After my father and niisama returned, I had my mother help me to prepare easily.However, I didn't get permission to bathe, so I just wiped my body and changed my clothes.
I sniffed my arms close to the tip of my nose.I don't think it smells at all.I think... I'm worried. If they think it smells like sweat, they die.
My suspicious gaze had already gone back and forth between the clock and the door.
My father said that Mr. Leonhalt would come to the room, but what time exactly?
I should have listened.I don't know when I'm coming, so I've been nervous ever since I finished.
Calm down, calm down.
You can't do this now.
From now on, I have a serious mission awaiting to see how Leonhart feels.
... yes, check your feelings. You're going to do something close to a reverse proposition.Can you do that, Mr. Leonhalt? Me?
No, no, no, I can't. I can't.
You're going to faint just by telling him you like him, but you want to marry him?Innocent. If I succeed, I will die of shock on the spot.
But what should I do?
You want to pull the words out of Leonhart by turning the water through the conversation well?
Are you going to marry me in a way that takes on a sexual nature?
That would be futile.
What miracle can that be?Even a normal conversation makes me suspicious of my behavior, and I can't possibly use such advanced technology.
... but I don't want to give up.
I didn't decide I couldn't do it before, so I think it's important to try it first. Maybe.
Besides, if it wasn't a dream or a mistake, Master Leonhalt said he liked me.Ah, you said you loved me... I feel it.
Then maybe you're looking at marriage.And then, as long as I carried the story well... no, I was talking about it being difficult.
If this were the case, I should have studied harder.
I haven't had a social debut yet, but there was a good place to gather information about tea parties.
When I came here, I had a little socializing.
Or I should have been an active participant in the banana romance in my last life.
It is too late to regret even more if you read the "How to get a proposal from my boyfriend in his tenth year", which was published in a magazine that was opened in the beauty salon at the end of time.
"Uhhh...."
Cover your face whispering strange noises.
"Nero ~..."
Reaching out to the cage by the bed, it solidified.
With the habit of troubled times, I sought the healing of my cat as usual. Behind my gaze, there was a basket of bodies.
There are no more children who round on cushions laid in rattan baskets and look at us with one eye open to say that they are depressed.
She has more beautiful pale eyes than a jewel.
"... that's right."
Pop, throw your hand over the futon without any force.
Lift your body up to the ceiling on a pillow and cushion stacked with headboard support.
I can't feel it because I suddenly disappeared.
I still think I'm walking freely in the castle.When you're hungry, you'll pop up.I may be asleep in a cage when I get up.I just think about things like running away from reality.
You look like an idiot. He's nowhere to be found anywhere in the world.
"... ahaha"
Dry laughter resounds in a terrible void.
Even though no one was in the room, he closed his eyes with one hand hiding his face as if he were delusional.
With the reason that you don't feel it, you turn your eyes away from loneliness and pity.
Still, the emptiness that seemed to have punctured my chest didn't seem to deceive me.
……
Ah, there was a small noise in my ear.
It seems that he fell asleep sometime.I think I have to wake up with my unclear head.
However, the feeling of being immersed in warm water is pleasant and I can't open my eyes.
Cushions with a good touch of sheets and a sunny smell.
The light over the thin curtain glistens through your eyelids.The noise is far away, like a rub of leaves.Not too annoying, not too quiet.