Chapter 3: “A Past That’s Far Gone While The Future Only Awaits…”

Khaos didn't have any family back on earth, and of his close relatives lived out of state or passed away, so he was pretty much a lone wolf most of the time.

 

Although he did have a few colleagues, he wouldn't really call them companions. His 2 true friends from his childhood moved out of state when he was only 10 years old, so they could only talk to each other when they played with each other on their game systems.

 

Him and his friends had always been fascinated by dark fantasy and kingdom-building stories back on earth and had been master MMORPG players.

 

Unlike he friends who were usually sedentary bingeing their favorite anime shows and doing all-nighters on their favorite games, Khaos was training his combat skills most of the time.

 

 

Khaos was known as a physically gifted specimen since a child and was an innate combat genius, being proficient in 5 martial arts back on earth as well, starting at the young age of 5. He had always felt that he was  different and more mature than everybody else in school. He was classified as a genius by his peers and teachers and had gotten a lot of crap over it from some hard-headed students.

 

He was also much taller, more muscular and than everybody else which scared a lot of potential friends away before he could even show them his personality. It only infuriated him though, as some kids would ask if he was truly the age he said he was or if he was stupid or ignorant, and if he got held back in school.

 

Even after high school, Khaos still had no dreams and no future waiting for him… Only isolation, solitude, and loneliness awaited him. He had become severely depressed and on top of that, his anxiety went through the roof. There were just things he couldn't recover from, he guessed.

 

Khaos was 18 when he died, so he lived on his own for a while barely getting by check after check, just trying to have a somewhat good life.

 

Unfortunately, things just never worked out for him, the story of his life. He had 0 luck to his name and as you know, things in life just ain't that simple.

 

As a child and teen growing up with no stability while he went through countless foster families getting physically and verbally abused, starved, and even tortured by his former foster family. He only knew a life of pain and suffering for as long as he can remember. He grew up having absolutely no hope of salvation, and he only knew despair. He didn't even care to be saved and he had even lost all hope for the future, so he only kept all his feelings and emotions tucked away as a defense mechanism.

 

Khaos knew that he wouldn't spare humans in this world just because he used to be one, but he also didn't want to take my anger out on them either. He lost all attachments to any family or humans for that matter. He was only a plaything for most, and once he became a burden they would toss him out without any hesitation. 

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He had done a lot of bad things in his childhood that he couldn't even recall. Drugs, parties, violence, you name it. That was all he knew. he turned to the only things that would give him some sort of comfort, even though it would only hurt him in the end.

 

He had been witness and victim to Drive-bys, shootouts, and unnecessary squabbles for the latter half of his life. The life he chose to live definitely wasn't the easiest one by any means. He had harmed a lot of bad people. He would probably harm more right? He wouldn't mind it at all. in fact, it probably wouldn't even affect his conscience.

 

 

He always vowed that he wouldn't harm the weak and innocent without reason, especially since he gave his life for them, but he will show no mercy for those who stand against him or the ones that he'll eventually value in this new world.

 

He considered his job to be extremely boring and mentally draining as he worked himself to the brink of exhaustion nearly every day knowing that he always wanted to do something more than that... He wanted to find his true calling and purpose. But he still couldn't believe this would happen to him of all people. He was a nobody on earth who seemed to be invisible to everybody and only kept to himself.

 

Khaos also had a traumatic childhood that made him distrustful of his peers and changed his perspective on the idea of morality in humans, and unfortunately, he could never look at humanity and human beings the same anymore as he had figured out the truth and true nature of his fellow humans.

 

Although his past life wasn't necessarily the best, it certainly wasn't the worst either, but everything still felt like a wild dream to him. A dream that he couldn't manage to control or wake up from as he continued to wonder why he had been given such a fate.

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Khaos didn't have much to miss from his old life and he's looking forward to exploring this new world to the fullest leading him to new comrades and adventures.

 

Despite his memory loss, he could still remember the cause of his death. He saved a woman and her child from a drive-by shooter on my way home from work as they lived in a bad area riddled with crime and shootings every day.

 

He saved them on nothing but mere instinct and even though he knew that it might've cost him his life, he doesn't regret it at all.

 

He was honestly too tired to live any longer as his depression and isolation made him empty inside. He had been prepared to die for a long time. He only wanted to live a life of peace. 

 

Khaos was the type of person who only thinks about himself. He had been like that for as long as he could remember. He'd only ever had himself to rely on, so who could blame him for being a little selfish?

 

Though, he really felt at peace, when gave a kid and his mother another chance at life which seemed like the right decision at the time. Truthfully, he knew his life wasn't one worth living anyway. He was merely existing, going through the motions every day.

 

The things he has gone through are unspeakable. He tried his hardest to forget the pain and memories that scarred his mind, body, and soul as a child as he didn't even want to remember any of it.

 

Most would choose to keep their memories of their past lives intact but this wasn't the case for him. He thought that he'd probably never tell or open up to anyone about his past anyways so he wanted to bury his feelings so that he wouldn't have any weaknesses in his new life but things wouldn't be so simple.

 

He could still remember a few, of the traumatizing memories that remain stuck in his head, things he could never forget. Things he could never forgive. His foster parents who abused him every day and the bullies picked on and assaulted him as a kid in school before his soon to be first coach and a legendary martial artist who was a master in 5 different martial arts took him in and started teaching him how to defend himself only when absolutely necessary.

 

 

As his coach would always remind him to remain true to the 1 golden rule that set them apart from anybody they knew of. These golden words were "Never use these 5 martial arts to those that are unworthy... Those without a warrior's heart, pride, and will to protect what they value most, will only taint and further change the preconception of these fine arts." Khaos then trained for 13 years nearly mastering all 5 martial arts. Krav Maga, Lethwei, Taekwondo, Boxing and Muay Thai. These 5 martial arts that he perfected over the years would soon help him defeat some of the toughest enemies ever imaginable. These martial arts which Khaos shed blood,sweat and tears for hours and hours everyday while pushing himself past his limits with every spar and training session would give him an edge in battle against any combat-orientated opponent in the future giving him an edge in physical abilities.

 

 

On the other hand, he was never any good at social interactions and worked a brutal construction job that gave him tremendous physical capabilities but also put significant stress and a large toll on his human body and mind.

 

 

He was tired of humanity and it's self-righteous bulshit lies of history and human emotions. Humans have always been greedy and barbaric since the beginning of time.

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It wasn't any different now though, it was only that most of the population were still naive and unaware of the how modern slavery and conquering was accomplished. If they knew the truth of the world, a global revolution would overthrow everything the elites of the world schemed and worked so hard for.

 

 

Khaos hoped that his new life would be different. A life filled with unforgettable adventures and everlasting memories that he can treasure forever. He even wished to meet some friends and allies, maybe even become someone important finally. That's really all he ever wanted. He always felt he was just a burden on others, so maybe that will change. He knows there will be a lot of hardships and challenges he will have to face, but he's willing to face them head-on. He will keep moving forward no matter what happens, no matter what it takes!

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