Chapter 63: Don’t leave me!

'Mm...Am I drowning...?' My mind was fuzzy like never before. My consciousness was long faded away but I was able to subtly realize my condition time after time.

Sometime I felt being dragged with brute force as my skin burnt at distinct areas. Sometime I felt piercing sound erasing all kind of senses and pushing me onto deathbed. 

But right now all those heavy and bothering sensation were erdacited, and only a comfort was present around me. I could feel a warmth spreading over me, shrouding me from the suffering and calming my mind which I haven't been able to feel since so long.

At time like these, I feel how great these three months I have spent with my former crush and current lover. Some time I got worried, stressed and uncomfortable of myself, but the most helping factor around those times was the person who always there for me.

Tsubaki Kayo.

The first and only girl I have fallen head over heels for. In all honesty I never thought of dating her when first my eyes got drawn upon Tsubaki, but now those feeling have long lost and my days and nights were only filled with the said person.

Recently I visited her parents and decided to get engaged. I didn't spoke about it after proposing her which made her a little sad, but I was planning on surprising her with a ring after winning the baseball tournament.

"Hmm..that ring.." I subconsciously moved my hand but it never accepted my command as I rested paralysed wherever I was. I tried again and again but I failed. In a fit of irritation I parted my lids to see what was happening to me, only to get frozen dead at my place.

The face which I couldn't forget even in my dreams and the one who have made my heart race all these times, was now just inches apart from me. From her expression it seems she must have cried for long time as he eyes were swollen yet it was so cute that I wanted to kiss them. 

I tried again raising my hand to touch her but again I failed. 

"Ts..ubaki" I called to her but it seems my voice was just resonating inside my mind. I wasn't actually voicing anything .

A heavy pool of helplessness washed over me as I tried again and again to call my love only to fail at the end. Clinging to the last thread of my consciousness I parted my lips and blurted whatever came into my mind before my eyes got shot closed.

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The next place I opened my eyes while feeling nausea as well anxiety upon not feeling the warmth around was a compact vehicle. The roof was shorter than the last place I opened my eyes.

In a sense of utter panic, I hastily moved my eyes but as soon I found my dearest person person resting beside me which erased all my anxietu, as I devoured the image of her deep in my mind.

She was currently sleeping with her head resting on the bed I was laying upon. Strangely I was now able to speak as I muttered her name in whispers quite sometime, but it seems she was extremely exhausted to hear me at the moment.

My lips slightly curved in a smile as I watched my Tsubaki sleeping so comfortably beside me before my eyes also started getting heavier and again I let go of my awarness, this time with a smile plastered across my face.

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'Mm...where...' 

In a bright lighted room could be seem two figures. From the surrounding it seems that these two were in a hospital room with the man lying on the bed with string of fluids attached to his veins and bandadges around his head.

Opening his eyes Kazuya was greeted with a pair of oceanic crystal orbs which were staring at him with concern clouding it's clearity. He raised his hand and fortunately he was able to touch her cheek which he desired since he even forgot how long .

Feeling the warmth of the person he loves, he finally got the sense of realization that this indeed wasn't only his imagination. He was with Tsubaki again.

"Tsu...baki?" Tsubaki was staring at him dazily since nth hour and now when she heard him calling her, it felt her world flipped upside down. For some instance she wasnt able to utter a single sound as her breathing became unsteady.

Kazuya, in impatience grabbed her face a little more rigidly with his fingers stucking her ear in between, as he again called for her.

"Tsubaki..is it really you..." A single hot drop of tear which contained countless emotions, dropped from side as she closed her eyes before holding Kazuya's hand and leaning her face onto it.

She nodded with a smile while weeping in silence. 

"Y-yeah..its me Kazu-kun. I am your Tsubaki." Kazuya frowned as he thought that his mind might be playing with him but her voice was geuine. The love she carries was getting transmitted through their single touch and it was all to force himself in believing that this was reality and not any other illusions.

"Tsubaki...Tsuabaki...Tsubaki..."Repeating her name he got up immediately and hugged her with his all might. Tsubaki was worried for his sticthes but as soon his warmth spreaded over her, she forgot all her worries.

It seemed she was just lying to herself that she could wait for him to recover before she could embrace him. She was eager for his sensation more than she believed.

"Shh...I am here Kazu-kun. I am sorry for what you have faced but now I am here. Its okay now, I am here for you". Without seeing she knew Kazuya was shedding right now, as his body was trembling and breathing was getting ragged.

She patted him to soothe his mind as well hers. Even she heard him saying her name and felt his warmth, she still was unsure whether he was here with her or she was just dreaming all this.

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"I missed you Tsubaki. You know when...whenver I felt like dying...your fa..face came into my mind...and I...and I...Dont go anywhere anymore Tsubaki. I can't live without you..." Tsubaki's eyes were uncontrollably giving out all her accumulated heavy emotions as she nodded restlessly to make him assure that she won't leave him anymore. 

"I won't go anywhere Kazu-kun...I am here. Don't worry, no one can take you away from me. I promise..." She wanted to say a lot more than this but these were the limits of the words she could utter at her current condition .

Kazuya didn't let go of her for a long time until he fell asleep just like that. Tsubaki laid him back on the bed as she wiped his eyes. Her other hand was locked in Kazuya's embrace like even in sleep he didn't wanted to let go of her.

Tsubaki smiled at him and after bringing her hand started stroking his long hairs gently. Yes, everything would be okay from now on. She wouldn't let him go anywhere anymore. She have vowed to herself that the pain Kazuya have felt in these hours, she wouldn't let him face it again. Whatever it takes.

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After some hour Tsubaki was called by the doctor who was in charge of Kazuya's treatment to tell her about Kazuya's condition. After some reluctance she finally let go of him and after putting him inside the covers she walked toward the Doctor's Cabin.

Who appeared on behind the table was a middle aged woman with round glasses resting on the crook of her nose.

Upon seeing Tsubaki, she closed the file in her hand and stood up before gesturing the visitor to sit on the chair infront.

"Doctor Selena. What happened to him?" Without caring about formal greetings she went onto the matter she was only concerned about.

The older one, sighed in helplessness before she handed a glass of water to Tsubaki.

"Drink this and calm yourself Tsubaki-san." Tsubaki even in slight irritation upon not getting the answer she wanted, took the glass and gulped it down in one go.

"Okay, now whatever I tell you, don't loose your temper okay?" Tsubaki without thinking much nodded before the doctor sighed again and took out her glasses.

"If I talk in overall figures, then apart from his injured leg and psychological trauma, I found nothing concerning about him. Well, even I say it like this, only these two factors are lot more serious to get worried about."

"Doctor Selena. Please don't talk in roubdabout. Tell me what happened to him." Without hiding her impatience Tsubaki again asked in rather cold tone this time.

"As for his leg then before this incident did he injured himself in the past, like an injury which he never got treated for?" Tsubaki rummaged in her memories but she wasn't able to recall anything like that.

"In my knowledge, Kazu-kun never got injured- wait." Suddenly an event popped in her mind. The day when a piece of junk whome she once called her cousin disrupted their relationship, was when Tsubaki became a total waste. In her worst condition Kazuya carried her all the way and she did noticed his movement a little unsteady.

After that day she completely forgot about it and neither Kazuya showed any sign of struggle.

'What an idiot I am!'

"It seems you do remember something . Because of his careless, the injury never got time to heal itself and during the time when Haruka-san was pulling him out of the bunker, his foot got even worse. From the reports it seems a heavy rock or concrete made a huge crack on his talus bone." As she said she handed the X-Ray report to Tsubaki before her verbal report continued.

"As if now, he wouldn't be able to walk from his injured leg properly but after the operation his daily life wouldn't be hindered. But I fear he might have to avoid engaging in sports. I am sorry." Tsubaki bit her lips while controlling her eyes from spilling her painful tears out. She knew how much Kazuya loves sports and now everything was gone. Everything was gone!

'All because of that digusting thing....'

[A/N: For Tsubaki Haruka isn't a human anymore.]

"As for the second major affect he have received due to the incident. His bone injury is something his body will naturally adapt and get used to, as the time flows, but his psychological condition is not something he is solely responsible for. You...as I heard, are the most crucial factor who can heal him from internally. Remember this, a slight mistake and Kazuya-kun would fall into a state of self-denial."

Tsubaki after taking another glass of water calmed herself down from the previous startling revealation before she nodded with determination brimming in her eyes.

"I am listening."

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A/N: And done. Finally he is back to her. Seriously the heavy stuff makes my thoughts compact and my writing awakrd.

Anyway, from now on expect a lot of fluff and heartwarming chapters. 

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