He Yan entered Xianchang hall at the age of 14 and joined the Fuyue army at the age of 15. No one knew that she was in a hurry when she joined the army. All the Shibao in the Xianchang hall were frightened. Later, after she returned to Beijing, she had already won meritorious service and was granted by the emperor. Therefore, he family did not investigate why he wanted to join the army.
Now think about it, if she had not received any meritorious service at that time, but was just an ordinary soldier. After a few years of wandering life, she would not have returned to his family.
Heyan still remembers the pottery of the Song Dynasty.
At the age of 15, he Yan studied in the Xianchang hall under the identity of he Rufei. She is mediocre in qualification, and the girl is naturally less powerful than the man, so she can't be compared with the teenagers in Xianchang hall. He Yuansheng gradually saw it, but he did not blame her. He Yan thought that he could live a peaceful life all the time.
Until that day.
There are two days a month for students to go home. But because of the rainy season, the rain washed down the plaque at the gate of Xianchang hall. The teachers asked the students to go home one day in advance and come back three days later.
He Yan back in a hurry, no one knows. She changed her clothes first, and then went to heyuansheng. When she came back to his home every month, he Yuansheng would ask him about his life in Xianchang hall. This kind of alienated, almost surveillance questioning doesn't make Heyan feel warm. Every time she talks to he Yuansheng, she is actually a little nervous.
But on that day, when she went, he Yuansheng had not come back, and even the boy was not at the door. She sat and waited in heyuansheng's study. There was a screen in the study. He Yan felt that he had nothing to do. He might as well sit down and read for a while in front of the screen.
She just sat for a moment when someone came in.
He Yuanliang's voice said, "what do you think about Heyan?"
He Yan, who was about to go out, was stunned for a moment and tried to bypass the screen. Instead of going out, she shrank back.
He Yuanliang and he Yuansheng have different temperaments. He Yuansheng looked gentle, but in fact he was strict. Later he gave birth to other children and treated them very harshly. He Yuanliang, her biological father, is a totally different temperament, always smiling. In addition to her, she was also spoiled.
He Yan's feelings towards he Yuanliang are very complicated. If we say that she is in awe of the elder like his adoptive father and the eldest uncle, she brings a trace of invisible dependence and expectation to he Yuanliang. She expected he Yuan Liang to be as kind to her sisters as he was to her sisters, but he did not. Every time I look at her eyes, if you look at her nephew's eyes, polite, at most preaching a few words.
In this way, the number of times of disappointment, he Yan also did not force.
But today, he heard his name from his father's mouth. He Yan didn't know why he wanted to hide here.
"She's very good now. She's studying in Xianchang hall, and no one has found out. Now she's 15 The marriage must be settled before the age of 18 at most. "
He Yan, shrinking behind the screen, held his breath for a moment.
Marriage? She never thought about these, she is now facing the identity of he Rufei, is a man's identity, how can we get married? What should he do once he has made an appointment? Who will do this "Wo Rufei"?
She thought of it for granted that she was a woman. Naturally, she was engaged to a man. After all, she was not good at grinding mirrors. However, he Yuan Liang's words surprised her.
"Elder brother, do you see a suitable girl in Beijing?"
Girl?
How can it be a girl?
He Yan raised his head. The two people outside the screen were facing her with their backs. They could not see their expressions clearly. They only listened to the tone. They were calm and did not feel how shocking their words were.
"Song Ci, vice governor of the inner Province, has two daughters. The eldest daughter is married and the youngest is now 11 years old." Heyuan Sheng said: "he is a little younger, but when he Yan is 18, he has already reached the hairpin. After two years, we can get married. "
"Song Ci's daughter?" He Yuan Liang hesitated, "is that little girl named Song Tao Tao? I remember that Song Ci searched for her daughter's birthday gift the year before last, and all the merchants in shuojing would go through it again. "
"Yes," He Yuan Sheng asked with a smile, "there is no young man in Song Ci's house, only two daughters. Now that the eldest daughter is married, she dotes on her younger daughter. If you can get married with the Song family, you will get the help of the Song family. Why worry that our family is not thriving? "
On hearing this, he Yuanliang also slowed down his expression and said: "what elder brother said is reasonable. It's better for me to hold a banquet for song cilai's family in a few days, so as to talk about the children's affairs. At least let him know that we have this idea first. "
They talked happily, as if the marriage was just a transaction, and that was all. Nowadays, women are the weight to check and balance marriage. But she can be used as a weight, how can we ignore her identity?
She's a woman! How can a woman marry a woman? If she does get married, will it hurt her life?
He Yan thought so in his heart, suddenly ran into the screen and made a sound. He Yuansheng turned his head and said, "who?"Seeing that he Yan was found, he simply stood up and said, "it's me."
"Heyan?" Heyuansheng was relieved, then frowned and said, "Why are you here? Isn't it time to be in Xianchang hall today
"Shibao asked us to leave school one day in advance. I'm here to find my father." He Yan said here, pause for a moment, secretly take a look at He Yuan Liang. He Yuanliang showed his habitual smile, and his expression did not change because he was called "father" of heyuansheng.
It's just another disappointment. Why don't you give up. He Yan lowered his head to cover the loss in his eyes.
"I have something to discuss with your second uncle. You can come to me later." Heyuan Sheng said: "go to see your mother first."
He Yan did not move.
"Heyan?" He Yuansheng frowned again.
"I have heard what my father and second uncle just said." He Yan raised his head, voice calm, "father, I am a woman, how can I marry the second miss of the Song family?"
He Yan did not expect to speak like this. The two brothers of the he family were stunned for a moment.
"These are not your business," he replied after a while. "I will arrange everything for you."
"I will not marry the second miss of the Song family. As a woman, it's enough to sacrifice me alone. There's no need to implicate irrelevant people. " He Yan Dao.
She is now 15 years old, a little taller than before. She is dressed up as a teenager. Her eyes are clear and open. She stands here like a poplar tree and looks like a stranger.
Heyuan said angrily, "what do you mean by this? Are you angry with us? Is it to blame us for sacrificing your right to be a woman? "
He Yuan Liang looked at her with a smile, "Heyan, how can you talk to big brother like this? Big brother is for your good
He Yan thought, is this really for her? Her husband taught her that "compassion is the end of benevolence; the heart of shame is the end of righteousness; the heart of resignation is the end of propriety; the heart of right and wrong is the end of wisdom". But now what he family wants her to do is that she is not benevolent, unjust, impolite and not wise. How ridiculous?
Without fear, Heyan replied in a loud voice: "I will never promise to marry Miss Song! Not only that, I will not marry any woman in this life, which will delay others' life! "
He Yuansheng and he Yuanliang were both stunned.
He Yan's temperament is known to his family. She is gentle and talkative, and even a little timid and cowardly. In the he family, she does what she is told to do, and does not like to cause trouble. If it had not been for the exchange of identities, she would have lived a life like a puppet, just like all the mediocre officials in shuojing.
But what does she look like now?
"Heyan, do you dare to talk to me like that?" He Yuansheng was really angry. When he was angry, his facial features were very fierce, and the children in the big room of he family were afraid of him.
He Yan looked at him and was not moved. "My father sent me to the Xianchang school to study for the sake of etiquette and virtue, not for the benefit of being a liar."
The young man held his head high, proud, clear, and Fang Jie. The disdain in her eyes stung heyuansheng. He Yuansheng became angry, and he Yan slapped him in the face.
It was the first time that Heyan was beaten by heyuansheng.
And her father was watching, did not say anything, until the beginning of that sentence, is "big brother is also for you.".
The quarrel between heyuansheng and Heyan shocked the whole family. As the highest authority of Heyuan Sheng, no one will doubt his decision. He Yan was kept in the ancestral hall for a day and night, and was released the next night.
No one had visited her that day and night. Whether it's her adoptive father, her adoptive mother, or her natural father and mother. On this day and night, he Yan looked at the memorial tablets, big and small, and thought of only one question.
What kind of family is he family? Does she really want to stay in the he family? If in this home, the significance of her existence is to make a substitute to bind them, which does not belong to their interests. If she has no sincerity, there is really no place to linger on.
An even man, also want to break away from the line, dominate their own life.
The next night, she went back to her room, which was deserted. He Yan remembers that these days, the Fuyue army was enlisting in the street. She sat on the couch, thinking that if someone came to see her tonight and asked if she was ok, she would not go.
But never.
From afar came the sound of playing a watch. Heyan carried the burden on his body and sneaked out in the night. For so many years, since she practiced martial arts on her own, she has been so familiar. It is also because he family did not value her, even when she left, it was so easy.
Just, she thought, although she could not continue to stay in the he family, in the end, she saved a little girl in shuojing. How can he family get married when she is away. The girl named Song Tao Tao, and Ji Ji, may be able to stay with a young man who agrees with him for life, instead of being involved in this shady plot and becoming a pawn sacrificed.
The night was heavy and could not see the end. The girl disguised as a teenager did not know what the road ahead was. She looked back at the gate of the he family. The house was hidden in the night and connected with the past. She was cruel and ruthless. She turned around and walked forward without turning back.The past unfolded in front of his eyes, as if blowing away the dust covered in it. It gradually became clear that it had only happened yesterday. Only Heyan knew that it was a previous life that he could never go back to.
At that time, she was very young and angry with the brothers heyuansheng. She did not seriously think about the absurdity of the decision. She was a woman. If she really married Miss Song Er, sooner or later, this secret would be exposed. How could he family allow such a thing to happen?
Unless, they had long expected that it would never happen.
He Yan stares at the sachet hanging on the bed tent.
Heyuansheng and heyuanliang knew from the beginning that sooner or later, if he had not, he would return. He Yan had no way to know the situation of he Rufei, but he Yuansheng knew that he Rufei's body was getting better and better at that time, which was not like he was dying as they said.
It is because he knows that he Rufei will come back sooner or later, and he Yan and he Rufei will return to their original positions sooner or later, so they talk about the engagement without any scruple. They have made up their minds to take off the man's clothes and become the miss of he family again before he Ruo becomes married.
At that time, Heyan didn't realize this. She thought that she would do it for a long time and maybe sacrifice her whole life. Unexpectedly, she didn't expect that she would become herself again one day. But this is not a gift. After being a substitute for a person for a long time, you will inevitably forget who you are.
Moreover, on that day, she left the Hejia with her burden on her back and joined the Fuyue army. Since then, the layout of the he family has been disrupted and the chess game has been out of control.
Who could have thought of it?
Who would have thought that she had lived her whole life, died once, and then woke up and went around. She met a girl who was almost "engaged" with her in her previous life. The 11-year-old girl has grown into a graceful lady. The young man who left home with a burden has tasted all kinds of human tastes. The fate is mysterious. Without Song Tao Tao, she would not have left home or joined the army. There would have been no general Feihong, who is today's Heyan.
Maybe it was just to tell her something that fate had made them meet here.
She didn't do anything wrong. She saved a girl.
……
The next morning, when Heyan woke up, feinu was no longer in the room.
She thought about things late last night and slept so hard that she didn't know when feinu left. When she woke up and went to have a wash, she went out of the door. She wanted to knock on the door next door to see if Xiao Jue was in.
As a result, the door next to the door opened. Song Tao Tao's head came out from behind the door. She said, "do you want to find Mr. Xiao? They eat downstairs. "
Don't you call her at dinner? He Yan thought, this is really did not regard her as his own person. He Yan asked, "have you eaten yet? Go down and eat together
Song Tao Tao nodded.
The little girl went downstairs with her. Sure enough, Xiao Jue and feinu were sitting downstairs by the window, and some dishes were randomly placed on the table. I don't know if I was shocked by Xiao Jue's identity last night. The innkeeper made this breakfast with great care and delicacy. He Yan wanted to scold him for extravagance.
"Uncle, you don't call me at dinner." He Yan muttered, "if you don't call me, why don't you call Miss Song?"
"I want to sleep more. It's not about Mr. Xiao." Song Tao Tao opens his mouth in a hurry. Somehow, she seems to be a little afraid of Xiao Jue. But I think it's the same thing. Xiao Jue talks coldly all day long. Who can stand the delicate little girl?
He Yan put a single basket of golden milk cake into his mouth. The milk cake was fragrant and sweet. Soon after it came out of the cage, it was very hot and appetizing. She said with a smile, "uncle, what do we do today?"
Xiao Jue looked at her like a smile: "what do you want to do?"
"I..." Before he Yan finished speaking, Song Tao Tao began to speak.
"Cheng Mr. Cheng. " She already knew that he Yan was not Cheng Lishu, but she could see that he Yan was playing "Cheng Lishu". She did not expose it. She called Cheng Lishu's name together. She said, "can you go out with me?"
After saying this, the other three people on the table looked at Song Tao Tao.
"I I don't have any clothes. I can't get used to the men's clothes. I want to go out and buy two ready-made clothes to change, but I don't remember the way. Mr. Cheng, can you go shopping with me? " She plucked up her courage to finish.
Three people on the table, feinu can not say a word all night, Xiao Jue is not a person who can accompany the girl to buy things. Only Heyan was kind and gentle. He Yan said, "of course! It's just She looked at Xiao Jue, "uncle, what can we do today?"
"Nothing." Xiao Jue hang Mou light way: "you accompany song Er miss to go."
"Thank you, Mr. Xiao!" Song Tao Tao was overjoyed.
After dinner, he Yan went out with Song Tao Tao. After they left, feinu said, "young master, I'm going to follow them now."
"Don't get too close." Xiao Jue orders, "he also takes Song Tao Tao."
Flying slave should be under, was about to leave, suddenly thought of something, hesitated for a moment, or opened his mouth: "young master, sun Ling's matter, so calculate?""Who says it's ok?" Xiao Jue hook lip, "wait a second, now is not the time."
……
He Yan followed Song Tao Tao out of the inn.
As soon as he left Mr. Xiao, Song Tao Tao became more and more cheerful. She approached Heyan and said in a low voice, "why do you call uncle Xiao er? Why do you call yourself Cheng Lishu
"It's a long story. Young Master Cheng has something to do, so I'll come to Liangzhou for the time being. Don't tell anyone about it."
Song Tao Tao said, "of course I won't tell others! That rubbish childe, must be oneself cannot do, just let you replace? This kind of person still wants to be my husband. Why doesn't he dream? "
Miss Song's prejudice towards Cheng Lishu is really deep.
"What's your name then?" Song Tao Tao asked.
"I can't tell you right now, so I won't let it slip. I'll tell you when the city is done. " He Yan said with a smile.
Song Tao Tao curled his lips and was not very happy. Heyan pointed to a clothing store. "You see, there are clothes there. Why don't you go in and pick one?"
Song Tao Tao changed his mind and Heyan was relieved. However, this tone has not been relaxed for a long time, suddenly thought of something, then secretly bad.
When Heyan came out of Liangzhou, Cheng Lishu gave her clothes and hairpin jewelry, but forgot to give her silver. He Yan didn't dare to ask Xiao Jue for it, so that she had only one ingot of silver for the flag. She had been reluctant to put it on her body. She would rather pull the button of Cheng Lei Su's clothes for tea instead of touching it. Song Tao Tao just came out of the Wanhua Pavilion. His money has been wiped clean. He Yan will pay for everything he bought today.
This is all she has now!
Fortunately, Liangzhou city is not shuojing. There is no tailor shop with hundreds of taels of silver for a garment. The ready-made clothes here are cheap and Heyan can't afford it. Song Tao Tao picked out a pair of shoes, a hairpin and a pair of earrings. Heyan could not help but pay for the silver, which was the only copper coin.
Song Tao Tao picked out his clothes and changed them in order to come out. As soon as he came out, he became a pretty girl. She picked out a cherry red fairy skirt, long hair tied in a bun, hair band is also cherry red, bright eyes and teeth, Shanshan lovely.
He Yan's eyes brightened. In an instant, the pain of spending money disappeared in front of the lovely girl.
"It's beautiful." She said heartily.
Song Tao Tao blushed, turned his head and muttered, "the clothes here are too shabby. There's nothing good about them. The clothes made by our tailors in Song Dynasty are much more beautiful than these clothes! "
He Yan thought, is this still called poverty? This has already spent her savings in the past six months!
After wrapping the original clothes with a bundle, Song Tao Tao walked out of the clothing store and said, "let's go shopping in other places."
He Yan said Good. "
The beauty and loveliness of a little girl also costs money, especially the little girl raised by a wealthy family. He Yan only hopes that Liangzhou will not have anything to attract Miss Song's attention. She has no money.
God seems to have heard her voice. Along the way, Song Tao Tao had nothing to buy. However, when I visited Liangzhou City, I was still in high spirits. He Yan has been trying his best to accompany her, not a bit bored, to the end, the arrogant little girl is also a little embarrassed, asked Heyan: "you accompany me so long? Is it boring? "
"No He Yan said with a smile: "I just want to go around."
Song Tao Tao looked at her for a long time and said, "you are really a good man."
He Yan is a little surprised, but she said so. The little girl has gone on. She thought about it, shook her head and laughed.
To Song Tao Tao, he Yan's mood is not only to take care of the little girl, but also to indulge him as much as the elder. After all, the girl almost became her fiancee. It was also the person who had been willing to leave home and wanted to make it, which, in a way, changed her fate. In the years after that, Song Tao Tao didn't get involved in those inexplicable things and grew up well.
He Yan felt very lucky if she had not done so. Maybe later Song Tao Tao would not marry a woman, but the person who married became he Rufei. Is it really a good thing to marry into he family? This family has no warmth but interests. It is not suitable for a girl like Song Tao Tao.
However, he Yan looked at the little girl in front of the skipping back, some helpless. At the beginning, she left home, which was also a "runaway marriage". At present, Cheng Lishu also ran away from her marriage. Song Tao Tao still ran away from her marriage. Is this due to the escape of marriage?
She has to talk to Cheng Lishu.
……
The sun's house in Liangzhou city is a bleak place.
Sun Ling was sent back to the sun family last night. Sun Xiangfu asked famous doctors to treat sun Ling's injuries. Although it's all skin and flesh injuries, it's really not light. We should take good care of it for a few months.
When did young master sun suffer such a great loss from childhood to adulthood. Sun Xiangfu was also in a bad mood. Early this morning, he punished several servants according to their mistakes.People dare not take a wrong step. The house is quiet. Sun Ling was lying on the bed. Mrs. sun sat beside the bed and wiped her tears. She said: "your father is too much. He is just a general. How could he beat you like this? My son has suffered, and I don't know when to keep this injury... "
As soon as sun Xiangfu came in, he heard this and said angrily, "the view of women! What is "just a military general?" you know that he even dares to kill the legitimate eldest son of the Minister of Hubu, who stabs him to the emperor. What happened in the end? In the end, I had to admit my bad luck! If he killed this unfilial son last night, what do you think you can do? Nothing can be done! "
After being scolded, Mrs. sun froze for a long time and said, "he, he is really so powerful? What shall we do now? Is it an apology to him? "
"You go out." Sun Xiangfu was so upset that he waved his hand, "I will arrange these. I came here to ask Ling er a few things. "
Sun Xiangfu walked away with tears in her eyes. Looking at Sun Ling's pale face, sun Xiangfu was both distressed and angry, and said, "you said it's not good for you to provoke anyone, but to provoke that Yama."
"I But he was not provoked. It was his nephew who had been deceiving others When sun Ling mentioned this, he was not angry. He told the truth of what happened last night. At last, he said, "how do I know that Cheng Lishu will suddenly attack?"
"Is that bookboy the woman you like?" Sun Xiangfu asked.
Sun Ling shook his head: "I don't know. I haven't seen my face clearly. The surname Xiao is here."
"If it's just a misunderstanding, it's OK. If it's really this girl, Cheng Lishu will inevitably have prejudice against you since he protects him." Sun Xiangfu sighed, "it's my fault that I didn't inform you of Xiao Jue's coming to the city in advance, otherwise it would not have caused such a situation."
Sun Ling never cared about political affairs. He only knew how to eat, drink, whore and gamble. Therefore, he did not know about sun Xiangfu's post to Xiao Jue.
"Dad, we've already offended them. They won't make trouble for us later." Sun Ling was a little nervous.
He was used to lawlessness in Liangzhou City, but because he had a magistrate Laozi. But last night sun Xiangfu's tearful appearance in front of Xiao Jue made sun Ling understand that Xiao Jue was not a person the sun family could afford.
"Don't be afraid," Sun Xiangfu said, "in a few days, the censor yuan will be here. Mr. Yuan belongs to Xu Xiang. Xu Xiang and Xiao Jue Su are at odds. Maybe we can do something here. "
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