Mr. Illume is shedding tears. He is looking at me with big tears. But I can tell that she is not feeling sad or anything like that. Is she somehow moved? I don't know what it means. It's something I don't understand.
She is shedding tears when she sees me. I had no idea how to react to her.
I was at a loss and looked at Mr. Lan and Mr. Dong.
They too looked a little indescribable.
'Dear Lelunda, ....... I am glad that Lelunda-sama is giving me a word. I am glad that Master Lelunda is ...... so brokenhearted about me, and that she thinks of me properly ...... and properly. Master Lelunda is ...... really a very, very wonderful Goddess."
And Mr. Illum looks at me with his powerful eyes.
I uttered that I did not have faith in Mr. Illum. I said that the feeling of faith is scary. I said that Mr. Ilm might make something happen. Frankly, I was afraid that she would be saddened by such words. I thought it might offend her. But Mr. Illume ...... didn't seem to mind at all.
The most important thing to remember is that you can't just take a few minutes to do a little bit of research and then go back to the office and see if you can find something you like.
Because I am a "godchild," she is receiving all my words. If I were not a godchild, she would not have received my words like this.
But in the first place, perhaps I would not have been able to live in the village where I was born and raised if I were not a godchild. It's no use thinking about such buts and buts in the first place. I am inseparable from my existence as a godchild.
I am honored to be able to call you by your name, Lelunda-sama. Lelunda-sama is facing the position and power of being a divine child properly. I am happy about that. I believe that the relationship between a priest and a goddess is not just nodding to the words of the godchild and doing as the godchild wishes, but rather, facing the godchild properly and guiding him or her. I have a feeling of faith in the divine Son-sama, as He says. To me, Lelunda-sama is the equivalent of God."
Straight eyes, straight words. His words, without any falsehood, moved my heart as well.
I am sure that I have big feelings for you, Lelunda-sama. I wish to fulfill your wishes as much as possible when you ask me to do so. However, I don't want to do anything that Lerunda-sama doesn't want. I don't want to do such a thing that I would be willing to give my life to God if it would bring sorrow to Lelunda-sama's heart.
Well, in short, you would rather die than do something undesirable to me and make me sad? That's heavy. It's too heavy. And I definitely don't want to do that. I have to tell her that she might try to die thinking about me. ...... If I don't watch my behavior, I have to tell her not to commit suicide if it means that she might die.
With this in mind, I continue to listen to Iloum-san's story.
I am pleased that Lelunda-sama is willing to confirm my actions," he said. I don't want to do anything that Lelunda-sama doesn't want me to do. And I will not do it, but I am also human. What I think is right may not be what you want. I want to be close to your heart and understand you better than anyone else, but you and I are different people. If I take any action, I will report it properly to Lerunda-sama as she wishes. And if there is something I do that makes you uncomfortable, please let me know. I would like to avoid such behavior as much as possible, but I am not confident enough to say that I can really do that. Please keep an eye on me and watch my behavior as much as you can. I am happy with whatever you give me. Even if you don't trust me, I am really glad that you are facing me.
"...... Yeah. And, Mr. Illume, don't just kill yourself. For my sake, live properly."
"...... Lelunda-sama. I understand. I, Illume, will accept your wish.
I was relieved to hear that he would try not to kill himself for the first time. By the way, Mr. Illume really cares about me. I am honestly surprised at how heavy his feelings are, but I am sure that he still cares about me in a different way than Ran and the others.
I told her how I felt, she accepted it, and now she is able to go out of the house. Shehan, who is with Iloum, will be monitored as well, but she seems to have no problem as long as she can stay with Iloum.
---The girl and her faith 3
(The girl faced the priest and he received her words.)