Yun Shishi nervously sits on the bed and look at the little guy. Yun Shishi’s mood right now is very complex. She bites her lips, as she felt like someone has stabbed her heart.
Yun Shishi stretch out her hand and stroke the little guy’s face. However, as soon as she touches his face, her fingertips felt cold.
Yun Shishi couldn’t help but frown her eyebrows, as her heart burst in pain.
Cold, his face is cold as if there was no temperature inside the room.
Yun Shishi’s tears couldn’t help but flow down from her eyes, as she couldn’t control her worry.
“Youyou … …” Yun Shishi called out the little guy’s name, but her voice is as small as a mosquito, in fear of waking him up.
Mu Yazhe stands behind Yun Shishi and looks at the little guy on the bed. However, at that moment, his heart felt an inexplicable suffocation.
When a man saw his son after six long years, what exactly should he feel?
He doesn’t know. But, right now, he felt like his heart was being ripped into pieces. For him, this situation is both strange and warm. Well, he really doesn’t know how to describe it!
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This is not the first he realized he was a father.
In the past, he has always been calm, but when this woman gave birth to Little Yichen. He made multiple mistakes during the board meeting of directors.
After that meeting, he hurriedly went to the Mu Family’s private hospital and hold the baby that was still in the nurse’s hands. The baby is so small. His face was crumpled. His head and eyes were small. His hands were also small to the point that he could only hold his index finger.
When he held his baby in his hands, it stops from crying. Then, his baby hugs his hand and instinctively sucked his finger.
Mu Yazhe finds the baby’s reaction funny, so his eyes showed a trace of joy.
But at the same time, he thought he was only dreaming.
He is now a father?
He didn’t get married. He doesn’t have a wife. He didn’t even have experienced the anxiety of waiting outside the delivery room. As if the baby just fall from the sky and then he becomes a father! He got himself a son!
He vowed that he will give his baby a warm home.
Even if there was no mother in his so-called home, he will be a good father.
That was Mu Yazhe’s concept as a father, before and it still remains inside of him. But now that he really became a father, he felt confused, complex, complicated… …
The first time, he held Little Yichen in his hands, he stared at him for a long time. But, no matter how hard he tried to find their common traits, he can’t seem to find any.
The baby was so small, his face was crumpled. But, after a month, he saw that his baby’s lips look exactly the same as his lips.
And after a year, when Little Yichen turns one year old, even Grandfather Mu Sheng cheerfully said that he resembles him when he was seven or eight years old.
Logically speaking, the son should resemble his mother more. And the daughter should resemble his father. But, Little Yichen is very similar to him. As if they were engraved in the same mold.
However, right now, in this ward, staring at the little guy in the bed. His mind was even more complex and complicated than six years ago.
Originally, when the maternity report came out, Yun Shishi was pregnant with identical twins. When this report came out, Grandfather Mu Sheng was overjoyed. However, that year, they received a report that the younger twin died during the delivery. He hasn’t had a chance to see that baby, but the hospital already has done a funeral.
In fear to felt at lost and longed for his other baby, he no longer paid much attention to the incident.
However, not long ago, he accidentally learned that his other baby didn’t die. And he was so shocked!