My name is Kurosuke Hirata. I was in fifth grade. Before it was sold to people in white clothes in this white building.
Until then, I wasn't in a happy family. I was clearly aware of it, and I was making comparisons. I think it's worse than the other kids in my class. It was unusual. I thought you were more unhappy than everyone else.
My parents died in an accident when I was in second grade. After that, I was deposited at my relatives' house, where I kept being called home. I have never been called by my name. It's always called a "helpless place" or a "useless place" or something like that.
Sometimes I was beaten. Did you make eye contact or something like that? Therefore, I tried not to make eye contact with my relatives. But I think it will come later. I'm unhappy that I didn't have to see their annoying faces.
But not everything was unhappy. Time to go to school was salvation. I didn't have to be with them, so I was relieved from the bottom of my heart, and only when I was at school was I bright. I had many friends. It was hard not to call my friends home.
For three years, I had a hard time at home, but I still had some freedom. One day, even that freedom was lost.
A relative lost his job. And he said he couldn't leave me here.
"Even if you were here, it would cost you money." I'm going to ask you to give me that back. "
Don't forget that ugly face of your relatives when you say such a dialogue. An ugly, twisted face mixed with anger and malice.
There was anxiety. There was also fear. I also felt despair. But there's only one thing I'm happy about. Now you don't have to look at your relatives' faces, you don't have to listen to their voices, and you don't have to worry about them.
So I was sold to a human trafficking organization. [M] And where we ended up, it was a strange facility. A white building full of people dressed in white.
I'm supposed to be an experimental bench here. I know how to use rats and guinea pigs for animal testing and make medicine. I'll take your place. [M] It was sold to a place that treated humans like mice and turned them into experimental platforms.
"Hah, it's nice to meet you. Well, I'm Masaki Aoyari." Call me by the name of Ash Zheng. I don't like last names. Nice to meet you. "
The person who was to take care of me greeted me with a slightly nervous smile.
Filled with anxiety and fear, I was saved by this man. He always treats me well. [M] It cheers me up. It cares.
Occasionally, hard experiments are carried out. My head goes crazy after I get an injection. My stomach sometimes hurts. Your whole body may become slimmer.
However, at that time, Ash Masaru is always at my side, and he gives me gentle words and words of encouragement.
"Kurosuke-kun, stay firm." Please explain with your mouth what is wrong with you. Depending on how you suffer and where it's hard, the treatment method will also be different. "
All of Ashish-san's words pierce my heart gently. It keeps my heart from falling into the darkness.
"I'm sorry, Kurosuke-kun." I'm really sorry for making you feel this pain. "
Holding my hand, Ash Zheng is always apologizing with a weeping face.
Three things are for sure. First, I am a free experimental platform. Secondly, Ashimasa-san is the one who uses me as an experimental platform. Thirdly, ashigarashi-san, who uses my body as an experimental platform, is definitely a good person. Fourthly, I'm relieved that I'm dealing with Ash Masamune-san. Oh, one over.
Mr. Ashimasa was more kind than his father or mother. It was clear to me that you always cared about me. [M] I was naturally open-minded to Mr. Ash. [M]
Experiments can be tough, but it's clear that you're happier now than you are at your relative's house.
The red-eyed girl who came occasionally was also kind. Very cute girl. Looks like a junior high school student? Or are you a high school student? You're older than me, but you don't look like an adult.
When the girl with red eyes arrived, Mr. Ash seemed always happy. I think he likes her.
Ashishi-san is a shimmering shop, isn't he?
The girl used to say that to Ash Zheng-san, who was laughing all over her face. I think so too. [M]
They were not all good people. There was also a little girl who seemed to be the same tall as me, and she had a bad mouth and personality.
"You seem to be getting along with the mouse a lot, but what are you going to do with it?" You don't have a pet, do you? Or is it even guilty and distracting? If that's the case, you're not the right guy to be here. "
This woman used to scold Mr. Ash in front of me like this. He seems to be in a better position than Ashishi-san, and Ashishi-san doesn't say anything back.
"I don't like that Sakata guy. My sister. It's not like that, onee-san."
”Hahaha... I don't like it either”
I made it clear, but Ash Zheng-san laughed tinyly and whispered in my ear.
One day, I suffered terribly because of something implanted in my body. I couldn't move my body anymore, and I fell asleep on the bed. I can't eat my rice either, so it's an infusion.
"I'm sorry... Kurosuke-kun." I'm sorry I've always done such a terrible thing... "
Next to the bed, as usual, Ashimasa-san is apologizing.
I managed to reach out to Masa-san with just a little bit of ash in my face. I wanted you to hold my hand.
Ash-san clutched my hand and my heart was filled with relief. I can smile.
At one point, I made such a speech and embarrassed Ashigaru-san. Later on, I suspect that this statement was the trigger of the tragedy that followed.
How long do I have to stay here?
In answer to my question, Ashimasa-san was frozen. I saw the reaction, and I knew the answer, but I asked more.
"Have you been doing this for a long time? Have I remained on the experimental stage until I die?"
In response to my question, Ash Masaru was shaking silently.
I know that Ashishi-san can't help you either. After knowing that Ashigarashi-san remembers my backwardness and sympathizes with me, I realized that if I said this dialogue, it would make Ashigarashi-san suffer more, and I hit such a mean question. That's why Masamune-san...
I hear this research project will be over soon.
One day, Ashimasa-san reported it with a face that did not float.
When the project is over, I will be free. [M] Unleashed.
― ― It's impossible, ashimasa-san's expression speaks eloquently. On the contrary, a worse fate awaits us.
Will I be killed without use?
I'm scared when I'm unconscious. Try to bump the question in a straightforward manner while being scared. Did you want to be prepared to soothe your fears? I don't know what I'm feeling.
"I don't know, so--"
Suddenly, Ashish-san's expression tightened, and there was a strong glow in his eyes. I'm sure Ashigaru-san was worried, lost, and frightened until this moment. You must have made a decision at this very moment.
"That's why I'll help you." I'll get you out of here. "
Or perhaps even if I wanted to make a decision, I was still frightened, but I may have shaken my fears off here. A powerful proclamation. There is no dialogue that resonates so much in my heart. I've never thought of the radiance of human will as so beautiful. I've never felt so happy. [M]
And Masamune Ashikaga did exactly as she had declared. He tried to take me out of the building.
Standing in front of me and Ashimasa-san was that Sakada Shirako who was always scolding Ashimasa-san. You're always looking at me and Ashigaru-san with an ever-increasing, unpleasant smile.
"Hey, me. Do you know? God is mean. This is what God wants."
If that's true, I think God is a piece of shit. In fact, a mean reality is being pinned down. In other words, God said in his heart that he was a bastard, and I was gnashing my teeth.