I walk home from Kanae’s studio. The temperature has dropped a bit, and it’s cooling my head from the events of today. For the first time in a while, I saw Shi-chan…
If Sakuraba-san knew what I just did, it would cause a problem, so for now I’m going to keep that bit of information to myself. I’m running a bit hot right now, after everything Ruru said to me this morning.
Every girl I’ve made love to is a bad girl. What I did there… in the studio… made me feel powerful. It was easy enough because Kanae and Shi-chan were there. I was surprised it worked on Echizen-san, though.
That was my first step to learning how to deal with Shi-chan. She is a creature of sex, so I need to understand how to help her channel that. To help her understand… but to do so, I needed to understand my own feelings on her doing it first. It wouldn’t have worked if Kanae had played with her. Echizen-san was a neutral target. I learned that women count to me. But my uneasiness with it is when it’s out of my control. I have to allow it. As long as I allow it, I can accept it. That’s what it is. I don’t need to apologise to that big tittied cow, since she wanted it with Nakada-san from a while ago. I gave her it. I used Nakada-san to confirm my belief. I still love her, but with a disconnection from her sexually, I could then see how it affected me indirectly.
The picture I have on my phone is proof of that.
I stop off at the Seven. I’ve been avoiding entering it when she’s there. Thankfully she’s not. I grab a few things to eat; junk food, some almost expired bentos, and a big bottle of soda. Unless they went shopping, I’m damn near out of soda at home.
I look at my phone again, but there are no messages from anyone. I should look through Shi-chan’s at some point. I’m afraid I’ll see it. A message that only said ‘sorry.’ confirming that she couldn’t hold on. I should be concerned. She’s… just a friend now. A friend I’m helping to overcome trauma that I also inflicted on her.
My thoughts inevitably turn to Sakuraba-san. My desire to make a new garden is prevalent in my thoughts after the events of today. What I need to do is figure out how to get her on board. Until I do, Ruru is off-limits. My new foundation will begin with Ume. Ruru will remain my mistress. Kanae… is fine where she is. I can use her anytime I want without feeling guilty. If I one day get strong enough, I might revisit Nakada-san, but for now, one flower at a time.
…
I put the key in the door, and entered the house. Mom and Ruru are home, their shoes are at the entrance. Yet, they aren’t in the living room.
The door to mom’s bedroom is open.
I see it.
Ruru is in my mother’s arms. They are peacefully asleep, holding on to each other. It’s cute. I wonder if at any point mom did that with Kanae, before her job took her away from us all the time.
I go sit down at the table, and have a late dinner, while browsing my bulletin boards. There’s a new eroge out that’s got great reviews. I should give it a go, since there’s nothing else to do.
It comes with a regular PC and mobile port as a package deal. So, I load the mobile version up on my phone and give it a try.
I got the good ending the first time through.
I picked the rough beast-girl character. I think it was a panther demihuman. Anyway, her archetype was the kind that needed you to choose all the confident and strong options, since she valued strength over everything. The story was good, and it felt rewarding, because they made the hero out to be a no good asshole. It felt good to steal his woman, even if she was used goods.
Feeling full from dinner, I took a shower, then decided I didn’t want to sleep alone.
So I went downstairs again, and into my mother’s bedroom. I shook Ruru awake.
“Kouta-kun? What time is it?” She said sleepily.
“Time for me to sleep. Come over to this side.”
Ruru scooted over, and I moved between them, and took her into my embrace from behind.
“Kouta-kun?”
“I want to hold you and hanako.” I say to her. It wasn’t just hanako I wanted to hold right now.
I pulled Ruru tightly to me.
“You were right.” I tell her.
“I’m sorry if it hurt you to find out.” She said, concerned for me.
“It didn’t hurt. Thank you for letting me see the truth.”
I rest my hand over her belly, as I rub it. I’m glad I’m spent, otherwise I’d attack Ruru right here and now. I can’t do that yet. Not yet.
“I love you, Kouta-kun.”
“You too, my precious lily.”
I move my hand lower until it rests above her small warm passage.
“Kouta-kun?”
I kiss the top of her head, and push the warmth of my body against her.
“Kouta-kun, are you really okay?” she asks.
“Yes. I’m… just getting my healing from you.” I tell her.
“Do you want to feel it directly?” she asks suggestively.
…
“Will you let me feel you Kouta-kun?”
I kiss her head again, and she takes that as a sign I said yes.
She slowly strips off her clothing. I am now holding the naked body of Ruru. My hand returns there, and I feel her heat directly. Her hand covers mine, and just pushes it to rest completely on top of her split.
“Be healed all you want.”
…
I want to say it lasted long in that way, but I soon found myself making out with her. I didn’t finger her or play with her, we just kissed, and I held her naked body.
“I want to start over. I want to make a new garden.” I say my thought aloud.
“Kouta-kun, what can I do to help?”
“I don’t know yet. I want Sakuraba-san to be a part of it. I want her to be my main lover.”
“That’s good. I’m best being your mistress after all.”
“... I won’t take Kanae in.” I say, establishing the first boundary.
“I see… she offered to marry me when she found out I was pregnant with your baby.”
“I won’t let you.” I deny that offer for her.
“Kouta-kun?”
“Kanae … and mom. I don’t think there can ever be peace between them. So… you can’t with her. I’ll allow you to see her, but you cannot marry her. If I have to… I’ll go with you to some foreign country and marry you there. It might not be official here, but I will make you my woman properly, for Hanako’s sake.”
“...or Murai.”
“Aa.”
“Kouta… what if I find another woman… to enjoy?”
“Until I make you my flower again, with Ume’s acceptance… I have no right to stop you. If you decide to do that.”
“You won’t go crazy if I do?”
“No.”
“Is it because it’s a woman… that you reacted badly about Sato-san.”
“I’ve decided a woman counts after all. But what happened was that I didn’t allow it. That was my problem.”
“So you have to allow it?”
“When you become mine again, yes.”
“What if I went to another man…?”
“Until you are mine, what right do I have over you?”
“It hurts when you say that.”
“It hurts to say it. But I have to accept that I can’t control you. I only have the right to ask you to do as I wish, when I have the strength to support you entirely.”
“The only other man I want in my life is little Murai, you know?”
“What if I tell you to sleep with another man?”
“Then I’ll tell you no. You are the only one for me.”
I hug her. I hug her so tightly. I don’t deserve Ruru. I don’t deserve to have a woman who can do what she can. That’s why… I have to establish her role properly. What does she give me besides healing and peace? What do I give her besides my love?
I need to find it out.
I fall asleep holding on to my most precious package.
When I wake up, I’m alone in the bed, but I’m naked from the waist down. Fuck, did something happen? My pants are below my ankles, but my shirt is still on. Did I do something!?
There’s a note for me in the kitchen when I finally get up.
“Kouta-kun. Reiko-san and I went to the clinic for a check up. We’ll be home later. <3”
On the table is a tonkatsu rice bowl, and an egg which is covered by a netted screen.
It seems they ordered breakfast and left me something to eat.
On my phone is a message from Ume. I changed her name to the flower as I walked to Kanae’s studio last night.
[Apricot Blossom (1)
Your good girl misses you <3]
It makes me happy to see that. She’s my good(bad) girl. My conversation isn’t going to be pretty, when I tell her about what I want to do.
[To Apricot Blossom:
What if I wanted you to sleep with another man?]
ping. Sent.
…
ping.
[Apricot Blossom (1)
Photo Attached (1).]
I open it up.
There is a picture of a carrot which has been cleanly bisected by a large cleaver.
Well. That’s reassuring.
…
[To Apricot Blossom:
I want to add someone to our relationship. But I won’t do it without your consent. So I need to know how we can work it out. I haven’t done anything, nor will I until that happens. But it’s important. I told you I was fucked up. I don’t expect you to be agreeable to the idea, but I believe in trust. I want you to take the lead as my main woman.]
ping.
Now, which vegetable is being cut in half this time?
[Apricot Blossom (1)
I… if it’s my little sister… maybe. But not my mom! I don’t want to share you, Kouta! Not at all. It’s not with that girl is it? Nakada-san?]
…
Your little sister? That’s a crime! I don’t think I want to with your mom. I got a weird vibe from her, and I think I’ll safely pass on it.
[To Apricot Blossom:
No to your little sister, to your mom, and to Nakada-san. It’s someone you've already met. I… I love her. But, I can’t love her as my main woman. That’s the position I want you to have.]
ping.
…
[Apricot Blossom (1)
Are you acting this way because of yesterday? Do you think I will roll over and let you cheat on me where I can see it just because I said I was a bad girl?]
This conversation is going south on her end fast.
[To Apricot Blossom:
No. I’m happy you shared that with me. This is a thought for the future. I am that kind of person. I will stay with you until that happens, as I’m certain it will. At that time, you can hurt me all you want. I know I’ll deserve it. I’m the kind of man who’s tasted it before. It’s in me. But if your final answer is no, then I’ll enjoy only you for as long as I can.]
ping.
…
There was no reply.
I didn’t send another text.
It was an hour before there was a knock at my door. When I opened it, it was Ume.
“You could have called at least! Who talks about openly cheating through texts!!” She yells at me.
“Apparently, I do.” I say realizing it was pretty shitty of me to do so.
She slaps me across the face. Then storms in the house.
“I thought you loved only me, Kouta!”
“That was how I felt.”
“Was?”
“Just the only part. Look… I have something heavy to tell you.”
“You aren’t leaving me?”
“Did I say I was?”
I grab her hand and lead her to the kitchen. I open a drawer and pull out a large knife. I put it in her hand and hold it against where my heart is.
Her eyes are wide when I do this.
“I got a girl pregnant.”
The knife was shaking… I could feel the piercing tip.
“I’m going to take care of it, and I want to take care of her too.”
“W..Why are you telling me this!?”
“Because I understand your feelings for me. If you hate me for doing this, then push. I got her pregnant before I met you. I loved her then, and I love her still.”
I feel the knife push against me.
“Kouta… you…!”
I close my eyes.
“Be my main lover! Let me keep her as a mistress!” I say with all the feelings I have.
It hurts
Fuck it hurts… it’s definitely cut me.
…
clang.
The pain is still there, but the pressure is gone.
“Pregnant… was it that girl?”
“... yes.”
“That little author sensei I like?”
“Yes.”
“She’s carrying your baby?”
“Yes.”
“...”
…
“I … am a selfish man. I want to make love to you both.”
“...”
“Just her?”
“I don’t have anyone else that you need to worry about.”
“...”
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“Not Nakada-san?”
“I’m just there to hold her hand so she doesn’t end up sleeping around. For some reason it helps her.”
…
“I want to talk more about this. I haven’t said yes yet.”
I nod.
“Also, you are bleeding.”
“I expected to die, so that’s fine.”
“You were that serious?”
“I trusted you that much to understand.”
“I would have rather it been my little sister.”
“...”
“She’s important to me. I would have trusted you with her.”
“When she’s old enough, perhaps we can revisit it?” I say trying to figure out how concerned I needed to be about that.
I get punched in the ribs.
“You already have a mistress, now you want my sister!?”
“Only if she’s as wonderful as you are.”
I get kicked in the shin now. Fuck it hurts!
I counter by kissing her and pushing her against the counter. The knife is on the floor, and maybe my shirt has a trace of blood on it. I don’t care.
She turns around, lifts the skirt she is wearing, and drops her panties.
“Fuck me. Right now.”
It’s bad news to say no to a crazy stalker. I pull down my pants, take out my son, and do as she asks. She’s bent over the countertop in the kitchen, and I’m going in and out of her.
“This is crazy, this is crazy, this is crazy!!!” She’s saying like a mantra
I kiss her neck and shoulders as I caress the front of her body where her thighs meet her mound.
“Be crazy for me.” I whisper in her ear.
“AAAHHH!!!” she screams loudly and bangs the countertop.
Yep.
She is throwing it back on my son, and screaming bloody murder. It’s wild as heck! “Kouta… are you going to come in me again? Will you make me pregnant too?”
“I don’t have a condom, so I won’t go inside.”
“Let me know when you are about to… I’ll use my mouth.”
She… prefers it a bit rough. She takes my hand and puts it around her neck. I can feel her hold her breath as I pound away. With all the noise she’s making as she smacks the counter, I am unable to hear the door open.
“Fuck her good, Kouta-kun!”
I freeze and turn around.
Mom and Ruru have returned.
“Don’t mind us honey, do continue.”
Somehow, the drive to continue has stopped.
“YOU HEARD HER, DON’T YOU DARE FUCKING STOP!”
…
I turn back and continue at her insistence. She turns her head slightly, and gets a view of our audience, before facing the wall again.
“FORGET PULLING OUT. COME INSIDE ME!”
I.. she’s being louder than Kanae!
Ah.. dirty talk like this… I.. I’m a bit weak to it still … URGHH!!
I shoot it out inside of her. “YES…! ALL OF IT!!!” I pump and throb, and mark her as I mark all my women. At the last moment, she pushes her butt into me, and crunches up.
“Just… barely… made it… haaah.”
I stand there stunned at what happened.
I get a rousing round of applause.
“I want that, but in the butt.” I hear Ruru say.
“Oh, you like it too?” My mother follows up.
“It hurt like hell the first time, but I could feel it in my stomach. I wonder if I could come that way.”
“You need lots of lube if you are going to.”
“Oh, is that what I was missing?”
“Yes. It really chafes otherwise, dear.”
“I never knew.”
…
…
Why does this shit happen to me?
I pull out of Ume, and it drips into her panties.
“Hungry?” My mom calls out. I pull up my own pants and turn around to see they brought KFC.
Ume pulls up her own panties, and… is afraid to move.
“Umeko-chan, come over and eat with us.” My mother calls out to her.
“It’s fine. It’s just sex with Kouta-kun.” Ruru adds.
I give up. I take a seat, and go to reach for a piece of chicken, but mom slaps my hands.
“Go wash your hands!”
I got scolded.
“Gross~ who wants sticky chicken!” Ruru says with a bit of a chuckle.
I go to the sink to wash my hands.
“Bathroom, the sink is for clean washing.”
I sigh.
So I go upstairs to wash. Ume follows me, doing a small walk of shame.
When we get upstairs, I turn around and kiss her deeply. “That was incredibly hot.” I say to her.
“You like fucking crazy?”
“Is there anything better?”
She grabs hold of me, and I swear round two is about to begin, but I hear a growling stomach, and it’s isn’t mine.
“Let’s wash our hands and eat.”
“I… was so good about being a good girl.” she laments.
“I promise you Ume, you were very VERY good.”
“Pervert.” She punches me in the chest. Thankfully it wasn’t where she had pushed the knife in. It was a small prick into my skin, not deep at all.
I lift up my shirt and inspect it.
She licks it.
“Saliva helps it heal quicker.”
“Thanks, Ume.”
“You really are fucked up, aren’t you? I… could have killed you…”
“But you didn’t, and I can live another day to love you.”
“...”
We wash our hands and return downstairs. I change my shirt real fast, and meet Ume down there.
“Well, that was refreshing.” Mom says with a smile.
There is an empty plate waiting for me. The other three of them have begun eating. I say itadakimasu alone.
“Welcome to our family, Ume-chan.”
It’s the usual fare for take out. Fried chicken, coleslaw, corn salad, extra chicken burgers… plenty of mayonnaise. It seems Kizuna must have been hungry, as mom bought the largest bucket. It isn’t cheap.
“I’m… I’m sorry… I…” Ume stutters.
“It’s fine dear. But don’t damage the countertop too much in the future, okay?”
Mom passes her a biscuit, and me one as well.
Ruru just smiles at her as she hungrily eats a drumstick, making sure to put a thigh on my plate.
“Kouta’s favorite piece is a thigh, you know?” Ruru says this as she plops a thigh on my plate, winking at Ume.
I get a scoop of cole slaw as well.
We have drinks at home, so I pull out what remains of the big bottle of cherry cola, and four cups. I serve each of them their drinks.
“Thanks Kouta-kun.” Ruru says as she greedily takes a sip and finishes off her drumstick.
Ume is now completely aware of Ruru as the woman pregnant with my child. I wonder what thoughts are going on in her head right now. Harming Ruru is not one I will allow.
“How… how is the book coming along?” She chooses to make a friendly question instead of a tense one.
“I just finished the current arc, Do you have a premium account? You can get the latest there. Ando-san, my editor is working on what I recently submitted.”
“That’s good. I want to see more of Nanachi, she’s my favorite character.” Ume speaks up.
“Mine too. I wonder how it’s going to go. I thought you might like Biyori more, since she’s closer to your age.”
“Hmm.. No. Nanachi has it so hard, I want her to win the race. Biyori feels like she has an unfair advantage of his love.” Ume replies.
“I wonder. I was thinking about introducing another character.” Ruru mentions.
“Didn’t Biyori say it couldn’t go higher than the three of them?” Ume asks, having been keeping up.
“Read the latest chapter and find out what happened.” Ruru smiles maliciously.
“She’s a really pretty girl called Koume. I think she’s going to shake everything up.”
“Nooo. I don’t want anything to happen to my OTP!!”
This is torture. This is sheer fucking torture. Those names are too close to the originals. Koume!? Really, Ruru?
Well, we eat lunch and then the ladies do their thing. Ruru offers one to Ume.. who hesitates as I look at her. I smile, and get up, clearing the table, and putting the uneaten portion in the refrigerator. She gave in after all.
The sex was good, after all.
Mom lays into her a little bit more.
“No condom? Do you want me to take you to get a pill in a little while? Kouta, didn’t you buy that large box? Did you use them all already?”
Ugh.
“No… that was just something sudden.”
“Youth, huh? That’s how I had your sister.” Mom says it casually.
"I'll accept that pill, after all." Ume decides.
…
We sat and chatted, eventually watching something on television before the trouble started.
“Kouta… Just her?”
I nod.
“Ruru-sensei?” says Ume to Ruru.
“Yes, Umeko-chan?”
“I… I’ll allow it.”
“Allow what?” Ruru asks, knowing exactly what she meant.
“I… “
“You don’t have to say it. Thank you. It’ll only be once in a while. If you want… we can get to know each other better until you are comfortable with it. I don’t mind waiting a bit until then.”
How considerate of Ruru.
“You really are pregnant with Kouta’s child?”
“Yes. I’m entering my seventh week. It’s barely anything right now.”
“How… how do you feel?”
“Happy. Satisfied. Content. Even better when it’s papa is close by. I don't care for how my stomach feels in the morning though.”
Ume looks at me. I can only smile sheepishly.
“I’m… going to wait until I’m older… High school is too soon, even though I love Kouta enough.” Ume challenges Ruru.
“That’s smart, dear. Plenty of time in your life to have one, look at me, I’m just entering my forties.” mom interjects, rubbing her stomach.
Sunday is spent as such. Ume goes home at around 6pm, mom drove her to get a pill. That leaves me with just mom and Ruru when she gets back.
“Kouta, honestly. In the kitchen?”
“It just happened. She got jealous and came over.”
“Oh, why’s that?”
“Because… I told her I was going to make Ruru my lover again.”
Mom opened her eyes wide.
“Didn’t that not work out for you already?” Mom asks me.
“I didn’t know what to do then. I think… I will do it right this time.”
“So Kouta just wants to have lots of no-good women crazy for him?”
“... It seems that way. I blame all the video games I play.”
“Video games, huh? You don’t mean your mom and sister?”
“I thought that part was already obvious.”
“Such a considerate son.”
“Ruru, looks like you can let it out now.” Mom brings the conversation to Ruru.
“Kouta-kun, prepare yourself for tonight.”
…
All that happened was a joint bath with mother and lover. I could have sworn that Ruru’s little breasts grew just a tiny bit bigger.
Then I read Kizuna and Hanako a story, and fell asleep with Ruru holding on to me…
(Secret 76: Ruru kept to her word. They would go on a couple of dates with the three of them, before Umeko was okay with it. They had a threesome in his bedroom. Ume-chan had never kissed a girl before, except her sister, but only on the lips.)
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