Junko, who tried to escape from Tatsuyoshi and logged out, switched characters to Nenaveauj and went to see Makhihime.
I also had the prospect of distracting myself by letting go of my interactions with Tatsuyoshi and playing with Makihime in Nenaveauj's appearance.
(Found Machihihime, and. It's unusual for that kid I've always been in, and I haven't seen him lately.)
About ten days after Junko resumed this game, it was as rare as having no Makhime name on his friends list. But right now, there's more to being gone.
When I played tel and asked if I could go see him immediately, I got an acknowledgement in two replies.
The two of us go to a teahouse in the central city. We could have rented it at the tavern in the occupied area and talked slowly, but somehow Junko's current mood was that of a teahouse where the faces of other players could worship. And I assumed that Junko didn't even confirm that Machihihime did, either.
"I've been out of it lately, but what's wrong? You said you were mostly in at the same time every day."
Machihihihime's expression is obviously cloudy in Nenaveauj's point.
"Whoa, if it's something you don't want me to touch, go through. I'll also say I'm sorry."
"Yeah. Thanks for caring"
Makihime smiles.
Machihihihime, who is obviously in strange shape. I don't even intend to interfere deeply, but I can do enough to hear the troubles, and as a Nenaveauge character, Junko thinks it's not something I leave alone at these times.
For Junko, a character named Nenaveauge plays one of the ideal male portraits to be found. No, I'm going to be playing it. It is one of the characters playing and one of the forms of RP, but it does exist as one person, if at all.
That's why Junko never behaves in a way that deviates from it, and he strives to speak and act along it.
"If you have a problem, I'll ask. Don't hesitate to say it. Take it as long as you can."
Makihime was strange and grinned at Nenaveauj, who put his hands together on the table and said in a powerful and gentle tone with an elegant grin.
Many players make aesthetic characters. However, not many players are sophisticated even in the modus operandi and expression of the aesthetic characters they make. Moreover, in this virtual reality, because the expression is directly connected to the emotion, the way the expression is given is subtly different from the real one. Nevertheless, Nenaveauj is really well refined, even in the way he makes tricks and expressions.
Nenaveauge's good way of making that too many characters felt strange to Machihihihime nowadays for some reason.
"Unlike me, Nenaveauge doesn't feel like he's nettled with nuances that escape hard reality, does he?
Words without context pop out of Makihime's mouth.
"I, Nenaveauge, was thinking that it was such a terrible thing that I broke down with my boyfriend or husband in real life. So, if that's the case, I even thought you'd be happy. It's really bad, isn't it, me? Well I... I'm also a nettle to mislead the spiciness of real life, so I'm very jealous of other people's happiness and stuff, and I think that a happy person is a different world being, and vice versa, it feels like a comrade. People who fall for the nettle think they're comrades in a different way, so if everyone in the nettle is real and unhappy, they think they're comrades with a stronger bond. Terrible, isn't it? Me."
That's all I said, Makihime lay down her face, turning away from her gaze and not even showing her expression. I'm sure I look terrible right now. I can make this face beautifully, but I have a consciousness that I can't manipulate it well to my expression. I don't have to check in the mirror to find out. I'm sure I look ugly right now, and I'm determined.
"Me, I used to and still do, I knew when I was dealing with Nenaveauge. You're a lot stronger than I am, even though you know sad and painful things. I was weak, so I couldn't escape what had bound me until now"
Makihime, who talks about past shapes and is confused as to what to do if he pokes about it.
"There's a part where people are bound, and people can't live without them."
With a gentle voice, Nenaveauj speaks.
"Real me, I don't like being tied to everything. Refuse to be bound to anything. I hate time, work, relationships, and all sorts of other restraints. But people can't get complete freedom or anything, and they're creatures whose minds are wasted if they're not bound somewhere. I know that. So I tie myself up. By my own rules. It seems paradoxical, but it is only when people are always bound by something that they gain true freedom. I can taste the dignity of freedom."
He accidentally raised his face and stared at Nenaveauj, and Makhihime ran in his mouth.
"Was it right to be tied up in such a world all the time? Are you saying I should have suffered the whole time?
"I don't know your real life, so I don't know what to say, but don't think there's such a simple story about escaping restraint as necessarily evil."
Machihihihime cools his excitement at Nenaveauj, who describes it only without breaking the graceful atmosphere.
"Even I've run away before. Sometimes I feel bad about that, and sometimes I feel good about that. If you regret it, or if you have any remnants of your heart, maybe that's a bad thing."
"I have no regrets... just..."
I'm just scared - and Machihihime adds without saying it to my voice.
"Nenaveauge...... I'm sorry. Talk weird or hit me. But it's a little neat."
Even if it was abstract and partial, I could spit it out in front of someone and it was just a little easier. And I was ashamed and thankful that Nenaveauge had associated me with such a strange self.
(Most importantly, I was happy to talk to Nenaveauge, and I think it was good)
I thought so, but I can just say it.
"I'm sure those in the nettle who don't even know their real qualities will make fun of each other for not having ever nettled about something like this"
"The one who executed something thoughtfully. Or those who try. In contrast, everyone has experience in wondering if they are wrong or not, or suffering between anxiety and public narrowness. It's not a question of whether it's a nettle or not, the essence is that part. Didn't I?"
Nenaveauge also keeps dating in the abstract realm to talk about Machihihihime who doesn't speak clearly.
"Right. I think Netgeorge, which I can clearly say, is amazing. masculine."
"I'm a woman in real life, and Nenaveauge is what I RP. It's the character I'm playing. The self of lies - false characters and people may see. But I'm certainly here."
In one final word, Makihime was thrilled.
(Yes... it's not a mess. I do have it in front of me. That's true, and no one should be able to deny it...)
In real life, Makhihime was always aware that he was a denied being. Consequently, the awareness that I was also a disputed and denied being in the game was stuck.
(But Nenaveauge affirms himself so powerfully)
Makihime realizes that he is more attracted to Nenaveauj than ever before.
"I wish I was really a man"
I put it in my mouth and said it, Machihihime. I know the people inside are women, but I can't help but think so.
"Thank you, for accompanying me to some imif stupidity"
"Huh, that's okay. I had a little trouble, too, and I just wanted to talk to someone I could forgive."
I can't say no to what that awful thing is. I can't even say that I'm trying to seduce and hook up with a guy who once had a hard eye for Makihime, etc.