They were to be accepted into this village. It is not that I have no feelings about the knights of the Migga Kingdom. There were many people with bitter faces, and even I have mixed feelings.
The rescued beastmen seem to feel a little camaraderie toward the knights because they have come this far together. However, even so, they do not seem to have completely accepted the situation, and the rescued beasts are also suffering between the fact that they have been driven to despair and the fact that they have been saved.
They pray today at a place called the Altar of Lerunda. This place is also known by other names such as "Altar of the Divine Child.
Even though the number of people has increased, no one but me prays at this place. It seems that there is an unspoken agreement that only I should enter this place because I am the only one who has been praying there for a long time. Some of the ethnic people and the illuminated people are praying outside of the building. Also, due to the increase in the number of people, a fence was built to prevent people from entering the building.
After praying, I went outside and saw Gaius.
--Gaius has stopped showing his face in the plaza since the arrival of the knights of the Kingdom of Migga. I think he is trying to keep them out of sight.
I don't feel hatred. I don't have such strong feelings in my heart. I am a person who feels that even if someone was my enemy, I would want to be on their side and be friends with them if they were to become my friend.
Sometimes I think about it. Especially since what happened to Loma. I am a mere human being, and that feeling is stronger in me, but I am still a child of God. I am a human being, but I am a child of God. And yet, I am certainly different from others. That is why I sometimes feel that I am different from everyone else.
I don't feel the same hatred for the knights of the Migga Kingdom as I do for everyone else. I have mixed feelings. I don't think I like them at the moment. However, I don't have the feeling of not being able to forgive him as Nilsi said.
I cared about Mr. Athos. I loved him. I was happy when he patted me on the head. However, I don't feel hatred toward the people who indirectly took Mr. Athos away from us. I feel sad, I wonder why this happened, and I want to prevent it from happening again, but I don't have such feelings.
I don't know if this is because of my personality or because I am a godchild. I don't know, but I thought there was a gap between my feelings and those of Gaius and the others, as I have complicated feelings but not hatred or bitterness.
But even if there was a gap, even if we did not feel the same way - I would not leave Gaius with a pained look on his face.
With that in mind, I headed toward Gaius. Frene followed behind me.
Gaius suddenly began to move around at the edge of the village, swinging his arms and legs.
The people who have come have decided to live in the village, but they are gathered in several places because of various problems. Even if the knights of the Migga Kingdom have no intention of doing anything to us, it does not necessarily mean that the beasts in the village will not take some action against the knights of the Migga Kingdom. Even the merchants, although they have a friend of Mr. Lan's, seem to be keeping a close watch on him because they are not sure what he might do. The only saved beasts have more freedom than the knights and merchants, but they are still watched closely to make sure they do not cause any problems.
They are mostly in the part of the village near the center, so they don't come to the edge of the village where Gaius is now. Knowing this, Gaius often stays at the edge of the village to avoid meeting them.
Gaius just moves his body single-mindedly. Perhaps it is because he does not want to think. Gaius is suffering.
When I think of that, I can't stay.
I don't understand all of Gaius' feelings. I don't know exactly how Gaius is suffering. Even if I knew how Gaius felt, there might not be anything I could say or do. But I wanted to talk to Gaius.
Gaius."
I called out, and Gaius stopped moving.
Frene was by my side, but she did not stop my actions. He just watches my actions without appearing to Gaius.
Lelunda or ......
...... Gaius, let's talk."
I can't ask him if he's okay. Gaius is not okay, as I can see. He may be pretending to be okay, but Gaius is in pain.
For Gaius' sake, I decided to listen to him first. When Gaius is in pain, I feel sad. So I wanted to listen to him and do whatever I could to help him.
Gaius nodded to my words.
--The girl and the boy's conflict 1
(A girl who is a godchild has no feelings of hatred. But she couldn't leave the boy alone, so she talked to him.)