Blair Rose was a tyrant, first born son of the world's most brilliant and talented trillionaire, Richard Rose.
At 23 Blair had been pampered and spoiled all of his privileged life and because of this his attitude and ego were horrendous.
He was tall, handsome and seemed to be nearly as intelligent as his brilliant father, who in early 2030 founded the current and only remaining pharmaceutical and bioengineering company known to the world.
Blair had two other siblings, a twin sister , Elaine(not identical) and a sister who was two years older, Eden.
Most of his life he'd bullied both his twin sister and older sister, not only did he torment them but he outperformed both of them, in school, athletics and just about everything else, not because he wanted to improve himself rather simply out of malice and spite.
Most people would grow out of this but as Blair aged he only got worse.
He was in college now along with his two siblings and led quite the playboy lifestyle, a new girl in his bed every night, all the drugs and liquor he wanted, almost every night spent at the club.
All in all Blair was a selfish piece of shit who'd never been told no in his entire life, his behavior only enabled by his neglectful father.
That was all about to change though as Blair would soon find out the hard way that you reap what you sow.
It was nearing the holidays and unfortunately Blair and his siblings were expected to return to the manor where their father stayed.
A limousine powered with hydrogen energy (most vehicles were powered by hydrogen at this point in time) picked all three of them up the day winter break started.
Blair sat opposite from his two sisters, he noticed Eden had gotten another tattoo. Blair hated tattoos and often ridiculed his sister for having so many.
She was an attractive young woman, long blonde hair, blue eyes, five foot nine with a shapely figure. Blair thought her tattoos ruined her appearance, her entire left arm was covered in a sleeve of bright blue and white flowers, and she had several large tattoos on her thighs as well.
Blair considered her appearance to be a stain on the family name.
He sneered at her, not five minutes down the road and he was already starting shit with his siblings.
"I see you got another tattoo, it's hideous, makes you look like a trashy whore." Blair said with considerable malice in his voice.
Eden glared at him and crossed her arms, choosing to ignore his insults rather than give him the attention he craved.
Elaine, his twin, spoke up, she hated how he treated them the most and often gave into his taunts.
"Leave her alone Blair, You aren't exactly the best example of high class, and we're both sick of your shit." Elaine practically spat at him.
Blair smiled, he loved arguing with his twin, the chaos and torment it caused thrilled him.
Elaine wasn't quite as attractive as her siblings, she wasn't ugly or unattractive but she was rather Plain compared to her brother and sister, because of this, growing up she'd adopted a rather extreme punk style, her lip was pierced as well as her tongue and eyebrow.
Her hair was short and styled in a dyed purple and blue pixie cut with the side shaved.
Her figure was rather petite, unlike her curvy sister, she was very slim and only 5 foot 5.
One thing Blair hated more than tattoos was alternative women, he found the whole style repulsive. He often made horrible comments about Elaine, comparing her to a boyish lesbian or even outright saying she looked like a man.
"Shut up you ugly Dyke" Blair retorted, making Elaine's face turn an angry red from being called a slur she hated so much.
"You're such a shitty brother." Elaine said as she started to cry, her heavy dark makeup slightly running.
Eden glared at Blair and wrapped Elaine in a tight hug. She whispered something in her ear that apparently comforted the younger girl and she soon stopped crying and fixed her makeup.
The rest of the trip home was filled with an awkward silence, Blair tried again and again to start a fight with his sisters but they simply ignored him. Eventually he gave up, irked at the way they were so easily ignoring him, normally he could get a rise out of both of them far easier than this.
The family driver pulled the limousine up to the Rose family manor gate and as it opened he slowly drove the limousine up the enormous driveway.
The Rose family manor was huge, custom built for Richard Rose, it included a balcony that surrounded the entire manor on the second floor, over 100 rooms and about five stories tall.
The manor was painted an eggshell white that was regularly maintained, not a chip or off spot on the manor.
It was surrounded by twelve acres of gardens where Richard grew many of his experimental plants that he had bred for use in his pharmaceutical drugs.
Part of Richard's success was the fact that he had revolutionized the medical field, not only had he started the practice of genetically altering humans, he had also invented miracle drugs that put the other giant pharma corps out of business.
Now in the year 2087, Richard was about to unleash a new cosmetic medicine that could be customized based on the client's needs and wants.
It was all very complicated science, achieved through a mixture of chemical alterations, nanobots and bioengineering. It would put an end to cosmetic surgery, after all why pay for a possibly fatal surgery when you could just take a pill and your body would change instantly.
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The first few days of winter break passed and the siblings soon grew bored sitting around in the manor all day while their father stayed cooped up in his study, working.
He had greeted them and had a nice dinner with them the night they returned but they had seen little of him since.
As much as Elaine and Eden hated Blair they had to admit he could be quite fun to party with.
He'd brought an assortment of drugs with him back from college and considering how bored he was and the fact that he didn't want to party alone, he happily shared with his sisters.
It was a particularly cold night, all three of them were fucked up on an assortment of pills and cannabis.
They were sitting in the manors theater room when they decided it'd be a good idea to start drinking.
Elaine and Eden went to the wine cellar and after twenty minutes of waiting for them to return Blair was growing irritated and decided to just get the wine himself.
As he made his way to the basement he noticed something off at the bottom of the stairway, a hidden door that he'd never seen in this manor before stood ajar underneath the steps.
He peered inside and gasped as he saw that there were concrete steps leading downwards past the small hidden door.
Curiosity getting the best of him he ducked his head and entered the passageway.
The steps circled in a spiral and he began to descend them, he already figured this was one of his fathers secret labs, he knew he had several in the manor but Blair had never seen this one before.
He reached the bottom of the steps and gasped as he saw the assortment of beeping electrical equipment and vats the size of small barrels, bubbling with mysterious and strange looking liquids.
This lab was bigger and stranger than any of his fathers labs he'd seen before and the equipment was completely foreign to him, Blair was by no means a stupid young man, his intelligence almost rivaled his fathers, even Blairs frequent drug and alcohol use did little to hamper his bright mind.. yet he had no idea what any of this was, he spotted a notepad on a desk and saw that it was some of his fathers notes on whatever he was doing down here.
Blair looked at the math equations and scientific formulas and couldn’t even comprehend it; it was so beyond him.
He made his way over to the little metal vats being heated by high powered IR lasers, they were rocking back and forth gently swinging, connected and held up by dual metal rods that rose from the floor. All around the lab there was a constant low buzzing frequency sound being emitted from some strange device in the corner of the room.
Blair walked around and peered into each vat, they were all filled with some strange different colored liquid, every vat was bubbling with a different color.
Blair slowly made his way around the vats, fascinated by whatever science this was, he didn't know what his father was doing down here but the lab setup looked extremely complex and Blair couldn't help but be entranced.
He stopped at the last vat, nearest to the stairwell and peered inside, it was a swirling raven black color, the darkest liquid he'd ever seen, it was possibly even darker than ink.
He was currently gazing at the bubbling liquid when Eden and Elaine stumbled down the steps.
"Woah! What is this place?!" Eden said in a drunken stupor.
Blair continued to stare at the black liquid, he was entranced by the way it moved and bubbled around.
"It's another one of fathers labs." Blair responded as he continued to look into the liquid.
"What's that you're looking at?" Elaine asked, she started to step towards Blair but Eden, clearly more intoxicated than her siblings, ran towards the vats that Blair was near.
"I want to see it first!" Eden said.
However as she clumsily ran towards Blair she tripped, her body slamming into Blairs back as she fell.
Blair went face first into the vat of black liquid, only his head went in as the vats were rather small but as he fell backwards the vat tipped over and spilled all over his entire body.
Blair started screaming as the liquid was beyond boiling and he felt as if his skin was melting off.
His panic and obvious pain seemed to sober his sisters up a bit and Eden quickly got up off the floor, not a drop of the liquid had fallen on her, and rushed to Blairs side.
The pain was so intense, it was like his entire body was covered in burning magma, he continued to scream, so loud in fact that Richard heard him from his study.
Beyond the pain, Blair also felt strange, his bones were twisting in agony, changing. He didn't know it yet but he began to shrink in height, the pain was blinding at this point and his vision went completely blank, he could sense his skin stretching and shrinking in places, he heard cracks from his bones breaking and his ear splitting scream as his voice slowly rose higher and higher.
He heard his father coming down the steps quickly, and he could hear shouting, yet he couldn't make out the words.
To Blair this experience felt like it lasted hours when in reality it was only five minutes.
The liquid quickly cooled, dried, then fell apart as it became like Brittle clay.
Blairs vision returned and he slowly sat up, the pain was nearly gone, there was just a dull ache in his entire body and head now.
Something was.. wrong.
"What-" he began, then paused in mid-sentence, raising a hand to his mouth. His eyes widened with shock. The tone, the pitch, the resonance: all of it was alien, exotic, as unfamiliar as the room itself. It was impossible, it was crazy, but -
that's not my voice
it wasn't his voice. It was high and sweet, like the ringing of a crystal champagne glass. Breathless and rather child-like. It was ...
No
Blair's heart seemed to halt momentarily. He bit his lip very hard, trying to control the panic he felt rising from the pit of his belly. This couldn't be happening. it simply wasn't possible. This was twilight-zone material, the stuff of nightmares and Stephen King novels. Such things didn't happen. Couldn't happen.
I must be dreaming
Yes, that was it. He was dreaming.
Except he wasn't. He knew that somehow. He was awake, completely awake, the fog had lifted from his mind - and he was standing in this strange lab, speaking with a voice that wasn't his. This was no dream. He put a hand to his temple and drew his fingers slowly down the side of his face. His cheek was smooth. Sleek and curved and as soft as the palm of a child.
"No," Blair gasped under his breath.
He looked around the room and saw his father standing there, a look of horror and anger plastered on his face.
He glanced around and noticed his two sisters standing there, it looked like both of them had been crying. It seemed dad had really chewed them out.
Their mouths were agape as they stared at Blair.
"What's.. wrong with me? What happened?" Blair forced himself to speak, almost choking every time at the foreign sound of his voice.
Blair looked around the room and felt a sense of vertigo as he realized everything was bigger, he did a double take as he noticed he had to look up into his sisters and fathers eyes.
He looked down and saw that he was practically swimming in his now oversized clothes.
The shorts he had been wearing were way too baggy now and tight in other places, his t-shirt felt oversized yet tight in the chest area.
And that's when he noticed the C cup sized breasts bouncing on his chest.
His eyes widened and he tore his stare away from his body.
"No… no no no no no!" He started screaming.
His father sighed and went over and placed his hand on Blairs shoulder.
"Well… I suppose I have three daughters now." Richard said. His slightly graying beard and mustache twitched a bit, he was clearly holding back anger.
"You had an entire vat of experimental cosmetic nanobots spilled on you, and unfortunately I'm nowhere near finished with this project to fix this, I have no idea how to reverse the effects. Not now at least." Richard stated rather sadly.
Richard's eyes flashed with anger as he looked at Eden and Blair.
"This is why I never let you children in my labs, I've told you all time after time it's dangerous."
"All three of you need to leave this lab and Blair.. we'll have to find a way to explain this to the public, I'm sorry. You are my son after all and there will be questions.."
Richard turned around and left the lab, shutting down all the equipment and turning the lights off.
Blair slowly stood up, not wanting to face his fathers wrath, he did as he was told and followed him up the stairs and back into the manor.
Richard quickly went back to his study and slammed his door, the sound echoing throughout the manor.
Blair struggled up to his room, he had to hold his clothes up around himself to keep them from falling off.
When he got to his room, he tore his oversized clothes off, looked into the large wall mirror he had and immediately started crying.
He was a petite goth girl, covered in tattoos, dark makeup, black lipstick, a cute heart shaped face, his eyes were big, blue, and innocent looking. Long silky black hair covered part of his face, it reached all the way down to his waist and felt like bugs were crawling on him when his hair touched his bare skin.
He was short, if he had to estimate he was around five foot two.
His dainty hands and fingers were covered in cultistish looking tattoos, his nails were a dark inky black. He tried to scrape off the nail polish but it wouldn't come off, neither would the makeup on his face, which caused him to start sobbing even more.
His left arm was covered in a sleeve tattoo depicting piles of skulls, voodoo dolls, a pale drawing in black and white ink of a girl with a noose around her neck and a multitude of other dark things that he hated.
Unlike Eden's tattoos which were at least colorful and feminine, all of Blairs were very aggressive and depressing.
He continued to glance in the mirror, he looked like he weighed 90 pounds, his breasts were medium sized but looked large on his small frame, his thighs were a little bit plump and his ass was round and bouncy.
His feet were small and dainty, just like his hands and his toenails were painted a dark inky black.
He choked back a sob as he slipped two fingers into the moist folds between his legs, not wanting to believe the horrifying reflection in the mirror of a slick pussy between his legs.
It was gone, the one thing he'd hoped had at least remained.
He heard a knock on his door and tore his gaze away from his mirror.
"Go away!" He said, cringing at the sound of his voice.
His door opened anyway and Eden walked in, followed by Elaine.
Eden had a look of guilt written all over her face while Elaine looked ecstatic.
Elaine held an assortment of clothes in her arms and handed them to Blair.
He hesitantly took them and unfolded them. He looked at the items with disgust clear on his face.
A pair of small black panties with little skulls on them, a dark purple pair of athletic shorts and a small black t-shirt.
However due to the fact that he was naked and had nothing else to wear he put the clothes on and found that they fit quite snugly on his new body.
Once dressed, he sat at the edge of his king sized bed and ran his hands across the soft silk sheets while he stared down at the floor. He didn't really want to be seen like this and his family's presence was making him uncomfortable.
His room didn't really match his new appearance, the floors were made of white marble, his bed was a dark oak frame with gold trimmings and white silk sheets.
The large mirror on his wall had a solid gold frame, The fireplace at the edge of his room was made from the same marble as the floors, the bathroom was completely white as well with gold accents and the rug near his bed was made from some kind of white furred animal.
As he was staring at the floor lost in thought he heard Elaine snicker and burst out laughing.
He felt his face flush red with anger and he looked up at her.
"What the fuck is so funny?!" He yelled in his high pitched voice only making Elaine laugh harder.
"It's just.. you're everything you hate.. the irony is perfect!" She said through gasps as she continued laughing.
"So I deserve it? Is that what you're trying to say?" Blair said, anger and frustration clear in his small voice.
He stood up from his bed and glared at her, trying to be intimidating which normally worked but this time it didn't.
He was shorter than Elaine now, he seemed to be the smallest of his siblings.
Elaine glared back at him and stood her ground.
"Yeah you kinda do deserve it. After all these years you finally get your taste of karma, Is it as bitter as it looks?" She replied with a sneer.
Blair was furious at this point, he clenched his fist and swung his little arm out to strike Elaine, however Eden stepped in front of her and caught his fist then pushed him back onto his bed.
"Both of you stop!" She yelled, making Elaine flinch.
"Blair I hate to say it but you do kinda deserve this, the way you've treated not only me and Elaine but women in general.. It's been a long time coming."
Blair felt the color drain from his face, they were ganging up on him, feelings he'd never felt before bubbled up from inside, he felt fear, betrayal and most of all hurt.
"You're the one who tripped and pushed me.. You're the reason I'm in this predicament and you're taking her side? How dare you, Eden!"
He yelled at his older sister as tears started to pour from his eyes.
Obviously Eden still felt extreme guilt and somewhat deflated over Blair's comments.
"I'm not taking anyone's side.. I just don't want us to fight." She whispered.
Elaine started laughing again, obviously enjoying Blair's apparent discomfort and suffering.
"Just get out! both of you!" Blair said through his sobs.
Eden looked conflicted while Elaine continued to laugh and giggle.
"Blair.. you know I'm here for you, I'm sorry this happened but I'm still your sister.. don't push me away." Eden said as she hesitantly placed her hand on Blair's small shoulder.
He pushed her hand off him and looked up at his two sisters with tear filled eyes. Elaine's annoying cackling just made him more furious and he decided he'd hit his limit for patience.
"JUST GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME!" He screamed at the top of his lungs.
Elaine stopped laughing while Eden held back tears and quickly left the room.
Elaine looked like she was about to say something but decided against it.
Instead she just shook her head and smiled, she left his room and gently closed the door behind her.
Finally alone, Blair curled up in his bed, the reflection of his small form laying in bed from his mirror made him want to cry, he picked up a small but heavy paperweight on his bedside nightstand and threw it as hard as he could at the large wall mounted mirror.
It shattered and pieces of sharp glass fell onto the floor.
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He turned over on his other side in bed, his long hair kept getting caught on things and was frustrating him, he couldn't lay on his stomach comfortably because of his breasts. He was completely miserable. little did he know things would only get worse from here on out.
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Winter break was almost over and Christmas finally arrived.
The last several weeks had been absolutely miserable for Blair, his father had one of the maids measure him and ordered an entire new wardrobe for him, he hated all the feminine clothes and the fact that his father had bought clothes that matched his new style, but he couldn’t just walk around naked so he just dealt with it.
Elaine had found every way possible to make his life hell, constantly reminding him of his predicament, bullying him and making him cry every chance she got.
Of course there was nothing Blair could do really, except lock himself in his room.
Elaine was bigger than him now, not by a lot but she could easily put up a fight and more than likely win.
Eventually as she continued to torment him he started to grow numb, he didn't speak, didn't smile, almost never left his room and somehow he managed to shut his emotions off almost entirely.
Even today the torment continued as they were unwrapping presents and she handed him her gift from him.
The wrapping paper was bright pink and had princess written in big white letters all over it.
Blair however was so numb at this point that he didn't get mad. He didn't even bother to open the gift, he just set it aside and mumbled a monotone 'thank you' to his twin.
She frowned at this and seemed a bit put off by his apathy.
"Aren't you going to open it?" She asked him.
He shrugged and just looked at the ground.
Elaine was clearly upset she wasn't getting the reaction she wanted but she shrugged it off and decided to just enjoy her day.
After the siblings had exchanged gifts, one of the maids came into the large living room and declared that their father had requested a Christmas picture of the three of them together standing by the large, highly decorated Christmas tree.
The maid got a digital camera ready and had them all pose for the picture.
Blair simply stared dead at the camera, not smiling, showing no emotion.
The maid tried getting him to smile like his sisters but he just told her to fuck off so she took the picture again, this time rather annoyed from Blairs negative attitude.
Once she left, Blair went to his room and dug through his duffle bag of drugs that he'd brought from collage, he found a tiny baggie of opioid pills and popped it open. He swallowed three of them at once and tried not to gag from the bitter taste.
He'd found that since his change, opioids had become his favorite drug of choice, they made him feel so artificially happy that he could ignore his body and the terrible feelings it was causing him.
He wasn't even taking them to get high anymore, no he was simply swallowing them to cope.
There was a knock on his door and Eden cracked it open a bit.
"Can I come in?" She asked quietly.
Blair just shrugged and didn't say anything.
He was sitting on the cold marble floor, taking little cannabis buds and flowers out from a small jar and breaking them apart, he got a small bong from his nightstand drawer and filled it with the flowers he broke apart.
Eden closed the door behind her and sat down on the floor with him.
Blair lit the Bong and inhaled the thick smoke from the mouthpiece, coughing a little as it exited his lungs.
"Are you okay?" Eden asked.
"No.." he whispered.
He felt feelings of guilt bubbling up inside him as he looked at Eden.
Elaine's torment towards him had made him realize just how terrible he'd been, he was filled with shame and regret over his actions.
"Eden.. I'm so sorry for how I treated you." Blair whispered, the pills were kicking in and making him more emotional, he felt tears building in his eyes as he looked up at his sister.
Her eyes filled with tears as well and she enveloped Blair in a tight hug.
"I forgive you and I've always loved you, no matter how cruel you were." She said as she held him.
They embraced each other for a few long moments until Eden pushed him back and held him at arm's length.
"You know.. we could always get those tattoos removed.. there will only be a bit of scarring.. and I'm sure dad will find a way to reverse everything else."
"But.. he said he wasn't anywhere close to being able to reverse this.." Blair replied rather sullenly.
Eden sighed.
"Just be hopeful okay.. dad will fix this, I promise." She said quietly.
Blair nodded, she was right.
"I guess at least we can get the tattoos removed and it won't be as bad.." he said as he looked up at his sister with a hopeful expression.
"That's the spirit." She said as she smiled.
"Why don't you and I have a fun day together? Christmas still isn't over, just you and me, no one else, okay?"
"I'm not sure if I really want to go out.." Blair replied.
"We don't have to go out." Eden grinned as she picked up a little baggie of Cocaine from Blair's duffle bag.
"Lucky for me my little brother likes to party too much." She said with a wink, Blair felt himself smiling for the first time in weeks.
They spent the rest of the day enjoying themselves, they watched several movies in the manors theater, walked around the grounds massive gardens for a few hours and by the time the day was over and night was beginning to fall they were both drinking eggnog together and laughing.
Blair felt closer to his sister than he ever had before and was feeling such gratitude towards her for cheering him up and bringing him out of his dark state of mind.
She'd made this Christmas far less miserable than it could of been.
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Happiness didn't last however, as break ended and the holidays were over, Blair found himself and his siblings back on college campus.
Blair was currently shaking as he looked at the top news headline on his phone.
It read BLAIR ROSE, SON OF RICHARD ROSE COMES OUT AS TRANSGENDER, FIRST PERSON TO UNDERGO EXPERIMENTAL COSMETIC TREATMENTS DEVELOPED BY ROSE.PHARMA.INC:
He couldn't believe it.. he felt like crying. His father had this published just to save face, below the headline was the Christmas picture the maid had taken of him and his siblings.
he held back his tears and turned off his phone, he tossed it onto the couch in his living room and walked into the kitchen to make breakfast for himself.
He was back in his luxurious high rise condo that his father paid for, each of the siblings had one a few miles away from the college they attended.
He thought he'd be happy to be back home, but everything in his condo reminded him of what he had lost, of who he no longer was.
Still he tried to remain hopeful, after classes today Eden was taking him to his first tattoo removal session, he was excited that he'd at least be able to make this body somewhat more comfortable.
Being able to see his clear skin again without it being covered in permanent ink would make him a bit happier, that he was certain of.
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Blair was walking across campus, he had two more classes and then he'd be finished for the day, the constant stares he was getting, the way people looked at him, the whispers in the hallways and corridors as he passed made him extremely uncomfortable, it was after lunch and he was making his way towards his art class when suddenly he felt someone's hand on his shoulder.
He stopped and spun around, his heart beating incredibly fast at the thought of confronting someone.
However as he realized who it was he immediately calmed down.
It was his ex, Heather, one of the few women he'd actually tried to date and didn't treat like a fuckbuddy.
She was tall, the same height as Eden, she had long Dark hair and beautiful brown eyes that reminded him of liquid Amber, she was curvy and had a decent amount of weight on her body, she wasn't chubby or out of shape but everything was proportional to her height and weight.
They'd ended things on good terms However they didn't really talk after the breakup so he was curious to know what she wanted from him.
"Hey Blair.. I saw the news, I just wanted to say you're very brave." She said in a gentle voice with a soft smile.
Blair gulped.. this was what this was about..
He cringed internally. He wasn't trans, he couldn't believe his father had that article published about him.. now everyone would think he was a trans woman.
The more he thought about it he realized he actually might be Trans now.. just not in the way people thought. He was a man trapped in a petite girl's body. Not the other way around.
He gulped and forced a smile. It would be far too embarrassing to admit to her that this was the result of an accident and in reality he was miserable.
"Thanks Heather.." he said as he looked up at her.
She could obviously tell something was wrong as she frowned a bit.
"Do you still have my number?" She asked.
Blair nodded.
"Want to get some drinks tonight and talk more?"
Blair nodded once more and Heather smiled sweetly at him.
"Good, call me tonight." She replied with a wave as she started walking off towards her class.
Blair finally reached his art class and took a seat near the back at the top pews.
For the next hour or so he listened to the boring professor drone on about art history and the impact certain paintings have had on our society.
Once class ended he had one more and made his way to the adjacent building where his next class was.
Once more he sat in the back, trying very hard to ignore all his peers glancing back at him throughout the entire class.
The day finally ended and he couldn't wait for his first tattoo removal appointment, he found Eden waiting for him in the campus parking lot and got into the passenger seat of her car.
He and Eden talked a bit as she drove them to the removal clinic, she'd already scheduled an appointment for him so all they had to do was show up.
When they arrived at the clinic, Blair couldn't be more excited.
He impatiently waited for his name to be called and when it was finally time for his appointment he almost ran through the clinic.
Eden sat with him while the nurse turned on a high powered laser, not too different from the ones they used in the early 2000s.
The nurse started the laser and began the process of removing Blairs sleeve tattoo, they sat there for about thirty minutes and the nurse was growing confused and frustrated.
"I don't understand.." She mumbled under her breath as she turned the laser up to high power.
Blair looked down at his arm and gasped as he saw that the laser wasn't doing much. The ink would fade then quickly reappear, like a fresh tattoo being redrawn on his arm.
The nurse kept trying and trying until she eventually gave up and brought the doctor who ran the clinic into the room.
He looked over Blairs arm and adjusted the laser, then sat down and tried to remove the ink himself. It clearly didn't work and Blair felt despair rising in the pit of his stomach.
The doctor looked at his computer and saw Blair's name listed under the patient ID.
"Wait.. are you Blair Rose? The one who just went through an experimental treatment?" The doctor asked.
Blair nodded and the doctor frowned.
"Were those tattoos part of the treatment? Because they aren't normal. It's the most bizarre thing I've ever seen."
Blair hesitantly nodded again.
The doctor shook his head and sighed.
"Well I'm sorry Miss Rose but I don't think we can help you here." He said as he began to shut off the equipment.
"We'll issue you a full refund and I'm very sorry that we weren't able to help."
The doctor said as he exited the room.
Blair felt like he was going to cry.. he couldn't even get these disgusting tattoos removed.
Eden leaned over and gave him a hug, she gently rubbed his back as he felt thick tears bubbling up in his eyes.
"It's okay Blair, we'll find a way." She whispered as he silently cried into her shoulder.
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Eden dropped Blair off at his condo, he was in a deep state of depression and the fact that he couldn't even make his body somewhat more comfortable just made him want to die.
When he walked in his condo, he tore off his clothes and shut the large folding blinds that covered the huge window overlooking the city.
He glanced down at his phone, it was seven pm and Heather was texting him asking what time he wanted to meet up.
He turned off his phone, as much as he wanted to see Heather tonight he simply couldn't, he needed to be alone, he didn't want anyone to see him in such a sad state.
He went into his bedroom and laid down on the big mattress with soft gray silk sheets.
He felt himself begin to cry again and this went on for several hours until he was simply letting out raspy dry sobs.
It was 10 pm and he couldn't sleep.
He got up from his bed and went to use the restroom. When he glanced at himself in the mirror he decided he couldn't take this anymore.
He went to his duffle bag and grabbed a baggy of pills, there were a lot in the small plastic baggy and he almost threw up swallowing them all at once.
He took a half full bottle of vodka sitting on his dresser and downed a quarter of it.
He slowly drank the entire bottle in the next hour, the pills were kicking in, it didn't hurt like he thought it would, instead he felt an overwhelming sense of euphoria and he soon found himself nodding off and passing out in the middle of his living room floor.
He awoke with a gasp of breath, there were beeping noises, shouting all around him and he felt very disoriented.
As his eyes opened and adjusted he realized he was lying in a hospital bed, a team of medical personnel surrounding him as he woke up.
As the fog in his mind faded he remembered what he'd tried to do and realized that he'd failed somehow.
The nurses talked to him for a bit and made sure there was no brain damage, apparently he'd been legally dead for under a minute when EMS found and revived him, once his heart was beating again they'd had to pump his stomach at the hospital to get all the drugs and alcohol out otherwise the drugs would've continued working and his heart would have stopped again.
Once the medical professionals were satisfied that he was okay, they let his family into the little hospital room.
Eden rushed to his side, she looked like she'd been crying all night and she quickly wrapped him in a tight hug, her tears falling onto his face.
He was surprised to see that Elaine had even visited and she looked worried for him, she didn't harass or bully him, she seemed conflicted and an expression of regret and guilt was engraved on her face.
What surprised him even more though was that Heather was the one who'd found him, when he hadn't returned her calls or texts, she'd called Eden and they'd both come over to check on Blair, when they found him unconscious, his breathing shallow and his heartbeat barely noticeable they immediately called for an ambulance.
Heather, Elaine and Eden were all sitting around him.
He wasn't allowed to leave for several days as the doctors wanted to make sure everything was okay and normal with him before they sent him home.
So his sisters and ex stayed in the hospital with him, all clearly worried.
They knew that his Overdose had been intentional but they kept that from the medical staff for Blairs sake, he wanted to leave and didn't want to be locked up in the mental health ward.
After several days had passed he was discharged from the hospital and Eden gave them all a ride back to his condo.
Once inside they all sat down in Blairs living room to talk, Eden had thrown out his duffle bag of drugs and it seemed like they were about to have a very serious discussion with him.
"Why Blair.. you just got the transition of a lifetime.. aren't you happy?" Heather asked him with tears in her eyes.
Blair sighed and decided he should tell her the truth.
After a brief explanation of what happened to him over the holidays, he admitted that he was truly miserable and it wasn't likely his father would be able to fix this for a very long time.
Most people in this day and age lived on average for about two hundred years, his father was 87 and had admitted that it would likely take him twenty to thirty years to perfect the drug that had changed Blair.
It's not like they didn't have the time, but Blair didn't want to possibly spend the next thirty years of his life like this.. if his father was right about the time it would take him to perfect the drug and make a reversal chemical for Blair.. he would be nearing his mid 50s.
He explained all of this to Heather, Elaine and Eden and that was part of the reason he'd tried to commit suicide.
The night dragged on as they talked, eventually Elaine had to leave and gave Blair a hug, she told him how sorry she was for the way she had treated him over the holidays and that she hoped he could forgive her.
Eden left eventually as well and told Blair she'd be back in the morning to check on him.
Heather however wanted to stay the night, she didn't want to leave Blair's side and the taller girl was currently holding his small form while they sat on his couch and watched a movie.
They'd both been pretty silent since Elaine and Eden had left, however as the credits rolled and the movie ended Heather shifted closer towards Blair on the couch and wrapped her arms around his midsection.
Blair squirmed a bit, he wasn't sure why Heather was being so clingy, especially since they hadn't seen each other in so long but it did feel kinda nice so he didn't say anything and just let it happen.
"Can we try something?" Heather whispered in his ear, causing him to shiver from the way her breath touched his sensitive ear.
"Like..what?" He felt his heartbeat quicken as Heather placed small kisses down his neck.
"I've always considered myself straight.. but.. God Blair I don't know what to say, I'm still extremely attracted to you." She said in a breathy whisper.
"I.. haven't really tried anything sexual in this body yet.. but I guess it can't hurt?" Blair responded shyly, giving his consent.
Heather gently took his shirt and pants off him and pulled him onto her lap, she gently kissed his neck and shoulder blade causing him to shiver from the pleasant feeling.
He thought he'd be uncomfortable with his body being touched so intimately but as Heather gently played with his breasts and nipples he was surprised by how good it felt, he could hear himself Making small moans and whimpers as she fondled him.
"The sounds you make are really cute." She giggled and leaned over to cup his face, she leaned down slightly and passionately kissed him.
He felt little sparks like fireworks going off in his stomach as his ex made out with him.
he could feel the trickle of arousal dripping down his thigh from his slick and wet sex.
Suddenly Heather slipped a finger inside his tight vagina and he let out a loud, muffled moan into her mouth as she continued to kiss him.
His eyes widened as she started pushing her finger in and out of his cunt and he continued moaning.
Eventually she started using two fingers to fuck him with and the ecstasy he felt was unreal.
They didn't sleep that night, no, they were having too much fun and when they finally did pass out in each other's arms it was nearing six am.
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