Chapter 91: -Special: Kanae’s punishment, and the razed garden.

-----PoV:  Kawamura Kanae-----

---Thursday---

[My Everything  (1)

Kana-chan.  I’m coming to see you now at your studio.  Your choice if she is still there when I arrive, I won’t be forgiving if that’s the case.  I need your help.  You don’t have the right to say no.]

I read the message and sigh.  It doesn’t matter Shi-chan, Minami isn’t here anyway, so feel free and come over.  I’m ready.  I understand already what’s to come.  You’ve come to drag me back, right?

I sit at my terminal.  The only person besides me here right now is Mappuchin, the other boys are taking a lunch break.  It’s not quite noon yet, but they are due to return in a few minutes, anyway.

I’m working on the portal for KanAtelier... I had finally started uploading some of the not quite spectacular pictures of Ruru, Shi-chan, Kouta, and myself, as well as some individual pictures of Minami.  I crested 100k followers the other day, now I’m definitely in a spot to make my influence felt.

The comments section has been sorely neglected by me since I left the garden.  Somehow it seems stupid what I did, but I didn’t know what else to do.  I wanted to be part of the garden.  I wanted to be with Kouta… and Shi-chan.

Shi-chan didn’t even knock, she just barged in.

“Kanae!” She yelled from the door.  I felt my heart clench.

“Oh, Shi-chan how are you?” Mafuyu asks, happy to see her.

“Shut the fuck up.” Shi-chan responds harshly at her.

“Kanae, get in the the room now.”  She then yells at me as she points to the wardrobe and photo room off to the side.

“You.”  she looks at Mafuyu.  “Don’t let anyone in. Don’t listen in.”

Mafuyu…?

I see Mafuyu has crossed her arms indignantly.

Shi-chan is staring her down icily.  I’m even frightened.

“Mappuchin--” I try and mediate.

“You shut the fuck up too, Kanae!” She yells at me.

I see her walk over to my co-worker and she grabs an oversized breast hard, making Mappuchin scream and drop to a knee.

“Do you fucking understand me?”

“YES!!” I hear her scream.

Shi-chan lets go then grabs me by the arm roughly, and practically drags me like Kouta did that day into the wardrobe and photo room.

“Tell me what happened?” She demands.

Which one is this?  The wild one or the sweet one?

“What do you mean?” I ask, not sure what she’s even going on about.

“What the fuck happened?  Kouta… went crazy!  Ruru showed him something… and he tossed her like a bad onigiri across the table, then threw her phone at her.  It missed by an inch and exploded against the wall.  He saw something.  What was it!?”

“How would I know?”

“Because Ruru came here to see you.  Kouta saw something he shouldn’t have.”

…

“I have no idea!?” I yell back.  “Ruru came here on Tuesday night, and Sato-san was here.  I was trying to show her I was done… but… she played with Sato… then she tried to play with me and I refused.

Then she came again last night, and… we all played.  But I never took any pictures or anything.”

I felt my face explode.  The vision on the right side of my face felt like television static for a moment.  Shi-chan had even injured herself slapping me just then.

“Fuck.” She screamed.

“What?” I ask, wincing in pain.

“It must have been some kind of video.  Did Ruru take one?”

“I have no idea.  She did bring her phone on Tuesday night.  I don’t recall seeing it on Wednesday night.”

…

I brace for another impact but it’s not coming.

Shi-chan has slumped to the floor, and is holding her breast and her vagina.

“Are you okay?”

“Do I look okay?”

“What happened?”

“I just told you. Kouta went crazy!”

“Yes, but why are you acting injured.”

“Because I let Ruru escape next door.  Who else was left in the house but me?”

“Kouta hurt you?”

“This body is for Kouta to do whatever he wants to.”

“Shi-chan!”

“I’ll be alright.  I love Kouta.  I understand this wasn’t his fault.”

I watch her pull down her panties and there is a mixture of blood and semen on her privates.

“Did he do that?”

It’s clear what happened.  But why?  What made him snap?  Was it a video of his beloved Ruru here with me and Minami?  Why would he care?  We’re all girls… so it shouldn’t matter to him, right?

It doesn’t matter.  If Shi-chan is asking me to go, I will go, even if it means that happens to me too.  We caused this to happen.  All of us.

Kouta was too good a boy.  He wasn’t man enough to deal with this.  He wasn’t man enough to have a garden with women like us.

sigh.

Shi-chan gets up, then walks over to me. She grabs the back of my head and gives me a kiss.

It’s all I have ever wanted.

“It’s done between you and that girl.  Come back.  We will all be together again.”

…

“Yes.”

She holds my hair in a painful grip for a while.  She must be really vexed.

“I’m sorry.  I’m sorry I did that to you… to Kouta.”  I say.  I can’t cry it out, but I am sorry.  I’m sorry that I couldn’t figure out another way.

“Let’s go.”  She says strongly.

“Do you want to clean up first?”

“This is my reward.” She says with a half-smile.  “All of me belongs to him.”

…

Is she really that crazy for him?  I… do I even have a chance in her heart anywhere?  Why am I so fucked in love?  There has to be a curse involved somehow.

…

Shi-chan hasn’t let go of my hand since we left the office.  Mappuchin was hidden when Shi-chan burst out of the room with me in hand.  I hope she’s okay.   It’s a bit of a walk, but right now Shi-chan is having a cigarette on the way.  She’s told me exactly what happened.  

Kouta, after he threw the phone and it broke into pieces, went after Ruru.  Shi-chan saw it, and got inbetween them.  Kouta… hurt her.  Kouta hurt her badly.  

Why though?  Didn’t he love her more than Ruru and I?  Why is she not mad at him… wasn’t this… a trigger for her?

No.  It explains her behavior.  This one is different.  She’s focused on taking care of him over herself.

We get there… and the house is a disaster.

“Ko~u~ta!”  She calls lovingly.

Kouta gets up off the couch.  He’s holding a metal spoon I use for fried foods.  His eyes are strange.  They are darting all over the place.  I avoid his gaze just a bit.  He’s got his arms open for a hug with me.  So I allow him to, cautiously.  He puts his face into my chest.

“I brought Kanae home…  Shall we sit down and talk?  Let’s put the garden back together.” Shi-chan talks to him calmly.

“Yes.”  He says coldly.

Shi-chan is wary, still.

“Kouta.  Punish me and be done with it.” I tell him.  Tired of everything.

“Punish?  Yes.  You … have ruined my women.  You made my Shi-chan fuck dad.  You made my Ruru… do that… with that woman...“  His arm flexed as his grip on the metal spoon used for frying tightened.

“Kouta.  Put that down.” I tell him, about the spoon.

“It’s just for discipline.  You’ve been a bad girl, Kanae.  I’m going to use this riding crop and punish you, so you know never to do something like that again.”

Riding crop?

“Okay Kouta…  Shall we go to the bedroom?”  I turn around and mouth to Shi-chan to grab something to hit him with.

She looks confused at first, but goes to do so.

I go with Kouta into the bedroom.

He’s so rough with me.

He’s occupied with taking my clothes off.  I don’t help him much, as he’s not putting the metal spoon down while doing so.  He strips me and pushes me down onto the floor on my hands and knees.

He kicks me in the butt and says to get into a dogeza.  I  humor him for now, and do so.

“You… you’ve always been a whore.  You used to show me your pussy all the time.  I bet you even left your door open for dad too, didn’t you?”  he strikes me with the metal spoon on my ass.  It hurt a lot but I grit my teeth. “I bet you aren’t even a virgin.” he says as he strikes me again on the other cheek.

“You’re right.  You’re right about everything, Kouta.”

“I knew it!  Why are you trying to fuck me so badly?  Why are you destroying the people I love.” He shouts.

“Because you won’t love me.”

“Love you?  Of course I love you Onee-san.  The garden loves you.  But only Shi-chan loves me.”

I get struck again.  I see Shi-chan enter.  She’s taken off her clothes, and joins us.

“Shi-chan.  Let Kanae taste what she’s missed the mosty.”

“Sure, Kouta.” 

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Shi-chan walks in front of me.  There is a bruise now that has formed around her area. It’s perceptable to me.

Kouta grabs my throat from behind and pushes her ass from behind so my tongue can taste her center.  It’s actually a bit hard to breathe.

While I’m licking my Shi-chan, he lets go of my throat, and proceeds to hit all over my body with the spoon.  It fucking hurts so bad.  Shi-chan.  Did you get something to knock him out with?  Are you allowing this?  Shi-chan!

He pulls me away after a while, and with a bit of his cummy residue om my lips, he steals them.

For some reason, he pauses during our kiss.

Shi-chan hit the fucking guy, so we can sort him out.  Trust me already.  He’s not the Kouta we know!

He grabbed me by the shoulder painfully and flipped me around.  I fell, and my legs were suddenly being pushed apart by him.

I could see a look of manic glee on his face.  Who was this!?

Fuck it’s scary.

“Kouta?  Kouta stop, what are you doing?”

I see him grab his fully erect son.  Something I admit full to wanting inside of me… but not like this.

“Kouta?”

“I understand Onee-chan.  I understand.  Onee-chan, it’s time we became one, like you wanted.  It’s okay if you are a whore like Shi-chan and Ruru are.  I’ll love you anyway.”

I felt him entering me.

“Stop!  Kouta not like this!  Kouta… stop!!!”

“Kouta?”

He looked up for a moment at Shi-chan’s voice.

pang.

He was inside of me, though not fully, and then he was lying prone on top of me.

Shi-chan was holding the frying pan.

She was breathing fast, almost to hyperventilating.

Then she dropped the pan suddenly and fell to her knees and began to cry. I quickly pulled myself out from underneath him, and moved to her.  I held her carefully.

“Are you okay?” I ask her.

“I’m sorry… I panicked.” She shrieked as her lips quivered.

“It’s okay.  It’s okay.”  I hold her and stroke her head.

Kouta violated me.  Kouta violated both of us.  We did this to him, and now we are paying the price, and so is he. I didn’t want it like that.  Not my first time, but I won’t blame him. This was my punishment, wasn’t it?  In the end, my first man was Kouta.

I see her rush to his body.

“Kouta…?” She says weakly as she shakes him. “Kouta are you okay?” She’s tapping his body trying to rouse him. “Kouta please hold on…”

I get up and redress quickly, and go next door to see Ruru.  Once she sees it’s me, she opens up the porch glass door.

“Kana-chan?”

“We had to knock him out.  Can you take care of Shi-chan while I call for an ambulance?  He got hit hard enough to probably cause a concussion.  It’s not safe to leave him alone until he wakes up.”

Ruru nods, and follows me back to the house.

On the floor are remnants of the broken smartphone.

“I’ll replace it.  Just go buy another, okay?” I tell her.

Ruru is quiet, and carefully picks up the broken device and pockets what parts she can.

“Are you okay Kanae?” she finally asks me once we enter the room.

“I’ll... be alright…” I say.  Despite having that happen, I’m actually okay.  I think.

“This was my fault… I showed him that...” Ruru says to Shi-chan and I.

“Showed him what?” Shi-chan asks Ruru.

“The video.. of me and Kana-chan and Sato-san.”

“Which one?” I ask, since she visited me twice.

“I only took one… the night you wouldn’t return my feelings.”

…

“That was the better of the two at least.” I say in frustration that I wasn’t aware of being recorded.

I take out my own smartphone and call the ambulance.  In the mean time, Shi-chan gets dressed.

The ambulance says they will be here shortly.  So I wait.

Shi-chan takes the opportunity to slap Ruru as well.  Their exchange was completely wordless.  “I can understand going, but why the hell would you show him a video of it!?” She screams at Ruru.

“Don’t… you two do that as a matter of trust?”

“I brought you in to heal him.  How can you do that if he can’t trust you without the need of a video like me!?”

“Eh?”

Ruru answers with confusion.  Ruru you are a good girl, you can’t understand...

…

The two paramedics arrive, and have a mobile stretcher they set up outside the room, and carefully lift him onto.

“Do you have a preferred hospital you’d like us to take him to?” They ask me.

“Yes, please take him to holy forest hospital.” I say to them. 

“Will do, ma’am.” one responds.

“I’ll be by your side the entire time, Kouta!” Shi-chan says as close to his ear as she can get.  She goes to ride with them in the ambulance.

…

“Ruru?” I say, as I light a cigarette up and exhale. “Can you help me clean up in a little bit?”

“Yes.  Can I have one too?”

I hand her my lit one and I light another one for myself.

“This is fucked up.  Did he … violate you?”

“No.  Is that what happened?”

“Yeah.”

“I didn’t mean to leave Shi-chan.”

“She wanted to protect you.  It can’t be rape if she allows it.”  I say as I take a deep drag and hold it.

“What about you, Kanae?” Ruru inquires of me.

“I’m finally a night blossom.” I say.

Tears fall from my face, as I enjoy every puff.

“I won’t make excuses for any of us.  But I’ll come back.  I’ll be here again.  We just have to hope Kouta will accept us…”

“I didn’t mean to hurt him… I just wanted him to know how important you were to us… to me.”

“To you… me?”

“I know you love her.  But … I love you too.  I tried to hold it together, but you are my flower.”

She holds on to me.

So I return the affection.

“We’re all fucked up, aren’t we?”

“It’s okay, isn’t it?”

“Aa.  I’ll stay with you all, even if it goes bad.  If you’ll forgive me for what I did.”

She nestles her little loli form into me.

Kouta.  You dumbass.  Why couldn’t you just have accepted my love?  We wouldn’t be in this mess if not for you.

…

It took hours, but Ruru and I finally cleaned the apartment.  We got a text from Shi-chan that he was admitted and his room.  She was going to keep a watch over him.  She was smart to take the marriage registration form with her.  They would think she was his wife if she showed it casually and no one pressed for the actual registration itself.

“Ruru… if it works out somehow.  Want to get married?  That way we can all be together?”

“Yes!  God yes!”  She jumps into my arms.

It’s the only way.  None of us can compete with Shi-chan.  I think we both realize that finally.  I will take care of us all.  I can’t marry Kouta anyway.  I know that we are blood.  I know for sure.  Because mom didn’t start cheating on dad, until she took that job.

I’m not an idiot.  I’m just a deviant sister, who has a brother complex.

…

Ruru stays behind, and I head to the hospital.  He was out cold in the hospital bed.  I tap Shi-chan to give her a break.  There is a small plate of food in case he should wake up hungry.

Lime gelatin, huh?

I open the container and talk to him, apologising for something he cannot acknowlege in his state.  I take turns putting some in his mouth, and some in mine.  He’s able to eat it reflexively, so that’s a good sign.

I meet with a doctor, and let him know I’m his sister.  They nod, and don’t say anything else about it.  I’d rather not have mom find out if she lands early.  There’s enough shit to happen on Sunday, I’m sure of it.  There’s also the matter of dad.  Is he on file too?  I’ll find out if he texts me.  I forget how it went last time exactly.

Either way… it’s going to be fucked up.

It’s all going to be fucked up.

Please kamisama… look after my poor Kouta, because I’ve done a shit job of it so far.

(Special Secret:  Kanae would never betray Kouta again, even if it was too late.)

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