Chapter 11: Too bad~

(A/N:- There might be suggestive words but no sexual description so read it on your own accord)

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Every person, no maybe mostly everyone meets their first love in their school life. Some of them meet early in the middle-high or someone confesses their love at high school graduation, but from what I have seen and heard, most people find their love while being in school uniforms.

I too found my first relationship in my last half-year of middle high. I didn't mention my 'first love' but instead 'relationship' because it wasnt a relationship that I started after building a romantic bond with my partner.

After I lost my most precious friend in my second year, I started distancing myself from others. Those who laughed alongside me when I bullied an innocent girl moreover someone who called me her only friend, also seemed to get bored of me as they left my side not so long after.

The second year of my middle-high wasn't anything near to interesting. I wasn't getting bullied but for some reason, the colors from my life that kept my school days lively weren't present anymore. I still could vividly remember how I spend my days gawking at clouds aimlessly which also gradually became one of my favorite pass times.

The other one was to play with stray kittens.

The first half of the third year of my middle high went without any memorable event at all. Since I was considered good in my studies teachers also started ignoring me whenever I spaced out in the middle of class.

What changed was a confession from a girl whome I barely talked to, before she brought a letter conveying her feelings for me. She was from a different section but I knew that she was a diligent girl, so I went with the flow and accepted her confession.

Well, that's what I lied to myself at that time.

In actuality, I was just finding Akira in that girl. Was trying to find the peace of mind, the rest I was searching for ever since Akira left my side. I wasn't sure what Akira meant to me so I played a hunch and got into a relationship with a person to try whether I was just overthinking things or I was missing her badly.

The first girlfriend whome I started dating in the latter half of that year wasn't aware of such a thing about the state of my mind. Recollecting my time with her I was sure that she was enjoying being with me.

Well, I ain't boasting here but I have a good sense of humor and ways to entertain someone, and knowing our similar taste in gaming my relationship was sailing smoothly and could have continued forward as the way things were moving.

But I got tired of it.

Not tired of being with her but worn out from lying to myself. How much I tried to be honest in relationships and make things real to continue what I started on a hunch but nothing changed. I still was restless because of Akira's absence. Her smile, her laughs, her blushing face, her pouting lips...I was missing them all.

So I ended it. My relationship with my first and only girlfriend ended on a considerably great note during our graduation from middle school. 

Since after graduation, my life took an abort turn with my parent's company going bankrupt and all, and I forgot about her. I had pretty heavy shit going on with my life and the struggles involved in it, to think about romance and stuff.

And since, I was until this very day occupied with various things, the memory of my first relationship never got the chance to recast in my mind. 

But that was until today...

Sitting just beside me was my lady and the person who played with my heart in the past even though she didn't know about it. All those times I missed her and now she was asking about my first love. 

If she comes to know that I just made girlfriend in proxy to her presence, I won't be able to lift my head again from shame. Well, I have already done more shameful deeds in the past but I didn't want to add another one to the list, that's why I resolved my decision.

"No, my lady. I have never found anyone who had moved my heart" 'Except for you'.

Of course, I swallowed that last part as I didn't have a single bit of courage to stutter something like that when I know what conclusion it might draw.

And also what I said wasn't a lie too, as I actually never fell in love with the girl I dated in the past.

Upon hearing my statement which came after a long time after, Akira's brows raised with her amber eyes rounding in surprise....maybe?

"That's not something I except from Mr. popular tho. Knowing how famous you were in middle high I thought you might have played with a lot of girls after I left you. How disappointing~" There was a side of mine who didn't want to get confronted about my middle-high days, but I knew it was the coward side of mine wishing something like that.

I inhaled before I formed an appropriate answer.

"I apologize for being so incompetent, my lady." Closing my eyes, I bowed my head slightly to show my sincere thoughts. It wasn't like I didn't notice how elated she was after hearing about me not having my first love, but it wasn't something I could point out directly, can I?

Akira while dangling her overlapped bare leg, was staring at me amusingly. I daren't look at her directly at this very moment, as I knew how stimulating she was looking. Her cleavage area was dangerously exposed with two cushions in my clear peripheral vision. Not to talk about her naked legs which were breaking my sweat even catching a glimpse of them.

I know my perverse mind was flaring at this very moment, but I was helpless. Being near such a seductive and gorgeous girl, my poor heart was unable to feel peace at all. I wasn't a skirt chaser and seldom felt sexual urges toward a person before, but right now all my records were shattering. 

She was again playing with my heart but this time I think she was aware of it.

"Don't say it like that Ryu~ I am not that much disappointed in you. More like I am happy that Ryu kept himself clean until now. Yes~ That's it. I am happy Ryu~ See how my heart is beating fast in elation~" 

Something unbearable happened before I could have realized where things were proceeding. Before I could have prepared myself, Akira took my hand and pressed it against her left breast.

The sudden heat which my skin came in contact with was so unreal that I felt the fatigue from my body disappearing, rather another kind of pain arousing in my lower half.

Her breast was so fluffy that my fingers got sunk in her flesh into their disappearance. Her warm and soft bare skin was everything my mind was thinking of right now. At this moment, the dangerous idea of groping her with my whole strength and doing as I please with her landed in my consciousness.

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The thought of ravishing her until I have my accumulated fill emptied erupted out of nowhere. Banging her, pounding her, biting her, fucking her until she doesn't fall unconscious kept on hammering my mind. But fortunately, her voice knocked back my senses.

"Mm~You are fondling too hard Ryu~" I immediately withdrew my hand which already had started massaging her breast without my consent at all.

"I-I..." With my face sheet pale I opened my mouth with vitality leaving my body as I stuttered at those words which weren't able to even get out of my throat. 

I felt like my world would end right here and now, that kind of guilt blew my mind as I remembered how I was awfully thinking about her just some moments ago. Reasoning washed over me making my fuzzy mind even heavier than before.

"Fufu~ Was Ryu-kun intended to go all the way with me~" Her sinister laugh made me even more flustered but again nothing came out of my mouth. I was just opening and closing the gap wordlessly, just like a broken record.

I was scared not only for my job but also for my resolve of getting the old Akira back. 

At that moment Akira said something which I never ever had thought of hearing from her. 

"Too bad~ You don't love me that I can let you fuck me~"And with that, she jumped off the bed and left the room. Leaving an utterly dumbfounded me.

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It's been two days since that incident with Akira. I have finally got the basic training to become a butler and from today on would be serving the lady of the mansion.

Since that day I haven't come across Akira nor I was summoned to her office. Minami-san didn't tell me about her even though I asked so I left the thought for today. 

There was something that was bothering me since Akira visited me that night. Some troubling thoughts have made residence in my mind after seeing Akira's actions.

First I believed she loathed me and wanted revenge for what I did in middle high. But as time passes I felt there was nothing she was pulling behind the shadows to make me suffer. I was getting my butler training quite the way I expected, which made me confused about Akira's perspective toward me.

But that night...I felt something. 

In true means, Akira has become a person she wasn't in the past more like she has taken a personality abort but I could tell, that night she was faintly nervous around me. After calming my mind I realized that indeed her heart was racing quite in a furious manner and not only that I have a strong belief that I saw her ears flushed too.

Maybe this could be my hallucination, something my mind wants me to think but I want to cling to this thought. I want to know badly whether Akira doesn't feel about anything about me. Want to confirm that...

...Do those letters have lost their worth now.....?

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Currently, I was inside my room changing my clothes into a new set of apparel Minami-san brought me some days ago. Zipping out I took the neat uniform before I started putting it over my body.

Black shirt with centric black buttons of quality which I wouldn't be able to find in a local store for sure. The bright crimson coat whose length covered my butt and so in the front. The high collar and the four big buttons in the center made me look like somewhat a protagonist of a certain anime. The Golden lining around my collar and the boundaries of buttons gave a fierce yet elegant vibe to the whole unform. On my lower body, formal black trousers completed the set.

Looking at myself in the mirror I confirmed that I was looking my best ever I could remember. I checked my hair and body odor twice before nodding to myself and leaving the room with my school bag hung over my left shoulder. 

"Hmm..." Just as I expected Minami-san was waiting just in front of my door to check my attire. I opened myself for inspection as I have gotten accustomed to it.

Minami-san bowed slightly and pulled my tie knot which my neck relaxed. She did some changes which I wasn't able to see in live-action before my necktie got more comfortably tied around my collar.

"Perfect. Have you checked your material? Saved the emergency hotline? Young lady's schedule, have you kept it? Saved contact of the driver? Had breakfast?" I didn't answer anything verbally because I was continuously nodding my head.

'She's such a worrywart' Of course I didn't want to increase the difficulty of my self-defense classes so I left those words unspoken and after reassuring her walked away toward the meeting point.

Standing near the stairs which leads to the upper floor, I checked my attire once again. I didn't have time to prepare myself properly when I sensed someone descending slowly down the stairs.

Moving my gaze I instantly froze up.

A black skirt reaching up to her lower thighs with the same shade of blazer as I albeit a little shorter adoring her upper body with an amber color ribbon tied around her black shirt made her peculiarly eye-catching even though she was wearing the uniform of the same school as me.

My whole attention was drawn toward her and her only. It was like everything in the background just disappeared from reality and only me and she were left.

She was breathtaking.

Before I could come out of my stupor she was already standing in front of me with an extremely beautiful smile adorning her flawless face. 

"Good morning Ryu-kun~ Please take care of me today as well.."

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A/N:- I know I said some explicit scenes but I think it would be rushing the story. Ryuka(MC) would become conscious of his feelings not so long after he would start the main romance between the two. 

And yeah, Akira's POV would take time to form as once I start writing it there would be no turning back. ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°

Anyway, if you are hyped for the next chapter then let me know~

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