Chapter 103: Kouta gets decisive about love.

I wake up to a woman in my arms.  Nothing unusual, right?  Except this time it’s my mother.  She’s in a very loose nightgown, and her breasts are spilling out of them.  She’s got me pulled tight against her, and her pregnant belly is pushed firmly against my own stomach.

The way it is… she might as well be naked.  I…  maybe I let things get this way, pretending to be dad for her at night.  My mother is an incredibly beautiful woman, even for just being over forty.  I saw this when Shiori was making love with me… when she kissed my mother…  I…

“Mmm.. Kouta…”

…

OK. Okay, now it’s gotten weird.

I shake her a bit.

“Mom?”

She opens her eyes.

“Kouta.”

She pulls me tightly into her, and my heart is beating fast.

“Mom… this is a bit…”

“Shh…”

She strokes my hair, as I rest on her cleavage. 

“Just… let me hold you.  Your mom hasn’t… since dad left…  I… just want to hold you…”

“...okay.”

Her breasts are firm, no doubt filling with the nutrition my little imouto is waiting to enjoy when she is born.  It seems mom is suffering without dad to take care of her needs.

“Thank you for staying with me, Kouta.  Thank you for not abandoning me.”

…

“But I did, especially for that first week.”

“It’s understandable.  It… was probably a long time coming.  But I’m still glad.  I’m still glad you’ll let me be your mother.  I’m so glad you’ll be her for Kizuna.”

“Mom… are you upset that… Kanae and I did... that?”

…

“No.” She says as she kisses the top of my head “I told you that was my fault.  Don’t think about it any more, or anything that might come from it.  It’s just us now.  It’s your family now.  You are the man of the house, I just want it to be a happy place… for all of us.  Ruru… and your Umeko-chan… A place where my Kouta can be happy after all the hardship he’s been through in his life.  There’s so much I don’t know about you.  So much I want to know about my sweet Kouta.”

I can feel all the damage Kanae has done to me right now.  It’s swelling up down below.

“Mom… I’m uh… can we.”

“No.  I’m not done.  It’s okay Kouta.  I’m a beautiful desirable woman, and I’m holding you in my arms.  How can you not be affected?  You are a young man, and by all accounts raring to go.”

“But what if I… attack you.”

“Then you do.   Do you want to make me your woman, Kouta? No one else is around to do the job.”

“Mom!”

“I’m just kidding.”  She says “I wish Ruru was here.”

“Ruru?  Why?” I ask.

“Because she’s so fun to cuddle with.”

“Only cuddle?”

“No… not just cuddle.”

“...”

“Are you angry?  You left two lonely and pent up women together.”

“I…”

“I will remarry eventually.  I’m not going to cause you to worry about me forever.  I know what you’ve been doing.  Keeping me calm at night.  Pretending to be… Ryo.  You aren’t Ryo.  No part of you is as foolish as that man.”

“I’m sorry if that bothered you. I was just worried.”

Mom puts my hand on her belly.

“Both of us love you, Kouta.  Don’t worry about everything.  You’ve taken good care of Kizuna and I.  You have taken good care of Ruru, and you will surely take good care of Umeko-chan.  What can we do for you?  You said yesterday that you had felt some anxiety.  What’s bothering you?  How can we help you feel good?”

“Tell me how to fall out of love.”

“Out of love?  With who?”

“Shi-chan.”

Mom tightens her hug.  

“There’s no way it’s possible.”

“Mom… I… don’t know what to do.  She’s had… eleven other men.  I… can’t handle knowing it.”

“Of course you can, dear.”

“How!?”

“You make her your woman.”

“That has been the problem.”

“No it hasn’t.  She made you her man.  There is a difference.”

“??”

“When a woman loves a man, she goes crazy for him.  It’s the man’s job to tell her what is and isn’t allowed.  She exists to be filled by him.  Her whole heart and soul.  So fill her properly, and you can change her.  Fill her with what you want her to be.”

…

What I want her to be?

“Do you want her to be your woman? Then make her your woman.  Tell her there can be no one but you.  Do you want her to think for herself?  Tell her you need her opinion. Do you want her to be better?  Encourage her and praise her, but keep the criticism light, and always tell her you love her.  It’s not that hard.”

“Even if I want her to be my woman… I’ve abandoned her.  I’m with Ume now.”

“From what it sounds like, she hasn’t abandoned you.  She is just lost, waiting for you to find her, to bring her back, to her place beside you.”

…

Mom pushes me down on the bed and climbs on top of me.  She’s resting her… on it.  She has to know.  Please… this is so wrong. Mom is staring into my eyes… they are hungry eyes.

“Just take what you want, Kouta.  You are better than a regular boy.  You have women who love you, and will listen to your selfishness.  Take everything and be happy with it.  But communicate your needs.  Communicate what you want… what you desire to take.  TAKE IT.  A man who takes what he wants is the most desirable of all. That is the ultimate truth to a woman.”

Take.. what I want.

Her breasts are like low hanging fruit before me.  Oversized coconuts filled with forbidden milk. Ripe for the plucking… I just have to take them...

Mom kisses my forehead.

“Well, you have to learn it all at your own speed, but be careful, the god of opportunity hates those who hesitate.”

She climbs off of me, and reaches for a pack, enjoying the first one of her day.

“I’ll fix you breakfast.  Go get ready for school.”

…

All the tension just crashed around me.  What the hell was that, anyway?  Did mom… just tell me to…

I.. I need to let loose.

I wonder if Ume would let me have a quickie…

No.

Not Ume nor Ruru will put this fire out.

Only She can.  Only… Shi… can.

I grab my head in frustration.  Tense frustration.

The video Mahiro plays in my mind over and over.  It’s guy after guy, like watching a gangbang line.  But she’s waiting for just one.  Just the right one, and she can have her suffering end.  Me.

I toss a pillow at the wall and grumble loudly.

I get up and go to my room to change.  When I see the poster… I punch it.  I’m so fucking pissed off.  It’s all Kanae’s fault.  I swear I’m going to fuck a new hole into her the next time I see her.

Feeling monstrously hot and bothered, I change into my school clothes, skip the shower, and go downstairs for breakfast.

It’s a Seven bento.

Expected, really, but grateful to mom for providing it, anyway.

“What do you want to eat when you come home?”

“Beef.” I say.

“Sure, I know a good place.”

I down the cheap meal, and hear a knock at the door.

“Love you mom.  See you later.”

“I love you too, Kouta.  Have a good day.”

At the door is Ume.  I grab hold of her like a dakimakura and whisper in her ear.  “I want to fuck you so badly right now.”

She squirms a bit. “Kouta?”

“Sorry, I’m pent up for some reason.”

“You didn’t again today?”

“I told you Ume, I won’t until you accept it.”

“... want to sneak and do it at lunch?”

“No.  Somehow.. I don’t want to do it there.”

“Then after school, you can come to my house, okay?”

“Okay.”

I lock the door behind me, and I grab her ass because I’m pent up.

“Kouta<3”

“I can’t help it, okay?”

“I don’t particularly mind it…”

School is the same old thing.  Except lunch.  That Seven bento isn’t sitting well, so I go to the restroom for a minute.  While I’m.. vacating.. I overhear a conversation.

“Man, that girl is nothing but trouble.” says voice A.

“Ha ha, you are just mad because your girlfriend caught you.” voice B replies.

“Tch.  She was asleep, and the other was crashing on her couch.  I thought I’d go for it.  They are all sluts, anyway.”  voice A continues.

“Well, anyway… I’m about to stick it in right.  Like.. I got the tip right there.  Then she comes out, and just fucking decks me in the head.  That wakes her up and she’s all screaming some dude’s name, and sorry, like over and over again.  She’s fucking mental.” 

“Ha ha so Rina fucked you up.” Voice B says laughingly at Voice A.

!!

“Then she kicks me out, I’m just in my underwear, she didn’t even throw my pants out.  I had to do a walk of shame all the way home.”

Voice A says with mild frustration.

“So now you’ve got no girlfriend, and nothing to show for it.” Voice B follows up.

“Rina was a hassle anyway, always wanting to use condoms.  I’ll just flirt with some nerdy chick instead, they are the easiest to deal with.”

Voice A ends with.

“Let me know if she’s in to be spitroasted.” Voice B ends too.

I hear two urinals flush.  I wait a bit, and flush myself then leave.  I couldn’t get a look at either of the guys, but certainly one of them was Rina’s boyfriend.  From the sound of it, she wasn’t penetrated… and his voiced disregard for condoms means he could… he would have marked what was mine… what… IS mine…

In frustration I kick the stall I just came out of, leaving a mark.  I shouldn’t damage public property, but I swear I will deck that piece of shit too for even trying that with my woman. 

All of Nakada-san is mine.

ALL OF IT GODDAMNIT!

…

I can feel my body tingling… my heart is beating fast.  

I won’t let it happen.

I won’t let anything like that happen to her.

Ume… I may have to betray you.  If I do…  I won’t ask you to forgive me.

I run out of the stall, and instead of heading to Ume, I go to where Shi-chan and the girls are.

“Oh, ex-boyfriend-kun”  Mahiro calls out to me.  I’m not panting like I usually would be.  I’ve been exercising a bit.

“Shi-chan…”

“Kouta!”  She springs up from where she’s sitting.  She’s being a delinquent with Rina.  Mahiro I’ve never seen do that stuff.  Maybe Mahiro is a good gyaru?  I’ll keep that in mind.

I pull Shi-chan into a hug.

It’s all I do.  I just hold her.

“Kouta?”

“Shh…”

I just hold her.  I hold this poor girl I have been horrible to.

It’s not like it’s a one way street.  She’s done some careless shit to me as well, but… We’re fucked up for each other.  It’s how it is.  What I know… I think… even if he said it went in… and he marked her… I would still have run here, just to hold her.

“Getting back together?” I hear Mahiro say.

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I don’t say a thing.  I don’t need to.  Not right now.  

I whisper only to her.

“I want you so badly.  So very badly.  But I can’t right now.  I have no right to ask, but give me time.  Give me time to make you my woman again.”

“Kouta… I’m already your woman.  I always have been, since that day.”

“I’m sorry I was unable to remember the promise, and you suffered because of that.”

“Nothing matters to me but you.  If it takes twenty years, I’ll wait for you, but the itch is always bad without you.”

“If it’s impossible… tell me.  I’ll sacrifice what I have to… if it means I can heal you.  You, me… we’re broken people.  I want the Shi-chan who can say she loves me not because of a promise, but because she truly does.  We’ll talk about this later, okay?  I have Ume-chan waiting for me.”

I let go of her, and kiss her on the cheek, then I turn around and run back to class.  I can only pray Ume didn’t see that.  Holding hands is one thing, but what I did definitely requires an explanation.

I make it back to class, and I lied to Ume.

“I ran into Shi-chan.  I just held her hand for a few minutes.  I’m sorry.”

Ume shakes her head.

“Thank you for telling me.  That’s all you need to do with her today, right?”

“Right.  I’ve returned to Umeume mode.”

“Umeume mode?”

“Where my love is only for you<3”

“Oh, so you were lying to me.”

“I only love Ume.”

“Tell that to the pregnant mistress you want so bad.”

I take an arrow to the knee with that comment.

“...”

“Here.”  She picks up a narutomaki from the shared bento and feeds me it.

She’s got a coquettish smile.

Ah, she’s a good(bad) girl after all.

Yes.  I’ll be happy with those three in my new garden, I just need to make it happen.

--

After school, I go with Ume to her house.  Chikako is there, and is eyeing me suspiciously.

“Kouta-onii-chan!” She springs out of her room, and she’s dressed like JC would be.

“Hi, Chikako-chan.”

“I told you to call me Chichi.” (*Chichi in this case is Breasts, but also a shortened form with familiar honorific Chi from Chikako, and chi from chan)

“I like staying out of prison, thanks.” I respond flatly.

“Muu~  You are no fun today, Kouta-onii-chan.”  She then recovers instantly. “Here to play with Onee today?”

“Yes, Kouta is here to play with Onee today.” Ume says to her.

“Play with me later then, okay?”

…

I feel this is not a safe line of conversation on her end.  Chikako just as quickly goes back into her room.

“Sorry for my sister. She’s into JAVs lately.  Curious about sex.”

“I won’t say anything. I was like that in middle school too.” I admit to Ume.

“You tried to get your sister’s boyfriend to sleep with you?”

“Honestly, my life might have turned out better if one had.” I lament.

“I’m okay with BL.”

“Oh yeah?” I say, taking her glasses off and putting them on me.  Strangely I can see just fine with them. “I’m a Seme, you know?  Want to be my Ume?” (*Ume is for Umeko, it’s a play on Uke which means bottom/submissive.)

She punches me in the stomach doubling me over then takes the classes.

“That lame joke means you have to do one thing I say without question.”

I recover easily, wondering what the thing she wants me to do is.

“Alright.”

She drags me to her room.

She pulls out her drawer and a long cylindrical object and a bottle of lubricant.

“I want to try it in both holes.” she says mischievously.

Eh?

“So Kouta can decide which hole he wants to try today, and use this on the other.”

I.. I somehow expected this would come from Ruru, I’m not going to lie.  Sakuraba-san’s butt, huh?  It could be fun.

We get naked, and start with kissing.  It’s kind of exciting, and I really want to let loose.  I decide I want her moist passage though.  So I take the bottle and drip some lube on the device then begin with inserting it in her wrinkled entrance.  I go nice and slow until it’s in a good way and she’s feeling it, then I turn the setting on low.  I then put my son into the main attraction, and It feels immediately interesting, like I’m rubbing against something pushing up beneath me that’s shaking.

“Fuck… that feels so good…  just go slow for now…” She says.

Sakuraba-san is getting into it. I’m getting into it a bit too good as well.  Maybe I should have squeezed one out before going to school.  I do my best to hold on…

At her request I turn the speed up a bit.  As I pump into her, after a short while she crunches up into her usual ‘I came’ motion.  My son feels like a tetris piece that changed from an I into a S.

“I’m… I’m there… I’m… ahnnnn~<3”

I’m not wearing a condom.  I was risky enough with her already. Ruru reminds me I’m quite capabale of it, so, I pull out and spray it out all over the top of her spread. She has a little hair growing in, and now it’s coated in Kouta.

She forces the device out, by herself slowly, and just pants for a bit.

“That…  was so… amazing!” She says aloud.

I had fun too.

Well... ‘had’ is the operative word.

The door to her room bursts open, and it’s her mother. “So, you won’t help me at work, but you’ll do it for free here, huh?”

I get a peculiar look from her. “Not bad.  Not bad.  A bit bigger than average.”

She walks over to me. “She good enough, or would you like to try the real thing?”

I’m being touched inappropriately by her mother on my naked body.

“Mom.  Get away from him.” Ume says to her mother.

“Why should I?  I get the same old types all the time, maybe I want something a bit younger and more flexible.  You like flexible, don’t you?”

…  her hand reaches out for my son.  She’s grabbed it and is stroking it.

“I see you already used my daughter.”  The mom says, looking at her daughter who’s lower extremity is covered in me.  “Pity, if you knocked her up, there’s people who’d pay more to come in her without having to worry.”

“Mom! Get out!”  Sakuraba-san yells.

“This is my house young lady, and so is everything inside of it!” her mom yells back.

“You got money kid?  My girls aren’t free.” I’m solicited.

…

Are you kidding me.

“How much for her?” I say. “Rest of the day.”

“5,000Yen.”

“You mind letting go?” I ask, impolitely.

She lets go of my son.  I walk over to my pants and pull out enough from my wallet, and hand it to her.

“Pleasure doing business with you.  If you want something younger, or older, the price is negotiable.”  With that, the mom walks out of the room, closing the door behind her.

Ume is looking at me, hurt.

I climb on the bed with her.

“A small price to pay, so that I can hug my precious girlfriend.” I say to her.

And so I hug her.  I hug her as she sniffles and wails into a pillow.  It’s muted, but I can definitely hear it.

“To me, you are worth any price.  I just did that so she would leave.  I love you.  I’m here for you… for my Ume.”

And that’s all we did.  I held her for two hours.  Hugged.  Then I got dressed.

Her mom was in the kitchen. Something was cooking, but she was otherwise engaged, enjoying a cigarette while browsing her phone.  “Thank you for the good time.” I said as I departed.  The mother just winked at me. “Anytime.”

I left her house feeling like shit.  Not for me, but for her.  Is that how she lives?  Was she telling the truth about it just being one time?  I have no reason not to trust her.  What about her sister?

What can I do for her?

I don’t want to leave her alone… but if she’s there, she can maybe prevent that stuff from happening to her little sister, or maybe that’s what she thinks. With a mother like that, though...

I send her a text.

[To Apricot Blossom:

If you or your sister ever need a place.  Come to my house.  No question asked.  I love you.]

ping. Sent!

…

I get home, and Ruru has come back!

Ruru is typing away on the laptop, it must be good, because her ashtray is nearly full.  I empty it for her.  Then I come up behind her and wrap my arms around her.

“So, I hear you like to cuddle with my mother.”

She freezes.

“I’m sorry kouta-kun!... don’t….”

She’s squirming out of my arms.  I let go.  She moves quickly to her feet and away from me.

I look at her confused as to why.

..

Oh.

Oh… that’s right…  I hurt her…

“I’m not mad.  It’s okay Ruru.  I’ll go over here, don’t worry.  I’m not angry at all.”

She’s looking at me with some caution.

“It just happened Kouta-kun.” She says defensively.

“It’s fine.  I told you, until I make you my woman again, I have no right to tell you what to do with your body.”

…

“What’s all the fuss?”  My mother comes out of the room in a skimpy dress. “Kouta, welcome home.  I’m about to order dinner.  You said beef earlier, right?”

I nod.

Mom pulls out her phone and orders some delivery.  “Nikujaga okay?”  

“Fine with me.  Ruru?”

“Yes.  That will be fine.” Ruru says agreeably, defensively.

So mom orders and Ruru cautiously sits back down.

“So, how did it go at school today, Kouta?” Mom asks me.

“The usual good and bad, though mostly bad.  Sometimes I think it would be better if I was a recluse.  I’m tired of hurting and seeing people hurt, that’s all.”

“That’s just a part of life, honey.  Everyone has desires, and most of them are twisted in some way.”

I just nod.  I don’t want to tell mom about what I saw at Sakuraba-san’s just yet.  

“Ruru… can I hug you for just a little bit, please?”

Ruru looks at me for a moment, then gets up.  I have to get on my knees to put my face where my hanako is.  I nuzzle against her stomach and kiss it a bit.  My hands are wrapped around her waist.

Ruru pets my head.

“Sorry, Kouta-kun.”

“It’s my fault isn’t it.  I didn’t mean to surprise you.”

“Not that.  Well, that too, but… about what you mentioned.”

“Are you happy?” I ask. “I just want my family to be happy.”

“I’m happiest with you.”

So I kiss her stomach some more.  I will give hanako lots of love. Lots and lots of love.  I won’t be a crazy papa.  I will get it under control.

This lovely scene is interrupted by my mother suggesting we get a room.  I would if I could, mom.  I would if I could.  But I’m a decent person.  I will do my best to be a decent person.  When I’m depraved enough… well, that’s what Kanae is for.

There’s a knocking at the door.  I can’t wait to eat.

(Secret 78:  Kouta got Rina’s contact information the next day, privately, and asked about the details of what happened through a text.  It matched up to what he overheard in the stalls. He felt a great sense of relief afterwards.)

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