When Qin Lang woke up, the people beside him were Jing Yu and Xiaomei.
“Xiao Lang? You’re awake…” Jing Yu looked a little tired, “Xiao Mei, call the doctor to take a look.”
There was a sound of running footsteps in the room, it was not hard to tell that they were running.
“Wu…” Qin Lang frowned, feeling a tingling pain in his head, “It hurts…”
“What’s going on? I asked the people in the show team, and they all said that you were standing well then it seemed you saw something and stepped back suddenly. If it wasn’t for the cameraman below, do you know how dangerous it would be?” Jing Yu was in the break room with the directors at the time. As soon as he heard the news and saw blood from Qin Lang’s head, he was frightened that he almost stopped breathing.
“I…” Qin Lang showed a fool sweet smile, “Maybe I haven’t eaten breakfast, so I have hypoglycemia. Don’t worry, isn’t I am okay now?”
“You… alas…” Jing Yu pinched his brows , “You are awake now, I have to tell your brother, or he will beat me. In addition, I called Yan Han for you. He was filming in T city. He should take care of you when you are injured.”
“What did you say??” Qin Lang’s eyes widened suddenly, as if he couldn’t believe it, “Brother Jing Yu…you called Yan Han?”
Jing Yu looked at him distressingly: “Xiao Lang, I don’t know what happened between the two of you. Although you don’t say it, I can see that you want to see him very much. As your husband, he is in a city now, shouldn’t he come to take care of you?” Jing Yu said as he was about to leave the ward to make a phone call.
“No, Brother Jing Yu…” Qin Lang wanted to explain to him that Yan Han would not come, so he propped up his upper body in a hurry, but the pain in his head made him unable to exert any strength and fell again.
“Don’t move…” Jing Yu was also anxious when he saw this, so he hurriedly turned back and helped him lie down.
Qin Lang let out a breath and said in a low voice, “Brother Jing Yu, you shouldn’t tell Yan Han…”
“Xiao Lang, what are you talking about? You are injured, why shouldn’t you let him know?” When Qin Lang wanted to say something more but there was a knock on the door of the ward.
It was Yan Han that stood at the door.
Jing Yu walked away from the hospital bed, walked to the door and said to Qin Lang, “Have a good rest, don’t worry about your brother’s side.”
“Mm. Thank you brother Jing Yu.” Qin Lang’s eyes followed Jing Yu before moving to Yan Han.
From the divorce to now, he has been numbing himself, preventing himself from thinking about him, forcing himself to forget. But when the person standing in front of him, the defenses that he had worked hard to build collapsed suddenly. He only knew now how weak his defense was in front of Yan Han.
Qin Lang reluctantly force out a smile, but also apologetically, “I’m sorry, I haven’t told Brother Jing Yu, that’s why he troubled Mr. Yan. If you have something to do, you can go…”
“How are you?” Yan Han interrupted Qin Lang, he frowned, the alienated Mr. Yan sounded unpleasant.
He came from the door, his tall body blocking some of the lights, letting the shadows hit Qin Lang bed.
Qin Lang clenched his hand with no needle inserted in, clutching his fingernails against his palm, trying to wake himself up, “I’m fine, thank you for your concern.”
“I heard you fell off the stone steps, what happened?” Yan Han’s eyes swept across Qin Lang’s hand, and withdrew his gaze lightly, turning to look at Qin Lang’s slightly flustered gazes.
“No…nothing…” Qin Lang said, “I was just careless.”
Qin Lang lowered his head to look at the needle on the back of his hand and the blue vein. He frowned, hesitating whether to tell Yan Han that Bai Yue had come back or not.
Qin Lang admitted that he was a third party. It was him who forced Yan Han and Bai Yue to break up, and it was him who broke up the two people who could have been happy. It’s been five years and he still hasn’t realized it? That unfortunate marriage is the punishment for his despicable methods, didn’t he understand it now?
Qin Lang gritted his teeth, closed his eyes and took a deep breath, “Yan Han today…”
His words were interrupted by a knock at the door. It was Xiaomei who came back with the doctor.
Qin Lang could no longer say what he wanted to say before. The doctor gave him a simple exam to check his basic conditions before leaving.
Xiaomei is very sensible, “Brother Lang, it’s already night, are you starving? If you want something to eat, I’ll bring it back for you.”
Qin Lang said something casually. Xiaomei asked Yan Han, and Yan Han also said the same thing.
Not long after taking two casual requests, Xiaomei went out the door. Qin Lang wasn’t in the mood to talk again until she came back.
“Brother Lang, Brother Yu and others from the show team said they want to come in and see you, is that okay?” When Xiaomei said this, she glanced at Yan Han.
Qin Lang also glanced at Yan Han, and then said, “Let them go back first and come back tomorrow, just say I’m still a little uncomfortable.”
Xiaomei nodded, then he and Yan Han were alone in the room again.
Qin Lang didn’t know how to face Yan Han, so he simply turned his body sideways and closed his eyes to rest. In fact, what does it matter if he tells him or not? Aren’t they already divorced? Whether Yan Han and Bai Yue continue their relationship, or if they are strangers again, what does it have to do with him?
Really, what is he worrying about for his ex-husband?
After thinking about it, Qin Lang really fell asleep again.
Qin Lang was awakened by a tempting aroma. After all, he hadn’t eaten all day today, so he was starving.
“Mom?” Qin Lang opened his eyes, and saw Yan Han’s mother busying beside the hospital bed. He realized that the name was wrong, so he changed his words, “Auntie.”
Mother Yan, who was originally smiling, froze for a moment as she placed the food down, then she said to Qin Lang: “I still like to hear you call me mom.”
“…” Qin Lang didn’t answer her, “Why are you here? Yan… Did Mr. Yan tell you?”
“No…” She helped Qin Lang to sit up and handed the spoon to Qin Lang’s hand, “Let’s eat first. I came here after hearing the news from the program team, fortunately you are fine. Be careful in the future, you have to take care of yourself, you know?”
“Mm, thank you.” Qin Lang drank the soup with his head down, ate the meal slowly, and stopped talking.
The woman also sat aside, as if hesitating about how to talk. She hesitated while waiting for Qin Lang to finish his meal.
Qin Lang asked the system, “Where’s my husband, has he come back?”
The system said, “Why are you calling him husband again? He hasn’t arrived yet, just silently count for a minute in your heart.”
Qin Lang put down his chopsticks, wiped his mouth, and looked at mother Yan as she cleaned up.
Qin Lang pursed his lips, looked at the woman’s black hair that had many white hair that could not be hidden, and finally said, “Are you trying to ask why I divorce Yan Han?”
Mother Yan’s movements stopped, she sat beside the hospital bed, looked at Qin Lang, and waited for his answer.
“You want to ask, is it because I don’t love Yan Han anymore that I divorced?” Qin Lang smiled, “No, it was because I loved him that I chose to divorce him.”
Yan Han, who was outside holding the doorknob, stopped.
“Because I love him, I choose to let go.” Qin Lang took in a breath, “Of course, I also want to love myself, so divorce is good for both of us.”
Mother Yan looked at him puzzled.
At this time, Qin Lang leaned on the pillow propped up behind his back and asked her, “Do you still remember what I looked like five years ago?”
“…” Mother Yan suddenly understood. Qin Lang five years ago was gentle, elegant and beautiful. There was always a confident smile on his face, he used to be so dazzling, but now he has long been depressed.
“I almost forgot myself.” Qin Lang said softly, “Five years ago, I was so proud that I thought I was good enough. Even if Yan Han still had feelings for Bai Yue, I thought I would definitely be able to make him love me. Many years have passed now, the original me was finally hit by reality. He was no longer arrogant. In order to allow his husband to stay at home for a while longer, he learned how to cook. He is not very good at this and always cuts his fingers or oil will splashed on his skin. Fortunately, he persisted through it and finally learned to make a few good dishes. Those dishes took him a long time to learn, however, the person he waited for had only tasted it three times in five years. He will move his chopsticks then set it down. At that time, he was thinking, `What is he doing all this useless work for?’”
“After walking all day, I chose clothes that I was satisfied with for a long time, and I bought them back for that person with joy. Birthday gifts, wedding anniversary gifts, ties, cufflinks, watches… I have never seen him wear them or use them once…” Qin Lang couldn’t help but sobbed, “I let go of all my pride, I just hope Yan Han will look at me more. I am so humble… How can I be so humble? I almost don’t know myself anymore”
Yan Han outside the door leaned against the wall, and he put his hand on his forehead and took a few deep breaths.
Before this kind of thing, Yan Han didn’t care about it. In his opinion, what Qin Lang does is his own choice. He didn’t give him any wrong hints, and he didn’t feel guilty about it, let alone distressed. But now, the balance in his heart is already out of balance. Yan Han is a little annoyed, plus also a little distressed when he hears Qin Lang tell the stupid things he did one by one.
Qin Lang smiled with tears, he wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes with his fingers, “Now that I think about it, why didn’t I give up earlier? Yan Han is not happy, and I am not happy either. Since I can love him so humbly, why can’t I just let him go? He can go to find his happiness, and I can find the old me.”
“I’m sorry, Xiao Lang.” The woman finally couldn’t help turning around and sobbed.
Qin Lang looked at her back, took a deep breath, and said with a smile: “Mom, today… I saw Bai Yue, he came back. I think Yan Han would be happy. If it wasn’t because of me, they should have been together earlier, now…”
“What did you say?” There were tears in the woman’s eyes with shock and disbelief.
“I said I saw Bai Yue.” Qin Lang said, “He was in the program group. When I saw Yan Han, I wanted to tell him, but I didn’t know how to say it. After all… I am the third party. He was still as young as before, he seems to be doing well abroad, so I can feel less guilt now.”
Hearing this, mother Yan’s sentence “Bai Yue died a long time ago” was stuck in her throat. Xiao Lang was already so sad, did she really have to tell him that Bai Yue committed suicide on the day of his wedding? There is no need to say it, it will only make the child more miserable.
Yan Han frowned, what did Qin Lang mean? What Bai Yue is abroad? Didn’t he know that Bai Yue died long ago?
Yan Han froze suddenly.
No one told him, no one told him that Bai Yue was long gone, and no one told him that Bai Yue committed suicide on their wedding day…
Qin Lang always thought that Bai Yue was still alive and living well abroad.
Yan Han covered his eyes with his palms and leaned his head against the wall. Qin Lang, why are you so stupid?
Divorce is to let go, and now you want to complete that wish?
[Ding, Yan Han – favorability 15, current favorability 65. ]