Chapter 3: THE NIGHTMARE

I got to my working station and started working on the control's of the machines used to make the circuit boards, 

some used advance and heavy machinery to make the parts like the prese and hidraulics or the printer,

but most of it are put together by hand, when it's about done then will be used to press and Stick the parts together,

when the circuit boards are completed from the assembly, it will be put inside a special machine for inspection to make sure there's no defects and problems, and will be sent back to the assembly if it found any,

all in all, most of the work here are done by hand,

all kinds of workers are present here, from Japan and people from overseas,

you could say the company accepts anyone to work for them, even a dropout like me, 

they don't care about the person's background as long they work hard, you could say this company has a lot a diverse group of people working for them,

as I was working on the control panel someone called out to me,

" Hey, Hiroshi!"

when I looked at the direction where the person called me, it was a young man almost the same age as me,

" um, your..."

" I guess you still don't remember me till now even though I work the same shift as you, let me introduce myself again, my name is saiki nice to meet you"

"oh, sorry, I guess kinda forgot about it"

" ahh, it's fine, we hardly talk to each other so it's fine if you didn't remember my name yet,"

" I'm really sorry" 

" ahh, like I said it's fine, water under the bridge"

" but still to not remember your name even you work the same shift as me doesn't sit well with me, I guess I got to preoccupied with myself to even remember your name, I hope you forgive me"

" ah it's fine, anyways how are you?"

" I'm fine thank you"

for some reason, someone started talking to me,

it's a little bit weird because I hardly talk to Anyone, we started talking random things like the weather, home, anime ,manga, novel, family and yesterday's News,

News...

"anyways like I said I know this great cafe near here so what about.. Hiroshi San is something the mater?"

" oh, no, nothing.."

" are you sure? you kinda space out just a second ago, something on your mind?" 

" not really, just remembered something, but it's nothing really"

trying to convince him nothing is wrong, I show himy calm expression and smiled a little, I don't want to trouble him,

" I see, okay then, but if there's something troubling you you could just talk to me, I could lend you an ear"

" I don't know, I don't want to trouble my coworkers with something trifling"

" coworkers!?, after all we talk about just now, were more than just coworkers, we're friends now, right?" replied saiki while smiling'

friends? the person next to me started talking to me, trying to have a conversation with a person like me, and declared we're friends,

this person, I could think nothing else but how melancholy his personality is, I bet because of his positivity he must made lots of friends, heh, I don't hate that,

" yeah, I guess that makes us friend's then"

" alright, now like I was saying earlier there's this great cafe, we should hang out later after work"

" that sounds like a great idea"

soon after other people than us started joining,

" hey saiki stop goofing around idiot, if you keep doing like that the boss gonna yell at you again"

" I can't keep defending you if you get caught slacking"

" hey guys let's make a bet , if he gets caught will his pay gets cut or get fired?"

" I bet he gets fired, ahhh haha"

" shut up you guys!"

everyone started laughing at saiki, but it seems saiki doesn't mind it, more than that it seems having fun instead,

" hey saiki it's not fair if you only invite Hiroshi"

" yeah, what about us?"

" fine fine, everyone should go then, later after work , are you okay with that Hiroshi?"

" I have no problem with that"

" hey, saiki your paying everything okay, hahaha"

"uhh, my wallet"

everyone seems to enjoy being with saiki, that's what I thought in my mind, The atmosphere around us feels like a little lighter, I couldn't come up with words, but that's what it feels like,

while everyone enjoyed having fun talking to each other while working on the machines and putting the components together for the circuit boards,

something happened,

" ouch!, shit! dammit that hurts!"

" oi!, saiki you okay?"

" I accidentally cut my hands, dammit it sting's"

saiki accidentally cut his hands while putting the pieces together, mostly when handling the Sharp part's of the circuit boards, one must be careful and wear gloves, somehow saiki seems like he didn't wear one when he was working,

" ahh, dammit, great it's bleeding now, just my luck, hey Hiroshi I cut my hands how stupid is that?" 

" !? you idiot don't!"

blood was dripling down from his hand to his arm, it was bright red, dripping on the ground,

blood...

' onichan.. I'm bleeding...'

I caught a flashback to that day,

' onichan....it hurts...!'

' please... help me....'

I.. couldn't think after that,

all I could remember was that I had difficulty breathing, and Everything around me was becoming a blur,I remember people calling out to me and rushing to me, that's all I could remember,

after that everything went dark ,

                  

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when I opened my eyes, I was somehow inside the infirmary,

" you ok kid?"

the person who said that was my senior tatsu, he was really worried, I could tell by his face right now,

" I'm good"

" no your not, do you remember what happened?"

" I....no..I don't remember"

"sigh*, you had another panic attack kid, you can't keep being like this"

"....."

" do you remember what I said back then, you should go back to college, your still young kid, your futures still bright"

"....."

"...I know I don't have the right to say this, but you have to move on with your life, your still young in your early twenty's, your smart and have went to college, your own future is still bright you shouldn't hold up in this kind of place and rot away, your not like rest of them, your not like the rest of us."

"... easy for you to say to move on, you never experienced what I had felt...."

" ....."

"....."

 "....Hiroshi, I didn't mean to say that way, I'm....just worried about you, your like a son to me, heck your age is almost the same as my son, but seeing someone Young as you working a place like this when you can achieve more, it hurts my heart seeing you this way, I know what happened was horrible and traumatizing for you, but it wasn't your fault, you have to move on, think about what Sayori and Sara would feel when they see you in this state"

"haha, but I can't move on......."

tatsu senpai only look at me who is facing down on the infirmary bed, he's a kind person, but saying something like moving on sound so simple for him yet it wasn't in reality,

I know he didn't mean to say it to offend me because it's his nature, he's a good person who looked out for me when I started working here,

I only just cause problems to everyone around me, that's what I'm thinking right now,

after a few minutes of silence, someone knocked on the door of the infirmary,

" hello, Hiroshi, you awake?"

it's was saiki accompanied by the others 

" come in saiki, he's awake already but please be in mind he's still not fully recovered yet,"

saiki when inside the infirmary and made a deep bow in front of me,

" Hiroshi please forgive me! I didn't know you couldn't handle seeing blood I'm truly sorry!"

" it's fine, it's not your fault"

" but still your in this state because of me! I'm sorry! I probably made you remember something unpleasant too"

" no, I should be the one saying sorry for causing everyone trouble, I made a mess huh"

" no you did-"

" saiki that's enough, Hiroshi needs some time to recover, so we should head back and let him rest"

" ok, Hiroshi when you get better let's hang out with rest of us in the restaurant, get well"

after saiki and the rest left, only me and tatsu senpai was left in the room,

" haaah, even though saiki still bit of an airhead, he's a good guy. anyways, I let the higher-ups know that you be taking medical leave for a few days, during that time you should take a break,think about what I said earlier you should go back,

after that tatsu left, only me remain in the infirmary, I could only look down on the bed sheets,

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I was walking my way back home alone, still thinking of what had transpired and thinking of what senior tatsu said,

as I was doing that someone called out to me,

"hey!"

I stopped, and try to look around who was calling me,

" oi!, over here"

when I looked to my left, it was someone I once knew,

"oh, kota-kun, I didn't knew you be here"

" ahh, it's been a long time Hiro"

 his name is kotaru miura,

he's my old Bestfriend back in high school, we used to go to the same middle school and luckily somehow join the same high school, after graduation we separated and live our own life, I went to college and he went to learn in a university overseas major in business, so that he could take care over his dad's company,

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we do keep on touch sometimes right until that 'day' happened,

I have mix feelings seeing him again, but I feel kinda happy,

" boy, it's been so long since I've met you Hiro, how've you been?"

"I'm fine, you?"

" never been better, come on I know a great place we could talk like good Old time's"

 

kota, grab my hand and lead me to a nearby cafe,

the cafe was newly opened, it was evening so there aren't a lot of customers, 

so me and kota-kun chat for a while with some drinks, like how's the weather, what they been doing, where he had went bon his vacation,what funny things that happened in their, also he's engaged to someone he dated in university too,

" woah, you been doing a lot interesting things kota"

" hehehe, yup, I've been to many interesting places like Peru, Sydney, and the seafood in Hawaii is to die for, how about you come with me next time?"

" I think about it, but I'm not fan going somewhere far by plane"

" what afraid of planes?, anyways how about you Hiro, how've you been doing recently?"

" nothing much, just the same old same old things"

when I said that, kota didn't respond right a way like I expected too, he just silently looks at me with a face that was serious but still kept his smile,

so after he replied, " Hiro, you still working at the factory?"

"...."

" you see, when I got back here, I was planning to get in touch with you, so I called your aunt, your aunt said your still working at that factory and you sold your house and rent a small apartment"

"...."

" I know it's been tough after what's happened that day, after losing both Sayori and Sara, but you need to move on with your life, I know this great therapist that could help you, I feel it's for the better "

"...."

" Hiro, me, and your aunt and uncle are worried about you, I know how it feels, It's painful but you need help-"

" shu-"

" huh? what?"

"*BANG* I SAID SHUT UP! YOU THINK YOU UNDERSTAND ME BUT YOU DON'T!"

" Hiro, I was just trying to he-"

" I don't need your help!, I don't need anyone's help!, you think I ask for this?!, you think I want to live like this?!, huh!?, you talk as if it's Sooo simple, if it's that easy I would done that ages ago!!, everyone everyone around me always says this and says that 'move on, let go of the past, you need to take a break and get help' you think I haven't done that!?, you think I haven't done all those things!?, I've already done all those and went to therapy many times, they just only give me some pills saying it would help but still keep getting those same godamn nightmares over and over again!,"

...I for once told how I feel to someone which I have kept it to myself for a long time, I couldn't suppress my anger and said everything without constraint, I said everything to someone who was my Bestfriend, I know that's it was wrong to get angry at someone who tried to help, but the current me was already stressed out and I didn't think before I acted, it already passed the point to turn back now.

"everyone says like it so simple, like they understand them, even though they haven't experienced how it happened to them, if only...if only that accident didn't happen, I wouldn't be living the way I am now, if that accident didn't happen on that day ..I-..I wouldn't ..*sniff* I would not lose both of my sister's, *sniff* * cough cough*, you will never understand me, no one will understand me"

"...."

tears began to flow down from my eyes to my face without me realizing it, I definitely looked like a mess right now,

" umm, customers is there a problem?"

a waitress called out to us, maybe because how loud I was talking everyone in the cafe started looking at us,

I snapped back to my senses, and sit back down on my seat, grabbing some tissues to whip out the leftover tears,

" um, no there's no problem at all" I replied trying to look normal as possible,

" are you sure?"

" yeah yeah, there's no problem at all, am I right kota?"

"...um yeah, there's no problem at all, sorry for causing all that commotion" said kota smiling back at the waitress,

" okay, but if you want some dessert, I could recommend, there's a promotion right now"

" I'm sorry, for your kind offer, it's getting pretty late right now, so I'm heading home, can you split the bill for us"

" yes, of course!"

after paying for our drinks, I left the cafe,

when I got out of the door and walk a few feet, kota called out to me from behind,

" Hiro!"

I stopped, but I didn't look back at him,

" Hiro, I didn't mean to make you upset, I was just worried about you because your my friend, I thought I could help you get better...,"

"....."

"....."

" thanks for the kind offer, I know you're trying to help, but I didn't ask for it, bye kota"

I left without looking back, leaving him standing there on that road,

during that time I could only think what a piece of shit I was,

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it was already night time, I was in my room on my bed, 

I didn't even bother to turn on the lights, so it was already dark inside with some light illuminated by my room window from the outside street lights,

there were some letters from my mailbox when I got back so I left it on the dinning table, with the word 'Rent overdue' written on one of it,

I forgot to throw the trash today, not only that, I suddenly realized what a mess my room is,haha when the last time I did spring cleaning?

I feel... tired, way more tired than before, why is that?

I couldn't move very much, like all my energy inside me just ran out,

after a few minutes later, after thinking sometimes, I got up and went to my computer, I turned on the PC,

[ Readdit]

(r/confession: I Accidentally Killed My Twin Sisters.)

Throwaway because a lot of people know that this happened to me, I'm going to leave out a lot of detail too just so it can't be easily traced back to me. I'm just living with so much guilt. I need to get this out because it's hard to talk about with people that I know. when I was 19, I had Twin sisters who was 13 at the time. me and my twin sister's were pretty close so we spent together all the time after getting back from school. fast forward, I already got my driver's license and all of us were pretty excited. One Day, we all decided to head out with our father's car, I was reluctant at first but finally give in their request, we went to a lot of places, McRonald's,the local park,the Town, and the beach. Fast forward, It was already getting late so we made our trip back home, the road at that time was dark without a lot of street lamps turn on and there weren't a lot of car's on the road either. Long story short, the road we headed back home was somewhere in the woods far from the highway after coming back from the beach. At some point, when I was driving, both my sister's were asleep, when I was about to enter the tunnel a truck suddenly appeared in front of us, I was trying to turn the car but it was to late, I couldn't avoid it in time and it hit the right side of the car. The car fall of the road, I was severely injured but I couldn't tell how my sister's were. both my sisters died that day, I would never forget the look on my sister's face when she was dying on my hands. I'm 25 now and it's been 6 years since my sisters died and I'm still in therapy. My family has assured me everyday since that it wasn't my fault but the drunk driver's fault and nobody blames me and that's a sweet sentiment but it was still vmy fault. if I have done things differently nothing would have happened to my sisters. it was an accident but I still directly caused it. That both of my sister's is dead because of me and I can't escape it, I think about it every single day and it's literally eating up inside. I quit college, I'm addicted to stuff that I probably shouldn't even say on here. I feel like a fucking murderer sometimes. I just can't stand the pain anymore. my whole life has been a wreck since then and I can't seem to get myself on track. I'm a college dropout who has to leave work at least once a month because of my severe and constant panic attacks. I have full days where I'm paralyzed and can't get myself out of bed. I feel like I should be dead and not bmy sisters. if you read all of this, thank you. it was hard to write. I just need the universe to know that I haven't forgot what I've done, and I want everyone to know that I'm sorry, I've even gotten mad at someone who tried to help me, what a friend I am. I'll never forgive myself and I'll never forget. I'm crying now, I'm sorry truly sorry.

I've used Readdit, to make this confession, after a few minutes there were replies,

jjbix667:(it's not your fault)

lovelynunu11:( don't take it personal I hope you get better <(￣︶￣)>)

mqx02:( it could happen to anyone so don't blame yourself)

 rawr42:( keep fighting!!୧( ಠ Д ಠ )୨)

a lot of the comments were supportive and positive trying to help the user who made the confession,

conTroller69:( it's your fault)

until one comment was different from the others,

conTroller69:( you caused their deaths so it's your fault)

meowDes:( get out here Troll!)

call me mistress:( a low life saying shit to others)

Lilith$:( look at yourself in mirror, you think you have to right to judge others?)

conTroller69:( what? I'm right aren't I ? he said he killed both of his sisters and he just got his driver's license and go for a Joy ride, and look what happens? he's fault¯\_( ͠° ͟ʖ °͠ )_/¯)

Lizard1:( It was an accident also he said it was the drunk truck driver's fault.)

conTroller69:( don't you think he made this up for attention? like hello it's Readdit remember? he's probably just making this up for attention and validation ┐(´(エ)｀)┌)

kirakek221:( you don't even now that)

lovelyUwU2:( guys, don't you get the feeling like this confession sounds like a suicide note?)

meowDes:( yeah, it does doesn't it)

conTroller69:( heh, good riddance, he should just kill himself)

meowDes:( like I said get out here Troll!)

there were a lot of comments but I didn't bother looking at them, I know what I should do now, I feel like my head is getting clear,

I picked up my smartphone, and Dial on it,

*doo doo doo *Click* ' hello?'

"hello, aunt, it's me Hiro, I wanna say thank you for everything you done for me..... "

I called my aunt because I felt it's something I must do before I do something else.

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the air around me is very cool at night, I'm on a bridge, looking at the direction in front of me is the town, it's fully light up, I'm up here because I've decided.

To kill myself,

it's finally time to leave this world,

I have no regrets,

I think it's for the better for someone like me who is a murderer who kill his sisters,

I grab the ledge on the bridge positioning myself to fall off, my body readying to to do it,

suddenly my phone rang, I don't know who was calling me but without thinking I picked it up and answer it,

" hello?"

'Hiro!?, where are you!? what are you doing!?' you aunt called me,she was worried because you sound different when you called her' 

" oh, sorry"

' that isn't the time for that where are you right now?'

" I'm on senchin bridge"

' what are you doing up there!?'

" I've planing to kill myself"

'!? Hiro don't do it! stop what your doing right now! think this through!'

" heheh, I've already done thinking kota, I'm tired, I want to end it all, you know I always had Nightmares, everytime I woke up I thought the Nightmares were over but I realized, the truth was I'm still in it, I'm still living in this Nightmare, I could never wake up from it kota, because it keeps haunting me"

' Hiro stay were you are, I'm coming to you, please don't do this!, think about what people around you would feel?, your aunt, uncle, your coworkers, what about me? your Bestfriend? please Hiro don't do this'

" ... I'm sorry kota, for yelling at you when you tried to help me, I'm a bad friend aren't I?"

' I don't care, it's okay I don't mind, please don't kill yourself'

" I can't, I don't how to live my life now, I think it's the only way"

' there is, think how Sayori and Sara would feel? you think they be happy?'

during that moment I remembered something important that I forgotten from long ago,

" onichan, please live on,"

I remembered, when I was holding Sayori, she said.' please live onichan, it wasn't your fault, we love you'

I remembered, I finally remembered, she wouldn't want this, she told me to live on my life, even if it means bearing all this guilt,

' Hiro!'

" kota, I remembered, she told me to live on, how could I forget something so important* sniff*"

' Hiro..'

" I changed my mind, I won't do it, but I don't know what I should do now kota, what should I do now?"

' it's okay, just keep living one day at a time''

" okay, I do that"

' good, I think you should get down from there'

" yeah, I should, sorry for causing so much trouble"

' hahah, it's fine, just wait there I'm coming to get you, everyone was worried about you'

" I'm sorry for troubling everyone"

' don't worry, when we get back you should make up with them on your own'

" okay, I got off, I think I go down to meet you"

when I was walking down the bridge I heard something screech loudly behind me,

* honk honk honk!* * crash!*

" oh my god!"

" what did we hit?"

" it's a person!, is he still breathing!?"

" call an ambulance quick!"

' Hiro? what was that noise? Hiro? Hiro? Hiro!!?'

I got hit by a car, what way to end, I feel like everything becoming more darker and the sound are getting more distant,

I'm sorry Sayori, Sara, your older brother can't keep his promise,

later that day, there was News that yesterday night a man was killed by a car accident.

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hello!, author here!, ( ╹▽╹ ), phew that was tiring, it took me awhile, but I finally done chapter tree<(￣︶￣)>, did it surprise you?

 now the true story starts here,(≧▽≦), see you guys soon!

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