Three years I taught my master something directly. [M] It was dense, but some people might think it was only three years.
But I still think they work out after I leave the village. [M]
As long as I keep my master's teachings, I am his disciple.
The force you are going to use is something you are told you should never use during normal times.
It's been a year since I taught, one day.
I was called to my master's room after training that day.
The Master turned his gaze toward me, who thought it would be a bad idea or a sermon.
It looks like the usual annoying smell, boring, not harsh and cold.
Somewhere, it was a warm gaze.
"Reme, you're doing great"
I thought it was a hallucination for a moment. It was impossible for my master to praise me.
"Uh, uh."
Ignoring my confusion, the master continues.
'Honestly, I thought it would be a few days to keep it. But you put up with a year of training. "
"Master...?
'Ask now. Why do you want to be brave? "
Do not speak to your master. Even if not, I'm not hiding anything.
I had spontaneously spoken of my dreams, but that was the first day that my master had ever taken an interest in me, so honestly I was pleasantly surprised.
"The brave, because they look good"
'That's not right. Just because you admire it, can you stand the training of this non?'
Sure, my master's training is tough enough to answer even if he asks me which is better than going to hell.
It took me a while to answer. I was eleven years old at the time, and it was a very difficult task to put emotions into words.
'True, it is.' Cause I wanted to be a good brave man. '
……
"So, but"
"What?"
"Well, when I was about six, I asked my father to buy me a sword."
The master is listening in silence.
"But they said," Because it's dangerous, "" Because I'm just a kid, "and so on, and they couldn't buy it. I'm convinced now, but I wasn't at the time. Why would I say no for a reason if I wanted one? They told me they didn't have any money, but they still gave up."
Instead of buying it, he urged me to give up by mentioning the dangers of buying it.
I was uncomfortable with the way it was said, even if the reason was agreeable.
My father's words were still worrying about me. I'm scared of parents giving the murder weapon the way their kids want it, and it would have been the right decision.
"So."
I remember that day when [Title (Job)] came to light. Everyone around me is going to give you a reason why I can't be a brave man. "[Black Demon Instructor] Ends at a Time," "Black Magic doesn't do any good," "Fucking [Title (Job)] you don't get muscle strength or agility," which is why I laugh because my dreams have been torn. "
'... ah'
The master nodded quietly about how he could have imagined it.
'Me too, I thought you might be right. But I remember when I was a sword. I want to be a brave man, but there are several reasons why I can't be. In the end, [Position (Job)] is bad, but I enjoyed how far [Position (Job)] I was told from the brave'
"Why didn't you give up then?"
'Cause I don't look good (,,,,,)'
The words came out reflexively, and I was surprised.
At the same time, it fell to Ston and his heart.
Oh, yeah. Yes, it was.
I gave up getting you to buy a sword, but I couldn't give up being a brave man.
I continue to aim until I have apprenticed to my master and worked on training that has strayed from my regular track.
The difference is obvious.
The difference between a young appetite and a dream you have set.
'Ever since I was little, I've decided to be a brave man. Yet give up because [Title (Job)] is different? Isn't that a bad outfit? I didn't admire [position (job)].' Cause I admired that kind of work, defeating enemies, winning buddies, exciting people to see '
"When you have finished black magic, you will not defeat your enemies by your own hands if you activate it in a way that does not reveal itself."
'With me, the party can be the best fight. I'll be that [black demon mentor]'
"Even if I can't be the first brave man to fight," he said.
"Slashing or shooting magic with a sword is not the battle. Isn't that right?
The master did not deny it.
"Be a long and rugged battle (,). If we don't get to the next level, no one will realize your worth. '
"But it's a decision."
"Right... right"
Still, I doubt my memory around here.
'Cause that master stroked my head the next moment.
"You are not blessed with a special gift. If you're not clever, you're not strong. It's a mediocre [black demon mentor]. There's just one weapon no one can outweigh. You see? '
'... I don't know'
At that time, the master's voice was as gentle as a lie.
"You are, lemme. She's a very strong heart. Hopeless, fooled by a former friend, the desired [title (Job)] was in the hands of his best friend. Still not giving up, I begged the monstrous demon to teach me. A large adult withstood the test of escaping without keeping half an hour and built up his workouts to this day. Noh, lemme. I didn't mean to tell you anything. I was going to get rid of you at first."
... Somehow, I've only thought a little bit that it might be.
"But you didn't leak a single cry to a mean old man's mess. Rest assured, previous training has not been bullshit. It was training to train you."
"I know."
I never doubted it there. Even if he was mean, he's not the kind of guy who would make a proper training menu. If this man had done that, I could have died.
He was the one who trained so hard that I didn't die critically that I wanted to escape.
"Reme, I officially recognize you as my apprentice"
"! Huh. is, yes......!
'But it's a lemme. I know what you mean, but the truth is - you want the power to fight, too.'
"Eh."
"Don't You Want Power"
My master's voice was so serious that I flew my thoughts out and spit out the truth.
'I want it. If you can get the power to defeat any strong enemy directly from the front, I want it too'
"May I taste more pain than I have now to get it?"
"If all I have to do is work hard, I'll do anything."
'Good answer. But there's a problem with this power. "
'... problem, is it'
"The moment you use it, the connection between you and Nan becomes clear."
'That's... that's a problem'
If there is a master, there must be a way for me to be strong.
But he doesn't want to expose himself and his powers to the public.
"Therefore, conditions shall be established. You can use that power only when you fight someone you absolutely have to win.
"Huh...?
I become a pocan. [M]
'Cause then, it goes against my promise to my master.
"I suppose you will observe your arrangement with Noah in discipline. I already know that. But if, one day, a victory prevails over an oath to Non - be my guest. '
This is what the master said.
You can find out about yourself, so use your powers when you really want to win.
I almost cried unconsciously. [M]
I was glad that a master who did not want to engage with people allowed me to exercise his power, knowing that the presence would be exposed via me, a master who lived away from the eyes.
But at that time, you will find yourself in a very troublesome position. Destroy all cameras and microphones if you want to use them in the dungeon. And threaten that demon after you let him leave. What, if I use it, I can see the connection with Nong. If you were a demon, you would tremble and obey. '