Chapter 36: Kouta comes clean

When I wake up, I am greeted with Nakada-san giving me a flurry of kisses all over my face, neck and upper body

 

“Ko~u~ta~<3  Time to wake up, sleepyhead!”

 

I wonder if this is how Kana-chan feels when she receives this paradise call?

 

I reach up and put my arms around her, bringing her close to me.

 

“Nihehe~ Kouta loves me<3”

 

I totally do.

 

She’s absolutely insane, and I never know what she will do next, but I love holding her in my arms.

 

We stay like that for a while, before she whispers that it’s Kana-chan’s turn next.

 

“Go make her day start wonderful too…” I say softly to Nakada-san as I reluctantly let go of her.

 

Nakada-san only needs to move a little before she can climb on to Kana-chan and do the same thing.

 

A bevy of kisses and then the sweet call of “Wake up Hime.”

 

It’s kind of erotic watching it.

 

Even though Nakada-san is not my lover in the truest sense of the word yet, she is to Kana-chan.

 

Nakada-san who in the span of only a few days drove the woman who was once my sister to the edge, and corrupted her so easily, is so easily wrapping us around her finger.

 

Kana-chan does much the same as I do, embracing her with all her heart.

 

Nakada-san does her playful laugh, and of course says something corruptive again so early in the morning.

 

“Nee~ Something’s not quite right.”

 

And what’s that I can’t help but wonder.

 

“Kouta has two lovers right?  So far he has only been lovingly woken up by one.  Kana-chan has to do her part too!”

 

…

 

It might not be so bad…

 

Kana-chan steals a kiss from Nakada-san for mental support I imagine before our caramel goddess extricates herself, and Kana-chan climbs on top of me.

 

Kisses come from my sister and fall upon my face as they did with Nakada-san. The kisses are soft and sweet.  It still takes some getting used to, but Kana-chan and I are still awkward with each other, or at least I am still, even after that night.

 

Kana-chan says it a bit louder than a whisper, probably so Nakada-san can hear.

 

“Does Kouta want to start with breakfast, a bath, or a~ta~shi?”

 

Why is the least appetizing option not the bath?

 

She gives me a big hug, and one final kiss on the lips, before she climbs off.

 

I’m getting used to it.

 

Like Nakada-san, Kana-chan is naked, since Nakada-san like to sleep naked and has us do so as well.

 

I think if she tried, she would have had no end to men or even women who would want to be with her.

 

Yet, the taboo of the situation weighs on me.

 

I am helped up by my night blossoms, and we all begin to dress.

 

Kana-chan offers to make breakfast, but Nakada-san wants to stay with me for a bit.

 

So, alone with my Shi-chan, I can’t help but sit on the bed, and put my arms out, wanting her to climb onto my lap.

 

“Kouta is so spoiled.” she says, but I already know that.

 

There is a thought I had mulling around in my head, and with some privacy now, I wanted to ask her.

 

“Shi-chan, can I ask you something?”

 

“Un.”

 

“Last week… when you and my father…”

She hugs me tightly when I begin to speak my thought.

 

“You know I saw it, right?”

 

“Un…”

 

I can feel her tremble a little.

 

“I’m not upset anymore.  Don’t worry.”

 

She’s still trembling.

 

“I… when I saw you… and him… I imagined it was me.”

 

She squeezes me tighter.

 

“But, I … couldn’t stop myself from… touching… and when I saw you make a certain face as you used your mouth…  I let it out…”

 

“Kouta…”

 

“Am I fucked up… for doing that?”

 

“No Kouta.  Though the last person I ever want to have that horrible memory of me being unfaithful to you, is you yourself… you aren’t fucked up.  Listen to me, okay?  Kouta was just in shock.  Kouta says he liked me from when he first saw me in school last year, right?  Even I would react that way if I were to have seen Kouta with another woman… I would have screamed and cried alot.”

 

“I didn’t scream… I just…”

 

I feel that scene re-enter my mind.

 

“I went upstairs afterwards… and I just imagined it was myself… and not dad.  I just kept on.. until I passed out while crying…”

 

She hugs me as tight as she can and though she’s trembling, I’m the one who ends up crying into her chest.

 

She kisses me atop my head, as she rubs my back concernedly.

 

“Will you let me tell you it’s okay, Kouta?  I’m sorry you had to see it… but you need to know unfornunately, I am that kind of girl.  Something got into me, and I would do those kinds of things from time to time.  But the only thing I would think about, was that whenever it happened, it was with you.  I never bothered to look at them properly or even to get to know their names or remeber their faces.  To me, it was always Kouta.  Kouta’s face, Kouta’s …  It was only because I didn’t know where to find you.”

 

Now I can feel her cry too.

 

I return the tight hug as well.

 

“I wish you could understand that to me, there is only you. Only you in my thoughts, and only you in my heart.  I wish the other part was only for Kouta too, but I can’t undo it…  I can only hope that Kouta one day will accept that part of me too…”

 

…

 

“I’m sorry I’ve got such hang-ups Shi-chan.”

 

“Shh…” She pets me as she whimpers a bit.

 

“Kouta is a good boy… such a good boy… I don’t deserve him… but I’ve never been happier to have him.”

 

I lean back and she falls slowly with me, until her face is in my chest.

 

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I could see that her face was pained and she had been crying.

 

“You know… It was always with protection.  Even if I got lost in it… I did my best so that when it came time, Kouta would be the one to mark me as his woman.  That is the only thing I can offer you… that when you finally take me… I want you to let it all out in me.  Okay?  Don’t even worry about the consequences, just make me your woman properly at that time.  As much and as many times as you can.  Fill me with the same love I have for you.  Only for you.”

 

I hear her feelings.

 

She knows what she’s done, because she has her own demons to fight, but it’s only because I was absent in her life.

 

“If… if Kouta wants… even now… he can do whatever he wants… I will always be ready to accept him inside of me.”

 

Nakada-san, sat up on me, and pushed her center down on my son.  It only took a moment for him to react to her words.

 

Her face was soft, her cheeks wet with tears, but her eyes were focused on me.

 

She moved a bit, and I could feel her slide over my son.

 

“Would.. you like to?  If you want, you can just lay back like you are, and I’ll do everything, Kouta…”

 

Ah, the stimulation is too high.

 

I really fucking want to.  I want her to do everything she said.  I want her to take me inside of her, and I want to mark her until I can’t squeeze another drop out.

 

I don’t know where my reasoning was hiding.

 

But it showed up.

 

I reached for her arms and pulled her back down to my chest and held her tight.

 

“If not my for my birthday present, then fine, but … you said you wanted to do it there.”

 

“Un.  I really want to do it with Kouta in that place.  Kouta doesn’t understand why, but it’s super important to me as well.  But my love for Kouta is more important.  I don’t want Kouta to ever think for a second that I won’t do anything for him.  Anything.”

 

Her love is as heavy as her words.

 

Eventually I calm down.

 

I kiss her cheeks and my lips taste the salt leftover from the tears she shed.

 

I should have said I love you, but it felt unnecessary, so instead I suggested we eat breakfast, and not keep Kana-chan worried about us.

 

I reach for a tissue and bring it to her face, to wipe off the insecurities my own have cause her to face as well.

 

I’m such a shitty person.

 

But she loves me for some reason.

 

She never wants to betray or hurt me, though it might be possible that she may because of that very same desire not to.

 

If she accidentally does, will I be able to forgive her?

 

There is another question that came into my mind then too.  But it was forbidden. Senpai suggested that Nakada-san with a woman might count for me.  Kii-chan said otherwise.

 

But what about another…

 

No.  I don’t want to think about that at all.  I don’t want to ask her that and find out the answer to that question at all.  But I can’t help thinking that if I asked… she would.

 

I shudder internally.

 

I need to clear my mind.

 

“Shall we go down and have breakfast?” I ask.

 

“Un  Kana-chan’s such a good cook.”

 

“Shi-chan isn’t bad either.  I ate one percent of her feelings after all, so I can understand Shi-chan’s heart one percent better, because of it.”

 

She give me a kiss suddenly, which becomes one of those deep exporatory kinds that I like so much.

 

“Kouta<3  My feelings for you only get hotter, you know?<3”

 

Ah, I’m in for more hell, aren’t I?

 

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Downstairs, Kana-chan was waiting for us. 

 

Even though I dried Nakada-san’s tears, Kana-chan can see something had happened.

 

“Is Shi-chan okay?  Kouta!  Did you bully her?”

 

As if I would know how to!

 

“I’m fine Kana-chan.  Kouta and I had a small talk, and I think he understands me a bit better, and I’m so happy because of it.”

 

Kana-chan had already managed to prepare breakfast and set the table, so she ran over to Nakada-san to comfort her.

 

I hope the power of a woman’s soft touch and understanding can make her feel better.

 

Ganbare!

 

We sat down for breakfast and it was something simple, just fish and rice, with some sides.  Kana-chan’s smartphone wasn’t even out to snap pictures of it.

 

My phone suddenly rang.

 

“Hello?” I answer.

 

“Hi, this is Kawamura-san, correct?”

 

“Yes.”

 

“Great.  I’m from Ishida Rentals, and I just wanted to let you know that everything was taken care of yesterday, and that if you would like, you can move in as soon as today.”

 

“Oh! That’s great!”

 

“Yes. So, please stop by our branch anytime to pick up your key.”

 

“I will do so, thank you for calling to let me know.”

 

“It’s our pleasure, have a nice day.”

 

Beep!

 

“I just got some really good news!” I say to the girls. “Our 2LDK is ready to move into today!”

 

Kana-chan’s face lights up, and even Nakada-san’s mood has improved at hearing that.

 

“Would you like to go take a look at it later?”

 

“UN!”

 

“Hell yeah!”

 

So we enjoy a comfortable breakfast together, and make plans to see where we will be living together from now on.

 

My new life with Nakada-san and Kana-chan.

(Secret 34:   The part of Kana-chan's body that Kouta has finally come to like, are her unusually soft lips.  The morning wake-up routine is the favorite part of his day.)

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