I was to go see Fito again at a later date. I have been told that I am not allowed to go to see Fito alone, so I will have to make a convenient date for someone else to visit him.
I am now with Gaius, who has changed into wolf form.
I am with Gaius, who is now in wolf form, because I still don't know what Gaius is actually able to do now that he can change into wolf form. If he is able to do more, Gaius said he would like to be able to use what he can do.
I am learning together with him that I should be able to use magic and other things more.
I have learned to float in the sky with magic, and I am able to move a little more freely. I still can't do much other than wind magic at the moment, but I'm realizing that what I can do is increasing little by little. I am happy about that.
Gaius, in his wolf form, is hanging by my side. He is quick. And big. Fluffy Gaius is very cool.
"Gaius, do you think you can do magic?"
Gaius: "Gaius, can you use magic? (Hmmm, hard to tell.)"
I run around and stroke Gaius' body, who is taking a breather. I brush Gaius' fur from time to time as he is in wolf form.
I am slowly learning to do more of what Gaius and I can do.
Gaius, I think I can use wind magic well, partly because of Lelunda's influence.
I want to be able to use it.
I'd like to be able to use it. I'm sure it will take a lot of magic to get back into that form.
Gaius was always able to hear Frenet's appearance and voice under the influence of my changing the color of his ears and tail and taking on the form of a wolf. Gaius returned to his original form at Frene's words. Once back in human form, Gaius sat down to rest. He looks less tired than when he changed before, could it be because he has changed so many times and has gotten used to it? Or is it that he has been affected by something that has increased his magical power? At the moment, there are a lot of things I don't know about those things either.
I want to know more about my power. I want to know more about what I can do and what I can't do. If I don't know where my limits are, it will be very difficult when something happens.
I wonder if I can change my appearance if I try hard enough. If there is such magic, I think my dreams will expand.
In order for Gaius to be able to use wind magic, I first show him wind magic. I make what can be called a blade of wind appear and cut down a tree from the root. The tree falls down with a loud noise.
Gaius meditates as he tries to do the same. He must be concentrating. His silver ears and tail are moving slightly.
I can somehow perceive that magic power is gathering around Gaius. And that gathered magic power takes shape. Just before the magic is completed, Gaius opens his eyes. The magic forms and hits the tree I cut down and another tree. It didn't fall, perhaps because it wasn't powerful enough, but the magic was indeed formed.
Little by little, we are increasing what we can do. I am happy to be able to do more and more.
Gaius, let's try to float. I want to take a walk in the sky with Gaius.
I think it would be fun if Gaius could learn to float and we could take a walk in the sky together. I wonder if I could use magic to make everyone float, I would be able to float in the sky with everyone who can't use magic. I think that if I could use magic that well, I would be able to float with everyone who can't use magic.
Ah!"
Gaius nodded with a twinkle in his eye when he heard about walking in the sky.
I want to do more and more things so that I can be with everyone all the time.
More, more, more---more and more desires are rising. Even if I can do more, I want to go further. I have a lot of these thoughts. That's because Gaius proposed to me his dream of creating a place where everyone can laugh. The dream that Gaius wished for and expressed became a dream not only for me, but for all of us.
Because of the dream that Gaius shared with me, because I could relate to that dream, because I wanted to work hard for that dream---that's why I can do my best no matter what.
I want to do my best so that I can be with everyone, so that I can create a place where everyone can feel safe."
Fortunately, there are no problems happening in our lives now. The most important thing to remember is that you should not be afraid to ask for help. I don't think the time will pass peacefully.
That is why we must do more that we can. We have to increase what we can do to make our dreams come true.
Let's do more of what we can do.
Ah!"
We nodded to each other, and for a while we continued to do more of what we could do.
Gaius was trying to see if he could use magic while in wolf form, but he had yet to succeed.
--- What a girl and a boy can do.
(The girl, who is a child of God, continues to increase what she can do with the boy. (The girl, a child of the gods, is increasing what she can do with the boy, all in order to fulfill her own dream.)