Chapter 37: Chapter 31.5:A broken angel

Humans are beautiful beings. Full of wonder and inspiration. They can climb the greatest heights and fall to the deepest depths.

Once, I was fortunate enough to be part of such a journey. Darian was not a good man nor was he a good tamer. All he had in his favor was currency because of his upper-class upbringing. But he had chosen me, a faceless angel in an army that could replenish itself with but a thought.

I knew it was through pure random chance that he had gotten me. A sizeable donation in exchange for the services of an angel, a healer to be precise. And I was chosen.

Back then, I did not understand what I do now. But I still felt joy in being useful to the cause of my creation, I felt joy because the order had treated me as no more than a tool to use had used me for something. Then, I experienced the world.

Darian was what was to be expected of an arrogant scion, he used me like a rag and treated me less than dirt. But I could not even explain how happy I was. I mattered to a man, so much so that he interacted with me daily. I was not being fed as a charity in the church but because I was needed by someone.

Then I felt the joys of a bond. I never truly understood why monster girls of this plane were so obsessed with bonds till I felt one for myself. Fulfillment, unlike anything I had ever felt before by an order of magnitude. I was not a faceless angel, but Maria, Darian's monster girl.

As the years went by Darian's cruelty mellowed to just mechanic efficiency. I was used, fed, and then left to my own devices which mainly involved servicing him in any way I could think of how. Over time, my bond went from level 1 to level 2, and then I realized there was happiness above true happiness. I began to hope... something I did not believe was achievable for an angel like me. Possessing a complete bond. To that end, I knew what I needed to do, be indispensable to Darian. Show him how useful I was to his cause.

My purpose in life was simple, be an extra limb for Darian. But such happiness was never meant to last...  

Darian... he found a way to ascend. Like everything else in life he did it in the only way, he knew how. Throw enough money at the problem till it was solved. He made a deal with a [collector] to tame a Titan, a legendary monster and the most surefire way to ascend. I witnessed a legend being born in the most mundane way possible. 

Darian simply tamed a tier o lesser ape to a level 3 bond. It took him six months to do so and during that time he became more and more distant from his then-current tames. A seed of worry started to implant itself in my heart, but I simply kept it to myself, I was but one of his limbs. His first complete bond was with a tier 3 ape and none of the rest of us who had been with him years longer

Then the [collector] evolved the ape into something so much greater that to this day I shiver at the memory. A replica of a human woman yet so much more powerful. An unstoppable, unkillable force that despite being so many levels below us we all knew that if she wanted I was dead.

Darian too was not the same. He... evolved. Stronger but more importantly... he became much more attractive. That was not the end of his gifts. He could empower his essence to feel so great that I nearly wept the first time I was given a taste. His willingness to give me that which he now only reserved for his 'Titan' rekindled my hope that I would remain by his side.

Such a fragile hope it was. Darian simply wanted to give me a gift for my 'impeccable' service before I was to be 'traded' for a better angel.

I still remember that day. I wept, begging to be kept, willing to perform any sacrifice to be with him, to stay close to him. But life was far crueler. All I received for my efforts were a kick from the Titan that had me out in mere moments.

The next thing I remembered, I was back under the sway of the order shackled once more to their edicts. The bond I shared, gone. Eaten by the 'supreme celestials' to keep me in 'pristine' condition. I was once more a faceless angel in an army, ready to do what was needed of me.

The feelings were no longer there taken from me by my order. But the memories remained. If I was to remain a faceless angel for the rest of my existence, I still had that, the memory of a life that was so much more. That would be enough for one such as me, that would be enough for Maria.

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