Chapter 39: By my side~1!

It was almost half past midnight when I heard the little snores of Tsubaki. Lifting myself I saw that she indeed was sleeping soundly on her study table.

After we ate dinner which Tsubaki ordered from a high-end restaurant, I started reading manga online. In recent months I barely have checked out any manga and since I didn't have anything to do, I started scrolling. This habit of mine was something that I never want anyone, especially Tsubaki to find out about. My choice of manga was something an adult wouldn't consider spending their time on.

Yeah. Shounen.

Naturally, Kunimi also prefers these kinds of manga and this was the first reason we became friends back in elementary, other than this we only share baseball as our mutual interest.

'Those days...' Signing like an old man I brought myself back to reality.

Tsubaki said nearly at 12 that she had only some last finishing to do which would take at most 20 minutes, so I was assuming that she must have finished it. Even she didn't have done it, I wasn't heartless to wake such a cute sleeping face.

After walking silently toward her side, I crouched down a little and saw her carefree resting face which was looking heart-piercing adorable. Her hair was covering her forehead further down her beautiful eyelashes with one hand under her head and another one still holding a mechanical pencil, albeit in a bear grip.

Her pouty rose lips were slightly parted from which some beads of drool were leaking out and a very thin sound was faintly reaching my ears. Of course, this was one hell of a chance to be awake and see her sleeping, so without wasting the opportunity I took a bunch of her kawaii pictures. My phone camera wasn't that good (12MP), but under the faint lamplight her picture came out really good.

After that, I took the pencil that she was holding very cautiously and put it back in the pen stand. Gripping either side of her chair I carefully lifted her. She wasn't heavy much so it wasn't hard to place her as I liked. After lifting her, I walked back a little and after confirming that her legs weren't under the table anymore, I turned the chair to the right and put the chair with the sleeping princess on it, gently on the ground.

After folding the blanket and uncovering half of the bed, I went to pick Tsubaki. Sliding my hand under, the back of her knee joints and another hand supporting her back, I lifted her. Making sure that I kept the jerks minimal, I walked toward the bed.

Placing her on the left side of the bed, I also laid down beside her and covered both of us under the blanket which became a little cold.

Her mouth was closed now but there was no sign of her waking. Bringing my hand toward her forehead, I tugged her hair strands so I could see her perfect lovable face, clearly. Her brows were a little creased, showing that she could be dreaming something...unpleasant maybe.

I lifted my head and gave a very delicate kiss on her forehead. 

Suddenly my smile froze, as I remembered that tomorrow...no today, I have to confess my feelings for her which started to make me nervous. I haven't confessed to anyone before, nor liked someone with the awareness of the opposite gender in mind. So this situation was building tons of anxiety inside me.

"Hah..whatever. I will say what I truly feel." I muttered softly like a whisper. I kept my tone to the point where even she would be awake, she could have barely heard me.

"Leaving the confession planning like this makes me feel like I am taking advantage of your affection toward me. " Before I knew I started a one-sided conversation with the peaceful sleeping Tsubaki, just a couple inches apart from me.

"But what can I do Tsubaki? Even we have been as a couple the past 10 days, have started cohabitating, and started sharing the same bed, I still get flustered under your big beautiful eyes." Running the back of my index finger on her fluffy cute cheeks, I again began to speak in the previous tone.

"The first time I saw you never had I thought or believed that we will end up like this. Our distance was this far even for me to fantasize about you. If that day inside the gym, you didn't have called me then I doubt we could have ever become even acquainted or not. But luck sure brought happiness for me and I found you as my partner." Sighing a little I continued.

"To be honest, when I came here for the first time and decided to live with you, it was my selfishness and somewhat....greediness too."

"I needed a shoulder to lean on at that time and a support on which I could rely, that's why I accepted the proposal. Sorry about that Tsubaki". That time was a devastating period so of course, the too-good-to-be-true offer was everything I could ask for. But looking back I sometimes feel pathetic and yet fortunate.

" Thank you, Tsubaki for everything you have done for me. Without you, I might have lost it until now.

I know I should say this while you are awake but now as we are,  I don't think I can open myself absolutely in front of you. It's acceptable right?" I knew I was sounding idiot but being an idiot once in a while doesn't seem bad or rather I feel refreshed.

"I will confess my feeling for you today Tsubaki. Don't expect anything fancy, okay? You know na, I am not good at it. But whatever happens, I hope I can be a good boyfriend and....maybe husband in future too, so please take care of me from now on. " Feeling embarrassed to the core I decided to end this blabbering and sleep for now.

Again moving myself a little toward her, I pecked this time a little harder on her forehead before I whispered...

"I love you Tsubaki. Good night".

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The next morning I woke up nearly at 7. Tsubaki wasnt beside me, but I didn't have the time to think about it now. I got up and immediately dashed to the bathroom. After cleaning up, I changed my clothes. I already heard sweet humming sounds, from the kitchen but I didn't go to greet her.

Just in 20 minutes, I was ready. However, as I got out I saw Tsubaki in a very relaxed mood.

" Aren't we going to get late like this?" Upon my question, she flinched. I was facing her back so I didn't know what kind of expression she was making.

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"G-good mowning. Kafu kun". She bit her tongue several times just to say a simple greeting. And more to it, she didn't turn toward me too.

" Are you okay?"

I asked on which she just vigorously nodded, making her ponytailed hair bounce in the air.

'Strange...'

"But wait. Are you still cooking. Let's go Tsubaki. We will miss homeroom like this." I said as I started walking toward the kitchen shelf.

"I-its ok-okay Kazu kun. I called the car. It will take us only half of the time to reach school."

"Oh, then it's okay. Anyway, can I ask something?" As I said I moved very silently toward her and stood just behind her cautiously to not let her notice me.

"Hmm?" She just hummed in question.

"Why are you avoiding me?"  I said as I brought my face just beside hers and crossed my arms around her waist.

"Iyaah". She screamed causing her head to bump on my collar bone. It felt a little painful.

I immediately let her go and backed off before I asked...

" Are you okay?" I rubbed the portion of her head which crashed on me.

"I am sorry Kazu kun. Ah please forgive me I am not in my right mind at the moment". I saw her face fuming red. She was continuously looking down, as she spoke. Not knowing the reason for her sudden change in attitude I nodded and went back to sit at the table.

It didn't take her time to bring breakfast. I was kind of surprised today to see that the food was a little too salty but I didn't complain.

" I am sorry Kazu kun. Should I replace it?" She stood up immediately as she also tasted it. I shook my head and gulped the whole poached egg in one bite. She also didnt seem to matter it much and started eating too.

After the awkward breakfast, we both boarded the expensive car. During the ride, Tsubaki was unusually silent and was continuously staring outside of the window, or to be precise she just didn't want to look toward me. 

I tried to recall what could I have done to anger her. Maybe, she was upset that I didn't wake her up during the night and her work was left pending. Or perhaps, I was in an awkward position during the morning. 

Whatever it was I am pretty much sure that it must be a blunder or she wouldn't be stealing gazes like this. 

'What should I do?' In between my inner banter, we reached the school. It really took half hour to reach here. We were dropped near the school gate, which naturally grabbed attention but I was in no mood to mind them. My focus was only situated in one place.

We had to walk at least for 5 minutes before we reach the locker, so I thought to grab her hand but she already walked further. 

Now it was becoming even more confusing and frustrating. 

"Tsubaki..." Decided to finally break the ice, I held her shoulder with a rigid grip.

This time. she didnt give a single reaction and just stopped her feet. Inhaling deeply I opened my mouth to ask her...

"Why are you- huh Tsubaki?" 

...and closed it with a gasp.

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A/N: You know me, I won't let this misunderstanding go for too long. And one more thing. I don't think about shounen manga like what I have written in my story. It's just Kazuya's personality like that.

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