Chapter 56: Chapter 49: Trying to get my scattered thoughts together

It took 14 days for Simon to finally get over his vitality depletion. However, he really got only 7 days of isolation because Whiskers and Hiss were not having it and smashed into the tent being adorable and cuddly weapons of mass destruction. He still needed to make things right with the other three who wanted more than just a cuddly fuck buddy and laze around.

Witch had timidly joined on the 8th day, popping into his bed and sobbing into his chest.

The encounter was still on his mind and made his decision even more solid. 

"I am so sorry!..."*Hic*

Simon was confused but he pat her head trying to calm the emotional angel down. After a few minutes when the bawling had died down, he asked.

"Why?..."

"I..."*Hic*"...am supposed to be the magical expert... you were just trying to experiment with your power... If... If I had been more proactive in trying to teach you your [lord] abilities... this would never have happened."

That was fucked up and Simon knew it. She was putting a huge chunk of the blame on herself despite having no control over his actions.

The even more fucked thing was that a part of him wanted to do it, wash his hands of this event, and move on. But that would not solve the problem, there was also Maria and Rawr both of whom could easily see past his bullshit.

There was also the matter of his promise, something he had severely failed at. His promise was something he wanted to live by and always strive to, and it hit all the wrong spots when he could not do something so simple. Not be an asshole to his monster girls.

So with certainty and a bit of playfulness, he had said.

"Nah. This one was all me."

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"But... I will take that offer on training me though. If you are still interested?"

That had helped alleviate a lot of her stress as she seemed to melt into him after his playful rebuttal. He had a lot of time to theory craft and at least with Witch it had worked, but knowing him he would fuck it up some way. He knew this would not just magically fix things, his birth did not magically fix the relationship between his dad and mom but at least it was a step in the right direction. He also had a cheat unlike his mom, they were his monster girls, and they had to love him. All he had to do was try his damn best not to break their trust, at least that was the plan.

Simon was winging it at this point but he figured that if anyone could get him to at least act better. It would be Witch, Maria, and Rawr. 

Rawr... was most likely hurting. That much he was sure of. It was probably the same way his mom felt after dad kept her at arm's length, only this time it was Rawr doing it to herself. Otherwise, there was no feasible she would not have at least talked to him in all this time. Emotions were not his forte, it never was. Most he got was by imitating what his aunts had with his dad, and even that was failing. But someone who did know how to help him was Maria. 

Maria would forgive him in a heartbeat, he was certain of that. In Maria's case, it was probably a matter of letting her in about more of his wants and needs, even the more spontaneous and brash ones. She had literally spelled it out that she wanted a family to love and take care of, he just needed to let her in. Simon knew he was not going to succeed but they could come to some compromise, Maria was good at that.

He slapped the side of his head. There it was again, weaseling his way out of responsibility. Maybe what he should do was lay his cards on the table. Tell her everything and go from there. That should at least help.

Itsy... Itsy was a lesser version of Maria who only wanted to attend to him in her every waking moment. Like Maria, he just had to find a way to let her in.

What Simon was having a lot of trouble with. He did not know what 'letting them in' really meant, it was just something he had heard others say about him and figured it was because he was being very spontaneous without getting their input was got him in that situation in the first place.

Simon sighed giving up on coming up with a solution, Witch was a swing in the dark that worked because Witch was so easy to please and even then he did not know how long it would last. His hope was now at the feet of Maria and he crossed his fingers when he came out of his tent.

Maybe using Maria to 'fix him' was not the right decision but he was out of options. He had to start somewhere and his motherly angel always had the answers, he hoped for everyone's sake she had the answers he was looking for.

 

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