Frene told me that. That priest can see Frene. I wondered if that priest had that kind of power, that he could see Frene even if she did not try to show herself to him. What kind of person is that priest? I wonder if he would be okay with me appearing in front of him. I don't know. Should I meet that priest or not? I don't know.
A priest looking for a child. Should I get out in front of him? Or should I choose not to get involved? I am troubled by this decision.
I have made contact with people of that ethnic group without thinking. And it was a terrible thing. As a result, people lost their lives. I have a feeling that I care about that priest, but I should not go to see him without thinking.
Hey, what do you think of Frenet ......?"
I don't think he has any hostile intentions toward us," said Frene. He said "Kamiko kamiko-sama.
"Did you see anyone else at ......?"
No, no. No, there are only those two. Just the two of them here.
"......, yeah."
I don't think you can do that with half a mind. I don't know anything about humans, except for Lelunda, but it must be dangerous for two normal people to be alone in this forest.
Preparedness. Without that, Frenet said, it would be impossible for two people to come into the forest alone.
I - so far I haven't been in much danger, but I am sure that demons are alive and dangerous in this forest. The people of that tribe were also in trouble when they were attacked by demons.
Even if it was dangerous for me, I am prepared to do it because of what I am seeking.
Kamiko ----, I don't know properly if I am really Kamiko, but they are looking for me. They are looking for me, and they are in these woods.
I wonder if I should respond to that resolve, to that desire. To be honest, I am interested in that priest. The one who is looking for me. Someone who might know more about the existence of a godchild than I do.
Besides, he is even going into the woods like this to try to meet me. I feel like I want to respond to that kind of determination. Although I am worried because I don't know why he is trying to meet me and what he is going to do with me, I feel like I want to talk to him.
But I wonder if I should follow my feelings. What will happen if I follow my feelings as I think they should be followed? I think about the future.
--If they are trying to take me back to the land of humans. They might force me to faint and take me away. But if those priests are only two people, how could they do that? Even if I tried to force them to take me away, they might not let me do it. No, but since he is able to see Frenet, perhaps he is able to use magic that is so great that I can't even imagine it. Even if he could, I was horrified to think that he would be able to move in an instant.
I have no idea if such amazing magic could exist in reality. But if such magic existed, I would think about it.
I think it is important to think about the future and how we should do things. It is important to think about various possibilities and to eliminate the possibilities that I don't want. However, I think it is also important to think only about the uncertainties of the future and not to take action.
There are results that come from taking action.
It is really difficult to know what is right and what is wrong, but I would like to move as much as possible without regret.
......Relunda, have you settled on an idea?"
I'm going to ...... to see Mr. Lan and the others for a bit."
In my mind, what I want to do and how I want to do it---that's mostly answered. But I shouldn't decide and act all by myself. I wanted to give my answer, tell it to everyone, and then answer again what I should do.
I don't have to answer it all by myself. I have everyone, and everyone is always there to help me. ---I would ask them for advice when I was in trouble, and then I would give them an answer.
Then I went with Frene to Ran and Dong and the others. I told them that the priest had seen Frenet. Both Mr. Lang and Mr. Dong were surprised at that. I was the only one in the village who could see Frene, even though she herself had not tried to show it to them.
Then I told them what I wanted to do.
I want to see the priest.
I look them straight in the eye.
I tell them why I want to meet the priest, and they say, "Let's take action just in case," and "I don't mind if you meet him. But if ...... it would be harmful to us, it would be better for the rest of our lives if we don't let him go home alive," they say.
He said that it was fine for me to meet with him, but that I might have to make a sad choice for the future.
---I may choose to meet with you and it may end sadly. He said that if I still want to meet with him.
I said those words and again spoke of my choice.
---- girl and my choice
(Maybe the girl who is a child of God has a conversation with the contracted spirit, thinks about the possibilities of the future, and so makes a choice.)