Chapter 40: Kouta gets served by an Angel.

It seems I was presumptuous.

 

The Angel has placed her foot upon the back of my head which is already touching the carpet in dogeza.  She applies pressure and twists her foot back and forth like she was stepping on a bug.

 

Ah.

 

A bug.

 

Yes, this is the appropriate punishment for a no good bug such as myself.

 

“I’m sorry that I have such a wonderful girlfriend as Shiori, and yet was deceived by another woman.  Please punish this useless bug as you see fit!!”

 

Sincerity.

 

I am a sincere person.

 

I really do love Nakada-san.  I should have been stronger.  I want to think it wasn’t related to be being pent up from not releasing it out at that time.  

 

No.

 

To be honest, Yoragata-san is not someone I would have felt the need to be defensive around.  The only thing about her that seemed to draw my eye, besides the obvious articles of clothing, was that like me, she appeared to be deeply alone.  At a sexual level, she's in a very odd place.

 

Kana-chan is also alone like me, but she also has acquaintances at work and other places.  Her hang up is more about finding someone who can give her skinship in a way that’s exciting or nurturing, without being fearful of neglect or abandonment.

 

For Nakada-san, I can’t explain.  She’s told me numerous times that for her, there is only me. And for me it should very much be the same, but I wonder if my love for her is even a close match?

 

'One percent of her feelings.'  It was so fucking spicy...

 

A woman’s heart can do many confusing things.

 

Right now, is her heart in conflict hearing that I have betrayed her?  That I gave in to another woman so easily?

 

Sigh.

 

I really am the worst.

 

“I’m sorry Shiori!  I truly am!  But I also do not regret making Yoragata-san happy!”

 

Eh?  I don’t?  Did I even make her happy?  When I am in dogeza it is impossible for me to lie.  It is a pose of sincerity and connected to the innermost desires.  The desire to apologize is just one of the many chambers it leads to.

 

I believe Yoragata-san was just fooling around on what she thought was a completely inexperienced kid, to get him flustered enough to do something easy for her… right?  Like a gyaru making an otaku a gopher for melon pan or yakisoba bread.  It's easy to understand it that way.

 

Yet maybe I had given her signals that I was interested in more?

 

And she was also… interested in more as well?

 

I try and shake my head to clear those thoughts away, but Shiori is really stomping my face into the carpet.  It’s all my fault she’s upset.

 

It stops.

 

I remain in dogeza.

 

The Angel lowers herself down to a seated position.  She drags my head onto her lap.

I feel something warm drop onto my face.

 

Once… twice…

 

Oh no.

 

I can hear the footfalls of another person and a small breeze blow past.  Then I feel the body that this lap is attached to take an impact from behind.

 

Was it Kanae?  

 

Hold her tight, Kanae!  This useless bug… cannot be relied on anymore.

 

“Kouta.  Why, cheat?”  The Angel’s voice is soft, but accusatory.

 

Why indeed.

 

“I don’t have a reason that could ever be good enough to give you.  I let it happen. I'm so sorry.”

 

I can feel her place her hand on the back of my head.  My face is resting atop her thighs, facing the wall.  I cannot see her or Kana-chan.

 

“Kouta.  Shiori, Kana, not enough?”

 

More than enough.  Shi-chan by herself is already far more than enough!

 

“Shiori by herself is enough for me, with Kana-chan it is overflowing.”

 

The Angel gently runs her divinely soft hand through my hair and down my cheek.

 

I’m terrified to look up and see her face.

 

“Did… Kouta… protection?”

 

Eh?  Protection?  Was protection needed?  It was only just my mouth after all…?

 

“There was no need for it.” I tell her.

 

“...”

 

“...”

 

“Kouta… is safe?”

 

“Yes.  I kept it safe for you.”

 

“I see…”

 

Two words.  Two words which can contain volumes of unfathomable amounts of thoughts and feelings on the matter at hand.

 

“Glad... Kouta was honest.”  I could feel her lean forward and hug me.  Am I forgiven?  Probably not yet.  Probably not anytime soon.  But maybe in the future...  I just have to not fuck up again!

 

“Kouta, Kana-chan… eaten?”

 

The angel asks if we’ve eaten breakfast.

 

“Not yet.”  I inform her.  Kana-chan should have said something, but she hasn’t.

 

“Kouta, Kanae, I will make.”

 

I am suddenly being helped up by Kana-chan off of the Angel’s lap.  I look at Shi-chan's face, and there is no visible trace of tears, only a bit of watery fluctuation in her eyes. 

 

Was I mistaken?

 

Kana-chan has me sit on the sofa while she fetches me a soda and herself another bottle of water from the fridge.  

 

Nakada-san was wearing a regular purple and black plaid skirt that went down to her knees, and a lavender shirt that had some caricatures of a j-pop boys band which was really popular in middle school today.

 

Her wavy blonde hair was in the usual up-do, and tied to the side of her head with that same red ribbon as always.

 

Kana-chan helped pull a few things out for Nakada-san to begin cooking us breakfast with.  There were many things we were missing, but she had no problem with what she was making.

 

Shiori wore that cute lion apron I purchased after all, though unfortunately, she is fully clothed. My promised vision of a mostly naked Nakada-hadaka to Kana-chan will have to wait for now.

 

So what’s for breakfast?

 

Golden rice which was cooked with a chicken stock covered by a drippy scrambled egg blanket, and thin strips of seasoned chicken with furikake and a garnish of thinly sliced pickled vegetable salad.

 

Kana-chan set the table, and we soon sat down to breakfast. Since Shi-chan did the cooking, Kana-chan handled the serving as well.

 

Yeah, the food is really good.

 

I’m already a big fan of TKG, so having a mostly cooked scrambled egg’s runny yolk turn my rice golden, was always welcome for breakfast.

 

I was curious about the thinly sliced chicken, but after asking, it turns out Shi-chan just likes chicken. 

 

“KFC bucket. Every year. The best!” She says enthusiastically when I inquired further.

 

It’s not easy to always get one of those every year, sometimes you have to reserve your order really early on, especially for the big holidays.

 

 We finished breakfast, but not before Kana-chan had taken quite a few snapshots for her insta and tweet.

 

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“Love’s Cowardly 3P.”

 

Ingredients:

Chicken Stock.

Assorted Spices.

2 cups rice (washed).

3 Tsp. Furikake.

6 Eggs, scrambled (wet).

1 kg. Boneless Chicken, thinly sliced.

4 Tbsp. Butter / Substitute.

 

Cook washed rice with chicken stock.  

 

Rinse and slice raw chicken in to thin strips, season with garlic, onion, salt, pepper, and a pinch of paprika for love<3.

Cook in buttered skillet until brown.

 

Plate rice, add furikake. Add chicken strips on side of rice. 

 

Add leftover butter to same skilled used for chicken. Add scrambled eggs.  Whip while applying to heat.  When sufficient amount of egg has fluffed, remove and add over rice like a blanket while letting runny egg soak into rice directly beneath.

 

Repeat last part for each serving.

 

Best served after a cheating lover gives a sincere dogeza you don’t really want to accept. But end up doing so anyway. 

#KanaCafe #WILDxANGEL #Breakfast #Yummy

 

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Both mine and Nakada-san’s phone buzzed once she posted it.

 

We looked at her, and then at each other.

 

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“Kouta.  Forgive. Always.”

 

Ah.  It was for me then.

 

She wanted to punish me, so I would be happy being punished, because I felt guilty, and if I let her do so, I would feel better that she got to be angry at me.

 

She forgave me anyway, right from the start.

 

“Im really the no good one in our relationship, Shi-chan.”  I lower my head.

 

“Shiori was worried. Selfish. Want all of Kouta.” Then as an afterthought also added “Kana-chan too.”

 

I’m glad she wants to be selfish.  I’m glad she wants all of me.  It’s exactly how I feel too.

 

“I know you forgive me, but it’s only fair that since I… strayed… you should be allowed to…” I can’t finish saying it.

 

It’s too hard to say.

 

“Biggest problem, no camera.  Couldn’t say stop.” Shi-chan said softly.

 

???

 

That was the biggest problem?

 

“Foundation of trust. Kouta is lucky, Shi-chan is beautiful. Camera so we can understand.  Allow to say stop.”

 

Ah yes, there was that.  From the first time back then with Kanae in the kitchen alone with her… she was willing to show me all that she did.  And when she did the difficult parts while I was blindfolded because she was trying to bring Kana-chan and I closer together, she was there to calm me with her words when I could not see.

 

Angel Nakada-san got up from her seat after we finished breakfast and came over to sit on my lap and hug me.

 

“I belong to Kouta.  Forgiveness is unnecessary.  Most painful is to be discarded.”

 

I receive her hug, and hug her back.

 

“I will never abandon Shiori.  As long as you can forgive this idiot, I will never ever abandon you.”

I receive the Angel’s favor.  I am once again in her good grace.  The true power of my sincere dogeza had reached her.  Heaven was in harmony, and all was right in the world.

 

...I really liked being stepped on by her.

 

Geh. I need to be careful of things I might awaken to!

 

“Shi-chan, is there anything you want to do today?”

 

She nodded.

 

“Wanted to go on a date, but need to pack house?  Shi-chan will help!”

 

She really is an angel!!   

 

Shi-chan gives me a large number of cute kisses on my face, and my worries are blown away.  She gets up, and walks over to the porch, opening the curtains, and then the glass door.  Taking a couple steps outside, she looks to the right, and I suddenly feel uncomfortable.

 

It looks like she is going to have an after meal smoke.

 

Delinquent angels are still angels, right?  I remember a certain anime with an angel that used a very spiky bat to help the one she was in charge of protecting.  He certainly received her feelings correctly all the time.

 

An extra body joins her on our porch now.

 

It’s Yoragata-san!  Thankfully, she’s wearing clothes this time.

 

The two have sat down at the porch table. They seem to be engaging in conversation.

 

I look away carefully towards Kana-chan but she has cleared the table and is in the kitchen washing the dishes now.  I want to be anywhere but in the aftermath of what is about to come.  Yoragata-san quickly gets up, grabs Shiori by the hand, and hauls her off the porch.  I see Shiori looking at me as she fades from sight.

 

I have no idea what has happened.

 

It’s been a full hour.

 

Kana-chan doesn’t seem concerned about the absence of Shi-chan, which is highly unusual.  She goes and sets up shop in the spare room.  She’s begun working from her laptop already, and from the activity I’m seeing on my phone, a bunch of comments on the breakfast photos and story are coming in.

 

Ah, it’s a big mess.

 

Oh, Kana-chan is actually fielding the questions.

 

Those answers!   What are you doing Kana-chan!?

 

It’s social suicide!!

 

Eh?

 

EHH!?

 

Kana-chan’s insta and tweet are seeing increases.

 

Almost 2,000 people have suddenly clicked the follow button.

 

What’s this now?

 

Ah it’s too much!

 

I set notifications to off, and turn off my phone.

 

…

 

…

 

Kana-chan comes out.  She finds my Tigers hat and puts it on me, she comes in close, and takes a selfie of us. Just as quickly, she goes back inside.

 

…

 

I’m really curious now!  

 

But I don’t want to go and see what she is doing.

 

I go out to the porch instead.  Yoragata-san and Shi-chan are on her porch having a smoke. They both wave at me, wordlessly.

 

…

 

I’m paying dearly in karma right now.

 

I wave hesitatingly, and go back inside. I go out the front door, and I just walk along the sidewalk. Somehow, my feet have taken me to my home. I have my house key stored in my inventory (pockets). I enter and see the house is empty as usual.

 

The boxes are upstairs in my room.  I grab a cola from the fridge and get to work packing what I want.

 

I’m absolutely terrified that in one night I could have caused so many problems for my immediate future.

 

I have run away like a coward.

 

My phone is off.

 

Ah.  I have broken the trust Shiori talked to me about.   I set the phone up on my desk, turn it on and put it in the stand, ignoring all the updates and notifications, with only one thing in mind.

 

Video call to Shi-chan.

 

It rings.

 

It rings a couple times, until all that can be seen is her face and mine.  I step back, and she can see I’m at home in my room.  I hold up the cardboard boxes so she can see, and I slowly begin packing.

 

I don’t say a word.  I’m just giving her a constant view of where I am, and what I’m doing since I’m not there.

 

I can see a strange smile on her face.

 

I can see Yoragata-san’s face for a moment.

 

Have they somehow gotten along?

 

I’m curious.

 

But I begin to pack everything I care about.

 

The PC, my manga collection, the best of my wardrobe, It’s getting onto nearly noon now, and the video call never drops.

 

I can hear Shiori and Yoragata-san talking, but it’s lighthearted.

 

Eh?

 

It seems dinner has been decided.

 

It’s KFC.  

 

Well, I don’t mind.  If it makes Shiori happy, I will get her anything.

 

Eh?

 

Shiori has invited Yoragata-san to dinner?

 

… is it going to be okay? 

Suddenly Kana-chan’s face comes into view.

 

She steals Shi-chan’s lips.

 

But there’s no need to say stop with those two.

 

She finishes then looks at the camera.

 

“Go check tweet and insta." she says to me over the screen.

 

I dare to open it up on the phone.

 

What do I see…

 

Absolute fucking chaos.

 

(Secret 37:  Kouta went on a small date with Yoragata-san once with Nakada-san's permission.  He wanted to get her a cute apron, but it was unnecessary.  Yoragata-san can't cook anything but instant noodles.)

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