I know I should have never kissed Victoria again because it will always make me crazy. But I couldn't stop kissing her the moment I helped her on her feet because she almost stumbled onto the floor. And when our bodies pressed against each other, I could no longer contain the urge to kiss her.
And I did the most stupid yet beautiful thing I have ever done. I captured are Victoria's lips once again, and I kissed her until her lips got swollen, but when I saw the triumphant look on Victoria's face, I felt terrified that I had let her know I am losing the game. And instead of making up with her all the things I have done to hurt her, I added her injury by telling her she would never win against me
I pretended I only kissed her because I wanted to check her feelings for me, and this time I knew I pissed her even more because I could see that she was trembling with anger, and I am not sure if the blush that appeared on her cheeks was because of her anger towards me, or the kiss we shared. I didn't continue my plan to swim because I became angry with myself for what I had done to Victoria.
I went back to my room and got dressed, and then I proceeded to the dining hall to eat my dinner; as expected, Victoria was not on her usual seat, and I could tell right away she would not eat her dinner because of me. And I realized it was a full moon tonight, and I could tell that her birthday was fast approaching, and the changes on her would be visible, and I know her appetite during a full moon would be different from ordinary nights.
I feel so glad that my best friend did my homework by knowing all about Victoria's likes, dislikes, favorites, and I know it should be me who will do it. Still, since I don't have any interest in knowing her, I didn't do my part to know her, and now that I am here at the Winner estate, I needed to go over to Zane's lists on my inbox.
I cooked her favorite food, so she would realize I was not that bad; I felt terrible about what I had done to her, and I think I needed to do something about my way of dealing with Victoria. After preparing her food, I ask her servant, who used to be her nanny when she was still a little girl, to bring the food into Victoria's room while it is still hot, and I leave the Winner mansion right away.
I went to the closest mountain since I only wanted to enjoy the full moon. I don't think hunting for food nowadays would be necessary because I love eating human food, so every time I get hungry, I will quickly transform into my human form. I wonder how I will deal with Victoria the moment she shifts.
I could tell it would become a big challenge because I am sure Victoria will make a big deal. As I think about my mission, I suddenly get angry with the elders because I don't think there is a threat in Megan's life; I haven't noticed anyone or anything unusual at the Academy. I don't believe the rumors were true, but I don't have a choice but to stick with her until the day of her transition is over.
I drove away from the Winner estate with my big bike feeling so lost and angry, and I knew I needed to shift to subside the anger that I feel. And I smiled as I could feel my excitement again, and I needed to forget about Victoria even for a while. I felt my phone vibrate on my leather pants pocket, and I knew it would be Keisha since she had been texting me that she was bored and wanted to have some fun, and right now, I am not in the mood to play with her little games.
And I must admit. Lately, I started hating Keisha for bad-mouthing about Victoria every chance she could get, and I could tell she was jealous of the school queen. For me, I could say Victoria is the only one deserving to be called the school queen because I can't deny, her beauty alone is enough to make everyone to be at her mercy.
And I know Victoria is not aware of how beautiful she is; what makes her so proud of herself is her intelligence and the fact that she is Niklaus Winner's daughter. And I know there are moments I got jealous when the boys on campus would call her name, and I am just glad she only entertained the quarterback, and it was only one time because I already warned Tim not to kiss Victoria again.
I may show everyone on the campus that I don't like Victoria. I am ashamed of myself for what I have done to Tim after I saw him kiss Victoria, and when Victoria flirted with him, I got so pissed that day that I can still recall what I have done in the locker room of the football players.
"Tim, got a minute?" I asked right away the moment I met him inside the locker room.
"I want you to stay away from Victoria," I said, and he was shocked at first, and then he laughed.
"And why? Are you trying to be his father now?" He asked.
"Victoria will be my wife in the future even if we both don't like the idea that our parents had an arranged marriage for us, so even if I don't feel anything towards her, I don't want anyone to get close to her, touch her, especially kiss her," I said in a loud voice.
"You can't force Victoria to marry you, Prize, and she will never like someone like you," Tim said.
"Oh yeah? She may not accept that she likes me, but her actions do. Did you see the way Victoria kissed back to me, Tim? You can tell the difference when she kissed you. If you don't want to get hurt in the end, you better stop what you are doing." I hissed because I could see the mocking smile on his face, and I was not afraid of his teammates surrounding me because I knew I was stronger than them.
"What are you going to do if I will not listen to you, Prize?" Tim asked, and I got closer to him, and using my one hand, I gripped his collar. I pulled him up into the air and brought him to the wall, and I heard his friends gasp. No matter how he struggled to let go of my hold, he was unsuccessful, and I slowly put his feet back on the floor; Tim was coughing when I pushed him hard until his back hit the wall, and I could tell he was still catching his breath.
"I will do more than that if you will not listen to me, do you understand?" I asked, and he slowly nodded his head, and I walked out from the locker room feeling great that I put him in his place, and I know what I did was horrible since I could tell that Tim was sincere with his feelings towards Victoria, but I don't have a choice since she is only mine.
I snapped back to the present when I reached the foot of the mountain. After I parked my motorcycle, I ran into the wilderness right away, and as usual, I felt energetic, but as I got deeper, I realized I smelled a wolve's scent. I could tell that other werewolves are in the mountains tonight, maybe because it is the full moon.
And before I could reach my favorite spot, I realized two wolves were resting on top of the big rock. They were talking about a familiar name no other than Victoria, and I suddenly felt alarmed as I tried to decipher what they were talking about. I couldn't stop myself from worrying about Victoria, and before the werewolves could notice me, I took a back step and ran back into the opposite side.
I had heard enough, and I suddenly felt protective of Victoria. Instead of taking my time to run around this part of the mountain, I realized other werewolves came from different packs, and I am not yet sure what pack they belonged to, and maybe they were among those werewolves who wanted to claim her as their mate. And I don't know if it would be possible, and I think it was only because of the rumors that Victoria would become the strongest Luna of all time.
I don't care about that stupid hearsay, all I want is Victoria to be my mate because of how I feel towards her, and I know she was only hiding how she feels if what the elders had claimed, Victoria feels the same way towards me. All I need to do right now is start changing my strategy, and before her eighteenth birthday, I should make her admit she loves me. And I can only do that if I show her the real me.
I got so frustrated that when I entered my room, I couldn't stop the urge to change into my wolf form. I felt so horrified when Victoria got inside my room, and she found me on my wolf form on top of the bed; I could see the horror on her face when she looked at me, and I wanted to scare her away for fun.
But when I leaped from the bed, I didn't realize her fear made her collapse on the floor. I am just glad I shifted back into my human form before her body hit the surface, and I slowly took her body into the bed.. Then an idea popped into my head, and I smiled as I realized this brilliant idea would bring me closer to Victoria, and the only way I could understand her better was to make friends with her while I was on my wolf form.