Chapter 30: Chapter 29 – Sorting out Feelings (NSFW)

Cecelia sat there for a moment staring blankly at Robin. She knew it was her turn but there were still many things on her mind. Managing emotions when there are more than one partner was not easy.

Cecelia: “Robin, can we talk a little bit before we do this?”

Robin nodded then sat down next to her. There emotional tension in the air. Robin wanted to continue, but also didn’t want to continue at the same time. Cecelia had watched as Robin moved herself into Nuri and while she felt herself slightly leaking in between the legs there were still words she wanted to say.

Robin: “What’s the matter Cecelia?”

Cecelia: “A lot of things, I’m thinking a lot of things. Everything and nothing that matters. Robin… Do you think a lot about the things that happened”

Robin:  “A lot of things like what? The turning of everyone into zombies?”

Cecelia: “It’s all so sudden and Kevin only left an hour ago and we’re already… I know we’re filling the Spirit Energy you need but… somehow I feel everything isn’t appropriate. I don’t know who I am to you and I don’t know how I’m supposed to feel.”

Robin sat quietly listening as Cecelia hadn’t finished yet. Emotions often didn’t have answers which could make everyone happy. She didn’t know Cecelia’s true feelings.

Cecelia: “I don’t even know if who I grew up with was the real Robin. We spent our birthdays together, we talked on the phone for hours but was it all a facade? I’m sorry Robin but I don’t even know if I knew you anymore.”

There were several thoughts that came to Robin’s mind over the words Cecelia spoke. The crackling fire in the background seemed to grow louder as Robin remained silent. Robin was afraid of what Cecelia might be implying. Was Cecelia going to hate her?

Robin: “Cecelia, I’m sorry… I’m really sorry… the truth is I was afraid.”

Robin genuinely didn’t know how to tell Cecelia everything Kevin had told her on the first night at the hotel. When Cecelia figure it out, Robin realized Kevin was better at being upfront than she was. Even if she seemed like the dominant one between them, Kevin was the better communicator. He only knew Cecelia for a day before he could tell her everything and she accepted him.

Cecelia: “No! No… I’m not trying to find fault with you Robin. I’m expressing how mixed my feelings are about all this. In the last month I found out you liked doing it with girls and you’ve become so close with Nuri while I… I’m not able to have the same amount of time with Kevin. I’m… I’m jealous… I’m really jealous! I feel like I’m the one left out here! You and Nuri grew close, you and Kevin have a bond from a previous life. Even if I grew up with you… you kept everything from me… I don’t hate you… and I’m glad we’re alive together… but I feel like my place never even existed.”

It was relationship melodrama. The kind Kevin continued to hint at subtly when he spoke with Robin. Kevin picked up a few cues here and there with the interactions he had, but never thought about a solution. Since reincarnating, Robin avoided the heavy topics because she was overly excited about the prospect of being able to fuck girls and also watching Kevin fuck other girls. The idea of the fated one being in love never occurred to her… until it happened… and now when reality an expectations differed it was hard to sort everything out.

Cecelia: “Robin, I’m sorry, I didn’t mean you’re doing anything wrong. I’m sorry… I’m just overthinking it all… I’m sorry…”

Robin grabbed Cecelia and kissed her before the girl could start crying. Cecelia trembled at the kiss as she held back her tears. The young girl didn’t know how to react or take in the whirlwind of everything that happened so far.

Robin: “Cecelia please let me explain.”

Cecelia nodded.

Robin: “You know… when I was reincarnated in this world, it was hard for me to grow up. We  knew that there would be two fated women. I had the added bonus of my previous’ life energy imbued into me from birth which gave me some special abilities. Kevin had nothing but his own smarts, we felt like children again even if we had memories of our past life. Kevin and I… even if you were someone fated it’s still true I cared for you and didn’t want to lose you. It’s just when there are forces involved and your feelings as well then things… It’s hard to separate the fact that I love you now from the fact the inter dimensional spirit Eterna fated us to be. I’m not even sure how to make you feel better but I wish I could.”

Robin hugged Cecelia close as she listened quietly. Off to the side Nuri was resting with her eyes closed but she listened in as well. Robin and Cecelia didn’t see Nuri as an outsider so they didn’t mind. Robin thought carefully about her next words.

Robin: “It’s true I had an attraction towards you when I first met you, and feeling the spiritual quality of the energy you gave off I knew you were one of the promised fated girls… but we didn’t know anything about fated women. I didn’t know if you would fall in love with me right away, I just knew you were friendly and I sought it out. After that I waited to see if there were any sign you might be interested in women, but you only showed interest in men. Tall good looking white men at that. That was your preference, and you were beautiful… I even wondered if Kevin would have a chance. We grew up together but it doesn’t mean I could read your thoughts… you hid those feelings from me too. Our friendship still grew and I genuinely saw you as family. I didn’t tell you those things because I didn’t want to make it awkward for you. If… if you had rejected the notion of being ‘fated’ then you’d have been out of my life. Even if I couldn’t use you for that… I’d still want you in my life… Maybe Kevin was able to talk to you because you expressed wanting to be with him.”

Cecelia shook her head at the long drawn out confession and apology. She laughed and cried at the same time. Then laughed some more. Maybe if she had worked up enough courage her place would be better known.

Cecelia: “Pftt! I was the same way! I didn’t want to bring it up because I didn’t know if you were into girls… you were never interested in… Anyone… If I confessed my love for you then it would be awkward… I was worried I’d never be able to be friends with you again.”

Teenage melodrama. Robin now understood a few more things, but there was one more part to her not going after Cecelia.

Robin: “It’s because Kevin was my number one. I couldn’t let him go no matter what. I’d do anything for him… it’s genuine love. We were born at the exact same time on the same hospital ward and so our parents thought it’d be fun to make us play partners. I grew up with him first. You know… it was another lifetime but he’s really a reliable guy. If it turned out he had a chance with you over me then I’d rather have taken that chance. I also… well I also wasn’t sure if you’d have been fine with Kevin being a part of us too. I couldn’t leave him behind no matter what life we lived. Even if we had to extract from prostitutes our whole lives here I wouldn’t have left him behind. If he takes initiative and comes to me for sex I wouldn’t be able to refuse… last night if he wasn’t exhausted and still wanted to keep going… I don’t now… I’m sorry I can’t give a great explanation about this… even if it doesn’t seem that way… he is the leader and I follow him. Even if I’m an alpha personality if he demands something I would give it to him… it’s just he never demands anything from me… so I end up constantly trying to coax him.”

Cecelia: “I always thought you were the dominant one between the both of you. It’s like you lead and he follows… I didn’t know you actually put him ahead of yourself.”

Robin smiled at the observation Cecelia made. Between her and Cecelia it was true that Robin made most of the decisions. Even over sex she had been the one in the lead. Some would say that Kevin was a beta male, but in reality Robin knew he was a Sigma.  Kevin if he could, would rather be alone most of the time. If he cared about someone he would do anything to make sure they’re safe and happy, but he wouldn’t do things that went beyond his bottom line. Perhaps if there were some convincing he would relent but only in specific situations.

Robin: “I’m an alpha female. That’s true, but I don’t control Kevin. Kevin might give me control in bed, but he doesn’t let me control him if he is uncomfortable with something.”

Cecelia: “He does? No… that first date I had with him I brought him to the hotel and made him strip down. I didn’t even let him see me naked and he didn’t argue.”

Robin: “Well, have you tried pegging him?”

Cecelia: “Pegging? What’s that?”

Robin: “Wearing a strap on and going in from behind, a man getting pegged is a man who is emasculated. Kevin won’t let me do that to him no matter how much I beg.”

Robin laughed even louder now. Smiled at Cecelia devilishly then laughed again. The giggling only caused Cecelia to question what Robin meant.

Robin: “You know… Kevin may seem like he’ll let you get your way but in reality it’s just that he doesn’t enjoy working hard in the bedroom. If you want him to take the lead he will, I know he will… but if you take the initiative he’ll be content to just sit back and enjoy it. You should see the kind of porn and hentai he used to watch.”

Cecelia: “Hentai? You mean those Japanese Cartoon porn? He watched that?”

Robin laughed again, this time very loud. Nuri opened her eyes startled at the noise and looked over.

Nuri: “What’s Hentai?”

Robin: “You’ve heard of Anime right?”

Nuri nodded.

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Cecelia: “Well it’s anime porn. Like animated sex… women with dicks are a very popular genre. Monster sex… Robin… what kind did Kevin watch the most?”

Robin: “Yuri. He loved watching yuri, which is girl on girl love but with ridiculous body proportion. You both fit the bill on that desire! Before he would watch blowjob and fellatio in hentai because it was the one position that he could just sit back and not work. He only stopped when he started getting it a lot from me in real life.”

Nuri made a face then closed her eyes and put her head down.

Nuri: “I think sucking on him is fun.”

Cecelia now burst out laughing.

Cecelia: “Well, that explains why he has no jealousy at all with you doing it with us… I was wondering what was going on in his head.”

Robin: “He doesn’t have jealousy but I can tell he feels uncomfortable that this suit allows me to be bigger than him. I think he’s probably worried that you both are used to my larger size he lost his confidence. It’s hard to explain to him that the female orgasm is more than just physical because men experience sex differently, and I know this because of my time with this suit.”

Cecelia compared the sex between Robin’s suit and Kevin. She honestly found herself having a better orgasm with Kevin. That suddenly puzzled her before Nuri suddenly spoke up.

Nuri: “Kevin gives better orgasm…”

Robin let out a sigh as Nuri quickly put her head back down and closed her eyes.

Robin: “I wouldn’t know because I can’t use my dick on myself. I do agree he gives really good orgasms when he’s engaged.”

Cecelia sat back for a moment and thought about it.

Cecelia: “I mean… it’s true that you’re much more stimulating and you overwhelm my senses when you fuck me Robin… but I enjoyed it more with Kevin. It’s more relaxing and I feel happy, with you it feels good but I’m always afraid you’ll go too far.”

Robin thought about the kind of sex she had been having over the last month. She had constantly pushed further each time. With Nuri the artificial dick got bigger each time, she used more than one dick… she explored more and more different positions. Nuri was turned on and seemed happy each time but she had also noticed Cecelia shied away from time to time.

Robin: “Well… I… okay… I… the reason I’m so desperate to fuck Nuri is probably because I can’t have Kevin all to myself anymore… I’m sorry Nuri… I’m… I just liked to dominate…”

Nuri got up, walked over and hugged Robin.

Nuri: “Robin, I have no problem. I am happy to be dominated. Maybe Cecelia does not like that as much but I like it when you force it into me. Kevin does it better but I do not think it is because of the relaxing. He just feels more compatible when I have sex with him. It might be something spiritual.”

Robin was surprised at Nuri’s words. She didn’t expect Nuri would be so open and willing to be dominated, but it was the mention of spirituality that caught her off guard.

Robin: “Nuri, what do you mean by spiritual?”

Nuri: “It is just a natural feeling like his penis belongs in my vagina. Your magic penis belongs in there too but not as much as his. I think it is because you are a girl like me Robin and that is why the body is not as compatible. Do not feel bad Robin, I still enjoy sex with you very much.”

Nuri kissed Robin then afterwards kissed Cecelia and hugged them both tightly. Nuri then went to lie down. 

Nuri: “As for you two girls, please kiss and make up. The present is more important than the past. You can finally tell each other how you feel, and there is no jealousy between any of us so there is no need to feel bad. Please kiss and make up. I want to hear Cecelia moaning too from your magic penis.”

Her words soft and lifted off the weight from their chests. Robin then slowly kissed Cecelia.

Robin: “I agree with Nuri, do you?”

Cecelia: “I do.”

Robin: “Would you like one dick or two?”

Cecelia: “Let me try two, but go slower with me… I’m not as submissive as Nuri is.” 

Robin smiled and the suit materialized with two phalluses sticking out from her crotch area. Cecelia looked slightly uncomfortable when staring at them so Robin made them smaller.

Robin: “That energy isn’t going to extract itself. Time to get busy.”

Cecelia felt a bit less emotional and far less doubt as she stripped herself down and sat on Robin’s lap facing her. Robin wore the suit and the two phalluses entered both of Cecelia’s most private holes, the sizes were smaller because she wasn’t as used to it as Nuri.  Cecelia went up and down slowly easing her way into it as Robin licked her white breasts.

Cecelia: “I’m not going to push to breastfeed anymore… ah… ah…”

Robin: “You’re not?”

Cecelia: “I… I… think that’s Nuri’s… thing... instead… I’ll focus on giving blowjobs… to you and Kevin…”

Robin smiled.

Robin: “We’ll give Kevin one together next time while fully clothed. He will enjoy it more that way since he has some peculiar fetishes.”

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