Lady Ninaev was moving with a blown-out look on her face, as if she had made up her mind about something.
I was relieved to see that.
The fact that Ninaev-sama was moving for the sake of my fiancée meant that there was an increased possibility that I myself would be put in danger. In his position as my guardian, Master Nynaev's actions would come back to haunt me.
In the past, before I realized that I was not special, I would not have wanted to get myself into trouble like this for someone else.
-I don't have a proper knowledge of Master Ninaev, his fiancée's situation, or the situation in the kingdoms of Fairytorov and Migga. I may be so occupied with my own affairs that I remain blind to the world around me after all.
I am not informed of such circumstances because I am still a child.
Master Ninaev is working around me and trying to get me to work for my fiancé. But I heard that because of his royalty status, he can't go to the neighboring country by himself.
I thought it would be difficult with that kind of fence. The fact remains that I, too, have a fence as an existence that deceived a godson, existed as a godson by mistake, and moved my country by selfishness.
It is difficult for me to move for Ninaev-sama, too. If I move openly, I will probably complicate the situation. And I don't have what it takes to move people around me that much.
When I thought I was special, I thought I could work with anyone in any way.
I thought that what I said was absolute and that everyone would listen to me. In fact, that was the case throughout my time in the village. I am amazed at how much they listened to me.
When I told Master Ninaev about that time, he said it might have been due to Lerunda's influence.
Unlike Lelunda, I have no power. My appearance seems beautiful, but how can it be used? Someone said that beauty is also strength, but I don't know how to use that kind of thing.
They say that you have to use it when you are older. If you don't use them well, you will get into trouble. Something like what happened to me when I was almost kidnapped.
Well, when I told him that I heard this kind of story, he said he would warn the person who taught me.
...... Can't I do anything? For Master Nynaev's sake. Is there anything I can do for Ninaev-sama?
When I wanted to do something for Nyunayev-sama, he said, "Alice, you should spend your time freely.
So I spent my time freely. I just spent my time in good spirits and everyone laughed at me even if I was just smiling at them. Then I wanted to spend my time in good spirits, even though I was frustrated and anxious. Of course, while trying not to bother Master Ninaev.
As I do so, I look at Nyunayev-sama. If he seemed a little troubled, I would try to talk to him, hoping that he would smile even a little.
In the midst of all this, Nyinayev said to me, "I am going to help you with Hiccup.
I will try not to be reckless in my help to Mr. Hiccup. I will work so that I myself will not be crushed. But if I am about to collapse, Alice will go elsewhere. You said that you can do whatever you want, that you don't care what happens to you, but ...... I'll try to make sure that no one else is affected but me.
I will do whatever Ninaev wants me to do. I'm willing to help him a lot, and I'm willing to go bad with him.
Thank you, Alice. I'm glad you say that. I am very happy to hear you say that, Alice, but it is still my selfishness that I don't want to let Hiccup down. I want you to live, even if something happens to me. No, it is not only Alice. The rest of the men under my command will also work to minimize the impact.
Surely, helping her fiancé would be that much more dangerous. That is why Ninaev-sama said to me as if she had made up her mind.
Helping a fiancée in such a difficult situation seems to be a double-edged sword, and if I make a mistake, I will probably be in a lot of trouble.
I would be willing to do something dangerous if I could do it for Nyunayev-sama myself. But Nyunayev would never allow such a thing.
I want to know and move properly for Nynaev-sama. But Nyunayev won't tell me everything. He won't let me move.
--I want to move, but I can't.
There is nothing I can do, from a practical point of view.
So I could only nod "yes" to Ninaev-sama's words.
--My sister cannot move.
(My sister wants to move, but she can't move. The princess is moving for the prince. (My sister can only watch over her.)