cause trouble. Their families were rich, their ties were extensive, and it would be difficult to find even one, let alone all of them.

"Qin Feng, forget it,” Qin Wannian said determinedly. "Pretend as if nothing has happened. Your comrade, your best brother, he died to save you, and I believe that he also hoped to make you live better. Pay him back by letting this go."

Qin Feng didn’t know what to do. Should he ask his heart? Should he stick to the original plan?

If Qin Feng gave up, his life, his work, and everything else would become simpler, calmer, and less dangerous.

Green Snake and others wouldn’t be taken to hurt him again. He could also protect Sister Flower. If he made the list public, many people would continue to annoy Sister Flower, because in the eyes of outsiders, Sister Flower was “his woman."

If because of this list, he sacrificed the life of Sister Flower, could he still live in the world?

Xiao He begged him to protect Sister Flower. If, because of a bullshit principle, he sacrificed her life, then what would the significance of that promise be?

When he died, how did he want to meet Xiao He in the afterlife?

Think of these things, Qin Feng sobbed and let out a long sigh.

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