The walk back to Biosphere Three was an incredibly long one for Alex. He ought to have been sprinting, especially with the words that Jenna ended with.
“It’s finally time, Alex. I want us to go all the way.”
She even looked so innocent in the process. It was like a virgin giving him that last little permission before thrusting home. He should have been ecstatic.
And yet, all he felt was guilt. Guilt over Ellie.
He knew it was stupid to sleep with Ellie but it was hard to deny the attraction between them. To make matters worse, Ellie knew the effect she had on him and she’d worn down his resistance.
Even still, it was Alex’s fault for giving in. And he knew the longer he kept it from Jenna, the worse it was going to hurt when she did find out.
How was he expected to be intimate with her right now while carrying this awful secret?
Jenna deserved better than that.
Alex placed his hand on the biometric scanner as soon as he arrived at the housing unit. He secretly hoped that it failed, buying him some time but the door popped open like it always did, and it closed once he stepped inside.
Their living room was empty once he was inside, but he saw the soft glow of light from their bedroom. Taking several more steps, he finally saw what was waiting for him on their bed.
He’d never seen Jenna look sexier than she did at that moment. She’d clearly been planning this for some time. Her blonde hair was loose, flowing, and wavy—just the style that he liked the best. Her green eyes sparkled with mischief but it was what she was wearing that really caught his attention.
She was wearing a two-piece lingerie set that was royal blue in color. The material was satin and the bra molded around her tits tightly, threatening to pop them from their silky enclosure. She wore a white, lace wrap around the lingerie which was thrown open to expose the treasure underneath.
All in all, Jenna looked positively exquisite, and Alex lost his ability to form sentences as all blood flowed south.
Jenna gave him a shy, dimpled smile. “I’ve been waiting for you,” she whispered breathily.
Using her finger, she trailed a line from her neck, down the valley of her breasts, across her stomach, and finally ending just between her legs.
“I’ve been doing some thinking, Alex,” she said as she pushed her tits out. “You’ve been so incredibly patient with me, really unlike any man I’ve ever known. You know my full history and what I’ve been through and despite all of that and our rocky beginning, you’ve been the most loving and affectionate partner that any woman could ask for.”
“Listen, Jenna, about that—”
Jenna held up her hand. “Let me finish, okay? I promise you, you’ll have all the time to do and say everything you want tonight. I just want to tell you how much I appreciate you. I love you, Alex. I really do. And I know it’s taken forever for us to get to this moment but it’s finally here. I’m ready for you. I want to have sex. I want you and you only.”
With those words, Jenna opened her legs wider, finally allowing him to see that the royal-blue thong she had on was absolutely drenched. Alex’s hips thrust forward involuntarily at the sight of it, especially whenever Jenna used her fingers to pull the strap out of the way.
“I’m so wet right now” she whispered, pushing her fingers inside and making a delightful squish noise. “Do you want to taste me?”
Not trusting his voice, Alex only nodded.
She grinned at him wickedly. “Then what are you waiting for?”
Driven forward by lust alone, Alex sank to his knees in front of the bed and put his arms around Jenna’s thighs. She moaned at the touch and locked eyes with him as his tongue made contact with her clit.
“Lick me, Alex. Right there,” she said with deep breaths. She bit her lip as her eyes rolled back. “Taste me, baby.”
Alex couldn’t help but groan against her at the taste of her sweet pussy. She tasted just as good as she looked and he eagerly lapped up her flowing juices.
“Do you like how I taste, baby?” moaned Jenna. “You have me dripping at the thought of putting your big cock in me.”
Alex had to admit that he was fully aroused, and his cock was threatening to poke a hole in the side of the bed. There was nothing he wanted more than to slide deep inside her but the voice in the back of his mind kept reminding him of the awful truth.
And that kept him between her thighs, eating her pussy for about ten minutes until Jenna had finally had enough.
She could only giggle as she closed her thighs around his head. When he looked up at her next, she was giving him the come hither signal.
“Enough of that, I don’t want my first orgasm to be like that,” said Jenna, grabbing his arms and helping him onto the bed. “I want it to come once that perfect cock slips inside me for the very first time.”
She wasn’t in the mood to wait. Jenna began to strip him of his clothes as quickly as she could manage, depositing them in a small pile at the foot of the bed. Once she was satisfied with his nakedness, Jenna pulled him onto her and kissed him tenderly.
This was the moment of truth. Alex could feel the heat against his cock, so close was he to being in her. As he looked down in her eyes, he could only see the clearest signs of love and passion.
But it was what Jenna said next that absolutely broke him.
“I know this is the first time since your wife,” she whispered tenderly. “But I’ll always remember our first time together.”
At that moment, the guilt overwhelmed all of his defenses. Alex sat back on his haunches and put his hand to his head, shielding his eyes.
At first, Jenna suspected she did something wrong and she tried to comfort him. “Was it mentioning your wife? I’m so sorry, Alex. I’m not trying to upset you, I promise. I just thought that—”
“It’s not my first time since my wife,” Alex admitted quietly.
Jenna looked at him with confusion. Her brow tightened. “What? What do you mean? There was someone else you didn’t tell me about?”
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Alex took a deep breath. “It was Ellie. I slept with Ellie.”
Jenna’s entire demeanor changed with those seven words. She wormed her way out from under him and put her pillow between them. “You did what, Alex?”
“I fucked up,” admitted Alex. “Ellie just kept coming onto me and I finally caved. I don’t know why but it just happened and—”
Jenna drew her hand back and smacked him as hard as she could across his face. Despite the pain of his recent wounds from the last bear attack, that hit fucking stung.
Alex backed away a little further. “I’m sorry, Jenna. I just couldn’t do this without telling you.”
Tears fell down her cheeks. “How could you do that? How could you do that to me? With her of all people!”
Alex gulped heavily. “I’m beginning to see why Vesta is the way that it is. It was just too much pressure and I lost it. I really screwed up.”
“You think?!” yelled Jenna. At this point in time, she rolled off the bed and grabbed her much less sexy robe, tossing it over her shoulders. “You fucking bastard, you’re really no different than all the others, are you?”
“Jenna, hold on please, I know what I did was stupid—”
“It was the dumbest thing you could have done!” she interrupted. “You slept with her, Alex! You put your fucking dick inside her!” Jenna started to shudder and she then covered her face. “Was I not enough for you?”
“You were plenty for me,” he admitted quietly.
Jenna snorted. “Obviously fucking not!”
By now, she was crying heavily, and Alex’s first inclination was to comfort her but Jenna leapt away from him like he was poison.
“Don’t fucking touch me, Alex! Don’t touch me! I don’t want anything to do with you ever again. Do you hear me? Whatever we had before is fucking done, you selfish bastard!”
Jenna grabbed his clothes on the floor and flung them at him. “Get out!”
Alex dressed quietly. “I’m sorry, Jenna. I promise I never set out to hurt you.”
She buried her face in her hands. “How can I believe anything you say? Did I really mean nothing to you?”
“No! Can you just let me explain what happened?”
“Eck, no!” said Jenna, waving her hands. “The last thing I want to hear about is what you did with that slut. I’m done, Alex. Get out.”
“Jenna, listen to me—”
“Out!” she screamed. “Get out!”
There was nothing else left for him to do. Alex grabbed what little of his things that he could and made for the door while Jenna crashed against the bed, sobbing.
Looking back, it was one of the lowest points of his life, if not the lowest. He’d never felt like a bigger piece of shit, and now he’d hurt someone he loved beyond any meaningful repair.
He wanted to kick his own ass for what he did. He wanted to comfort Jenna in any way he could.
What he really wanted was a way to rewind time and turn Ellie down.
But what was done was done. Now he’d have to live with the consequences.
With a heavy sigh, Alex left the unit in Biosphere Three not knowing where to go. Going to Ellie’s was out of the question. He didn’t even want to see her right now. Annette’s didn’t seem plausible either, especially considering what had recently occurred between them. That really only left one option.
Alex trudged from Biosphere Three down the walkways to Biosphere Two, Seven, and then finally Eight. He knocked on the door once he was there, only to be surprised to see who answered.
It was Nikki.
When she saw the look on his face, she became immediately concerned. “Alex? What’s wrong? Are you okay?”
“Not really,” replied Alex. “Is Rick here?”
Nikki’s mouth twitched. “Not at that moment, but he should be back anytime. What do you need?”
“Honestly? A place to stay for a couple days. I hate to impose on you and I can try somewhere else if that’s not possible—”
“You can stay with us,” said Nikki, giving him a stern but sympathetic look. “Let me guess. You too?”
Alex nodded, knowing exactly what she was getting at.
Nikki gave him a look like a mother scolding a philandering son. “Come in. I’ll let Rick know you’re here.”
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