I once hated peace, and now I am spoiling and accepting peace.
I have two voices in my heart to blame for that.
One is the self that has yet to disappear, hates peace, and can rush into the world of the warring nations.
One is himself who hates the world and blames himself for repeatedly winning eight.
The former's nausea is still good. The latter comes from conscience. This one is troublesome. I feel like it's going to pile up and burst sooner or later. What happens to me when I burst? Horrible considering that. I have a vague feeling. When I admit and accept all my sins, I wonder if it will burst.
Nausea and conscience blame themselves.
I can't shake it off either way, because I'm halfway there. If it's bad, I'm distressed because of it, standing at the window, watching the sunset, tired thinks.
I've always liked this time of year. As the sky stains red and darkens, my heart jumps as I look at the sky. No matter how many times I look at it, that feeling doesn't change.
But now, I'm sinking into something extra.
"I'm watching the sunset. I like it."
From the door of the opening, the bright voice of the honeyhouse made me feel a little saved.
It goes well with the honeymoon. That's why I'm tired of following her, and refraining from the evil I did until I met her.
"At a time when the world changes dramatically...... so. And... as we call it, when spirits and demons wake up and crawl out, the evil is thick... and it's time to fill up."
"Especially these days, so I'm disgusted."
Honeyhouses sigh.
"I've avoided the fate of a sorcerer my whole life, and I wanted to take it easy, writer. You know? Heavenly Way is mean, so it doesn't seem to forgive me either"
Born in the main house of the decaying rope, from an early age, he was even knocked into his training as a magician and served the Lord solely on the grounds that he possessed rare powers, but he continues to fight his fate with all his strength.
Being the Lord was also scattered and reluctant to resist, but eventually he took his seat. And the honeyhouse then leaps out of the main house under the authority of the Lord and tells him not to call it unless there is anything else to do, and he also abandons the operation of the clan and lives on his own as he pleases.
The monster's massive leap was exactly what happened. If you can't ignore the boulder all the time, the honeymoon is getting hungry too. Besides, it's not all disgusting.
"Ma, Rae and Ayane seem to be fighting with me, and I'm comfortable. Let's all settle this and make it a good memory."
Honeyhouses grinning tirelessly. Powerful and spiritual, having two spiritual Shizuno sorcerers beside themselves had been a salvation for the honeymoon. One would have felt more relieved and would have come to the battle reluctantly.
"Me too... I responded because of the honeymoon and Ayane. Without the two of us..."
Words of tiredness stop on the way.
Two people who feel signs of surgery. I am not on alert because it is not a mixture of hostility and malice.
When I look at the window, the ceremonial god is snapping into the window. Tired opens the window and takes the ceremony.
"Ayane, it seems to be late today..."
I read the letters of Ayane that were written in the ceremony, and Tired said.
"We met yesterday... Bullet 3, Tajima, and Souyu Kanda... they stumbled into each other and went to see each other..."
"People seem to be okay with Peach Island, but Kanda's okay? In the first place, I wonder how many people who use witchcraft to commit serial killings and women's assaults will stand up and walk the whole city flat."
In that sense, the man named Tamajima, who manages it, was also a honeymoon that I don't feel very normal about.
"Maybe... you'll be fine"
But Tired looked at Sosuke at a glance and largely guessed.
"Not everyone who commits evil... is evil without salvation..."
"I know that. But aren't you worried?
"Ayane is also a daughter who knows more about it than anyone else... Anyway, it's my daughter."
I can't speak in front of the honeyhouse, but from the time I met Ayane somehow, I was tired of killing the villagers who were born and raised of Ayane with dignity in front of her eyes. I've been hiding from Ayane ever since and working scattered vices, but they are also stories that I just haven't seen in person, and Ayane generally knows what tiredness is doing.
"You mean you feel sorry for that Kanda because she's a kid who's been doing so many bad things too?
"Sympathy is... different. Peer or... intimacy... Perhaps Ayane doesn't feel resistance to him because he's similar to me."
That man named Soo-woo, like himself, suffers the sins he has committed. I'm laying low on sin, not knowing that clearly. Must be that kind of person, Tie just saw Soo-woo's eyes and expression, and was spotting it.
I went into the dining room and ordered pork cutlets for Peach Island, biftech for Zongwoo and omelette for Ayane.
(Me... there's always a gap to escape. And yet, why aren't you running? Because you're going to come after me anyway, and you're giving up that you're going to be tired of chasing me?
Soo-woo can't organize his feelings well on his own.
"How did Mr. Tajima end up in the Silver Storm Hall?
Ayane asks, Taoshima turns her gaze to Soo-woo.
"Talk to this guy more than I do."
"Excuse me. Was that something I shouldn't ask"
"It's not. This is the one who wants to talk to you. So talk to this guy."
"What?"
Soo-woo opens his mouth gently to dismay Tao Island, who speaks of a hell of a dialogue. Ayanomoto also rounds his eyes in surprise for a moment, but interprets it by Ayanomoto and turns to Soo-woo.
"I hear Soo-woo is a sorcerer who learned heartbreaking flow. I'm Shizuno Ryu, as the name suggests."
"I can't believe you talked to me... fine. I can't tell you a damn thing. Roku, but I haven't done anything."
Ayane waving the conversation, but Soo-woo stops the hand of the meal and bites off his lips and nags as he fills up with bitterness.
"Tajima seems to care a lot about Soo-woo, and isn't he trying to save Soo-woo's suffering right now?
Ayane, who consciously lets Zongwoo go, not on Tajima.
"It's easier if you're stupid about hard things, and I'll talk to you, if you don't mind. We're going to fight together."
I thought it was an extra favor, Zongwoo, but on the other hand, I find myself confused by the words of Ayane right now, feeling intense joy and relief. A twitchy thing is spreading in my chest, my whole body warming up, my eyeballs getting hot. The tip of my hand is shaking fine.
(All women are prostitutes. It's a creature to be cursed. Yet...... I was just given a few kind words, like this? You're an idiot...... me)
Reluctant to escape, Zongwoo remained silent.
"I still can't seem to sort out my feelings"
When I saw such a blessing, I told him that Tajima would be there for me.
But when I heard the words of Tajima, Zongwoo became a cunt.
(What's this guy like? Are you going to be my guardian?
In fact, in the name of the protection administrator, Taoyama deals with Zongwoo, but Zongwoo trembles in anger when he doesn't want to be seen or treated like that. What's more, it's extra frustrating because it was a star.
"I'll make him change his mind. Educate."
Taoyama continues his words, knowing or not such a Soo-woo's temper.
"I want to unravel this man's heart one by one. Seek help."
"Yes, if you'll excuse me"
Hearing more words exchanged with Taoyama and Ayane, Soo-woo's face is distorted with shame and anger.
(It's like treating me like a child... How dare you... Son of a bitch... what the hell...)
But anger and shame soon draw, and another emotion boils again. Because of that, Zongwoo can't speak up. I can't even look up.
"Eat."
Seeing Soo Yu, whose dietary hand is stopped, Peach Mountain prompts him short. Zongwoo restarts his meal in silence, nagging to distract him.
"Tomorrow, are you free?
Turning to Ayane, Peach Island asks.
"Yes, I'm available though"
"Then mix it up with me and this guy, it's training. It's not just to open this guy's mind, it's also for future battles"
"Okay."
Although it was the Peach Mountain that decides forcefully, Ayane accepts it without hesitation at the earliest. I largely figured out what kind of man Peach Mountain was, so I decided to keep pace with them.